Diary of PON

2009-04-16T19:08:00.001+08:00

Wah dis is friggin dying.
Wont post for a while.
Revival a while l8r.
Perhaps after mid yr.

2009-04-07T19:47:00.005+08:00

I guess might nt update dat often lehh. mayb once or twice a wk.
Lazy & yawnns. zzz.

Wednesday:
Assembly was friggin cool.
Dehh acapella group was preety awesome.
But dehh beatboxer simply stole deh entire show.
he was so friggin cool i dunchno wat to say.
1 assembly which i actually did not slp.

Friday:
2nd promotion test! -.- Actually promoted leh lorh..
Uniform inspection, i could haf flunked dis test there larh.
Shirt,pants boots all kena penalised by sir huat soon zzz.
Denn MOI, dis time w/o rifle.
I was picked into maam suriyani's squad.
So she tester la, 0kay larh felt i did ok..
& kudos to deh rest as well. Could see all of us tried.
Den muster parade was so zzz i almost slept standing -.-

Saturday:
After tution, went far east plaza wif jacky.
To look for 'STAGE' shop. wakakaka.
For those who duno, SHOW LUO'S brand hehe.
Owned by LI TENG.
Damn excited lo, walked arnd quite a no. of shops.
& found 'stage', wooo.
Dehh shop was damn friggin cool larh, its lyk enclosed & damn 'hip' inside.
Denn deh salesgirl veri kawaii too hehe.
But denn dis wk deh stock of caps & vests nt dat attractive.
So'll save up & go find some cool stuff again nx time xD
Here's STAGE! go take a look.
& den we just window shopped lo, cnt rlly find any nice caps.
Partly becuz already got deh mindset to buy stage caps leh haha.
So walked arnd, & denn ate some stuff before going home. preety cool day.

Sunday:
Went bishan temple to pay respects to my uncle & 奶奶.
Usual practice every yr i'ld say.
Denn had an haircut, & went hme.
Whr i spent deh day studying for ct.
.

2009-04-01T18:32:00.003+08:00

Time to blog (x

Saturday:
Day of inter-unit frisbee comp.
Still pondering whether shld go or nt in morn.
Cuz jus recovered.
Still went in the end..
Met yude, huiying, shermain, bill, jierou& jason at dover.
Den walked to sp, wasted some time finding deh location & waiting for it to begin.
& when it began..
Our scores : 0-3,4-0,4-0,1-2,0-6,12-0.
Woots. 12-0 :P
Didnt win deh tope 3 prizes.
But rlly rlly was a friggin fun morning.
Kudos to all teammates (:

Sunday:
Afternoon suddenly had this urge to attend fahreinheit's autograph session.
& decided to go wif jacky. Walked to IMM, went to dehh 2nd entrance for general fans.
WOAH. Heavily packed larh haha.
Denn waited for quite a while, & dey arrived! By coming dwn frm 4th floor.
Wuzun turned here & waved. Woah damn shuai la lol.
Denn couldnt squeeze in, so we squeezed out & went to 1st entrance, no queue cuz only for ppl wif album. Den i haben't buy. So we waited..
& DEN THE GUARD WALKED AWAY. LOL.
So me & jacky sneaked in, deh guard came back but couldnt stop us.
Cuz another crowd trying to sneak in leh.
LOL. So we found a perfect spot, lyk only 2m from stage? Woo.
& so we could see deh 4 hunks perfectly.
Woah. Dey look as cool as they are on tv larh. wah.
Very worth-it trip hehe. Photos another day (:
FOR VIDEOS TAKEN DAT DAY.
go Jacky's blog.

& den played bball, den jacky go hme leh.

Dis 2 days nth much,
so i guess will end dis here leh.

2009-03-31T19:28:00.002+08:00

Sian.
Today was rlly rlly unwell in class.
Closed my eyes for nearly all lessons, under teacher's approval.
Denn after sch, cabbed home to rest, sry for nt attending cca.
Rlly cnt make it already.

Now doing better leh.
I friggin wish dis illness'ld go away real soon.
Cuz i hate dis feeling.

Got loads to update about, tmr bah.
Very tired alr..

2009-03-27T13:08:00.002+08:00

100th post.
On dis dying blog -.-

Nth much to post actually.
today sick so nbr go school.
Yesterday nite was horrid. I couldn't really slp -.-

Hope can recover by tonight,
Tmr npcc frisbee comp, i wouldn't wana miss it.

RESCUE DIS BLOG.

2009-03-20T15:35:00.002+08:00

Damn.
I cnt use com as normal for now, it keeps crashing on me.
& when i doesn't crash, it hangs -.-
So may nt update for some days shld i send it for repair.

I certainly had a wonderful time dis holiday.
Dehh last break for deh yr leh, perhaps.
Now, im all drowned wif undone hw.
But still nt in deh mood to do.
Cme'on, its still a HOLIDAY.

So,
Stay updated for my hol' life.
Will update asap (:

2009-03-17T13:45:00.002+08:00

As promised! x)

Friday:
Friday dehh 13th, haha.
Got back results, failed 1.
Can see got marked improvement larh, but still nt enoff.
Gotta work harder.
Denn cca, didnt know is promotion test so nbr bring full u.
So helped to take fotos for deh CSSP.
Quite fun larh haha.
Denn looked at sir daniel take sec2 for promotion.
Ping poh, LOL. Dehh way he take squad make me wana rofl.
Kekenan nu nus! LOLL.

Saturday:
Went school early, cuzz going ubin for HRC! (High rope challenge)
So we bused dwn, so boring dat fell asleep.
Denn again took dat boat to ubin.
Go quite some schools larh, but nt rlly alot of ppl.
Did dehh tunnel & dehh 3 storey high rope challenge.
Exciting larh, but completed hehe (x
But denn got lighning alert so cnt do quite alot of stuff. haiz.
Which 'll be friggin fun larh. But nbm had lots of fun.
Denn at night, watched soccer.
Man U 1 Liverpool 4
Woots! shiok larh.
Wakao, jy liverpool!
Lyk best match i've ever watched xD

Sunday:
Morning did nth much lo, just getamped all deh way.
Denn didnt go tution cuz thunderstorm.
Denn at night, went tiong bahru plaza wif mum to watch Marley & Me.
Omg its friggin nice!!! No exaggerating, its rlly friggin friggin friggin nice.
It so touching larh, & kinda humourous too.
Omg i love dat show xD

Monday:
1st day of holidays, thot will do hw but end up nbr do. haiz.
went visit grandpa in nursing home wif dad at arnd 3, he seems much energetic now (:
But so tired dat fell asleep dere -.-
Denn went IMM a while with dad & mum, den went hme & wasted all deh time away.
I gotta start working hard , rlly.
I lack dehh sense of urgency.
Wednesday onwards, must rlly give it all out leh.
For deh major event 7 months later.
Wish me gd luck.

2009-03-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

Im sry, for nt updating so long.
Tmr i promise.
this few days haf been excting.
So catch tmr's post! :P

2009-03-10T18:02:00.003+08:00

Heyy.
Sry sry for nt updating dis few days.
Kinda busy..
Wif unneccesary stuff haha.

& nw im watching 爱就宅一起.
Preety nice huh ;)

Nth much to update today lehh.
Nx wk march hols lehh.
Time to rly catch up in sch wrk.
& perhaps last platform to get some play lehh.
Cuz after dis.
Its only 7 mths more.
Oh no.

Song Of The Day: 飞轮海 - 默默

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

这是一个没有答案的问题
我感觉我变了谁让我变了
原本这是一个没有答案的问题
却被你解开了简单的解开了

你走过来带着和别人不同的对白
你甚至不让我知道你对我有多好

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

未来的每一天不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

慢慢的这份爱悄悄的住下来
深深的在心里没人看的出来
安静的但却一直都在
是你默默的爱

慢慢的这份爱已经变成依赖
浅浅的笑容里却让我充满期待
不用说我就能够明白
你默默的爱

有时，最幸福的爱，是默默的爱。
是守护天使的爱。

2009-03-08T11:41:00.002+08:00

Bought ADOBE CREATIVE SUITE 4.
For special price $99 in school.
& so many ppl regretted nt buying,
cuz actual price was $939, lol.

Friday, SSGT promotion test.
Was friggin nervous thruout.
Denn ended up carried to nx wk.
Cuz lack of time -.-
z.

Yesterday, went jacky's hse for bball.
Played thru dehh drizzle, den dehh rain, den slacked a while & went hme.
As usual lo, watched 爱就宅一起&我猜我猜我猜猜猜.
Denn went to slp.

Its nw march.
A few more wks to midyr leh.
& a few more mths to o'lvls.
& im still doing nth.
...

2009-03-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

NPCC
Took sec2s for a while, den decided to join back into sec4/5 squad.
Rifle drills, haha.
Denn got M.O.I, & i did voluteer.
Did my best larhh, had to be serious cuz promotion test main criteria is M.O.I.
Rlly rlly hope wont screw up on friday, promotion test.
This 2 days gona work real hard, cuz still got some stuffs nt sure deh.
Last possible achievement in NPCC perhaps, passing out real soon leh.
So'll giv it 1 best shot.

To all attending deh promotion test, all the best.

Song Of The Day: 卓文萱 : 一句话

爱上你那时爱到不象话
后来想尽办法忘掉
到最后我就合上嘴巴
多说像对自己撒谎

星空下说永恒额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来即便它是一个问号
也能对自己炫耀

有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上
你爱我太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话

有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成动人一句话

星空下说永恒额头上的吻
你双手将我环绕
未来永远都是一个问号
也是种天荒地老

有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成动人一句话

这是一种成长还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良陪我到任何地方

有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往只好放在心上
你爱我太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成一句动人的话

有一句话再也都听不到
那些过往越呼吸越明亮
我爱你太美好时间它一定会
把它熬成世上最动人的话

简简单单的一句话
正是那么多情品所错过的
那一句话。

2009-02-28T21:42:00.002+08:00

Im here to blog (:

Friday:
Early morning, 98-ed down to jacky's hse.
Met up wif him & kokwai. Ate bf at mac's.
Den we walked thru jurong lake park to chinese garden.
Alot of ppl rch lehh, so settled down.
Commonwealth was lyk firggin noisy, duno y too.
& unstoppable too.
To mrs chia & Mrs terrence:
" U could scold all you want,
Dun waste time trying to talk us into being quiet.
Cuz its useless"
Denn waited for quite long, b4 sec4/5 race began.
Ran rather consistently, stopped for a while at times.
Along dehh way recieved some encouragements dat kept me going.
& completed 4.2 lyk arnd 25+ mins.
Grats to all deh winners.
Champion for sec4/5 race was jianhong, 14mins.
Wdf! Dats lyk my 2.4 timing haha.

Denn walked to some place to eat wif clarence, jacky & kw.
Denn walked for quite long to jason's hse dat area, play bball.
Wif 4/3 ppl.
Was rather fun larhh, played continuosly lyk arnd 4 hrs.
But dehh challenge match was a lil' too fiery i think.
But still isnt dat basketball? o0

& went hme, friggin tired.
At nite had some fked up quarrel wif dad.
Dun wish to talk bout it lehh.
But i guess i was still a lil' too harsh wif yesterday's mini post.
So deleted it.

Today:
1 rlly fun saturday.
Morning went NTUC wif mum, & ate lunch wif mum too.
Denn bused to JE interchange dere, met up wif jacky, weixuan, hiangngee, sinjoo, huimin, yimeng & lucy.
Forr deh voluntarilly heart foundation flag day.
Collected deh tins, den mrt-ed to boon lay.
Me & jacky stationed outside frontier library.
Donations were hard to come by, but still managed to fill lyk nearly half of deh tin.
Saw some commonwealthians too, lyk kahhwee, gwen, zhuoning..
Was rather tiring.

Denn at at 5.30 returned cans, changed into hme clothes & mrt-ed to bugis, w/o yimeng & lucy.
At bugis, decided where to haf dinner @ for rather long.
Denn settled for pastamania.
Was rather nice larhh, & filling 2.
Treated wx wif jacky for her bday tmr.

Denn went take neoprints, under pressure haha.
kayy larhh nt dat bad, quite entertaining.
& denn walked arnd, drank some stuff & mrt-ed home.

Rather coolios day larhh, saturdays shld be liddat (:
Ty frens, for brightening up dehh day after yesterday's conflicts.
U were gr8.

Happy bday miss xiang (today) & weixuan (tmr).

2009-02-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

Sry sry ppl for nt updating much this few days.
Rather busy.
Including today.

Tmr cross country lehh.
I'll run full distance, but dun think can get into top 30.
Esp since its sec4/5.
I'll just do my best.

Yesterday, Total defence.
Well done NPCC, nobody fall out again. Coolios.
& well done all de other Ugs too.

But i simply hafta comment on Miss chia, principal.
Can you pls friggin talk a lil' faster & stop repeating your words ?
It doesnt rock standing strt for 45 mins k?
-.-

2009-02-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

Will update tmr, tired nw.

Song Of The Day- 胡彦斌-男人ktv

每次当苦恼失意
就有人哭红了眼睛
唱着他们的订情曲
对不起原来碰倒他痛苦处

要吐苦水也许我不愿意
十几个人关在ktv
唱着青春仍苦得相当讽刺
让我关门利用咪高峰哭喊几次

男人歌唱给谁来听
受了伤始终怕别人知
我和你吻别在无人的街
张学友唱出我的情结
没有歌怎敢说心事
下一首有没有你心情
你的背包让我走的好缓慢
陈弈迅那首歌是唱的他自己

没有歌做人
只懂苦唱怎去遮风避雨

一堆男人下了班不回去
十几个人关在ktv
然而啤酒仍苦得相当讽刺
让我关门利用咪高峰哭喊几次

没有歌怎敢说心事
下一首有没有你心情
我和你吻别在无人的街
张学友唱出我的情结

男人歌唱给谁来听
下一首有没有你心情
你的背包让我走的好缓慢
陈弈迅那首歌是唱的他自己

男人歌
原来唱的都是不敢说的心情

只要你能记得
这首歌，唱完的是我。

2009-02-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

SEC4 level camp 2009

Day1,wednesday
Target setting & post secondary education talk.
By mr leong.
Generally just showed us the requirements ferr polys & jcs.
& made us set targets for o'lvls.
mine, 11 ferr l1r4 (:

& den stayed in auditorium, watched spelling bee (:
Preety nice ehh, quite touching.
Denn ending dat time force us go hall for stress management exercises -.-
But mrs anba promised to arrange a time ferr us to watch deh ending. hehe :P

Stress management exercises.
Yoga! haha.
0kay larh, nt as bad as i thought.
But kinda comical. lol.

Motivational workshop.
LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL.
The speaker, mr ramesh was friggin funny larh.
& was pretty motivational too. Cool stuff.

Day2,thursday
Went WCP early wif nicol & ke an via cab -.-
Denn ate breakfast wif jacky & andrew @ macs dere.
Till it was time to gather.

Golden hunt @ west coast park!
Was friggin fun larhh, my grp rocked haha.
Highlights lyk dehh pyramid, obstacle race etc.
Coolios hehe.
& we prevailed! most points haha.
(:

Journey to marina barrage.
The scenery dere was pretty nice.
Is lyk, can see dehh flyer via deh sky.
& the reservoir, beautiful.
Denn the indoor gallery, friggin cool inside.
Is lyk quite techno? Reminds me of science centre.
Learned quite alot of stuff bout deh barrage.
Denn cann take own photos & anyhow send via e messages.
Hehe :P Sent quite alot lehh.
My face on dehh barrage background haha.
& denn at the top of dehh building, was an outdoor garden.
You can imagine dehh feeling bah.
Awesome :P

Denn bus sent us back to school.
Went IMM wif jacky, clarence, andrew & joelyn.
Window shopped lo, get seperated at times, & went hme arnd 7.
Friggin exciting & tiring day x)

Day3,friday
Public speaking course.
No offence lurh, but was friggin boring.
Fell asleep for quite a while.
Denn deh hall damn stuffy too.
But the videos rlly saved deh day larhh, pretty funny :)

Personal grooming workshop.
The speaker, miss smth, was friggin funny too larh.
& somemore @ auditorium ,so much more attractive.
Thought us on lifeskills, lyk job interview skills, etiquettes etc.
Was beneficial, at least will be for deh future.
Pretty fun session (:

Saturday

Valentine's day!
Updated leh.

Sunday
Happy bday to my cousin alvin! x)
Kayy so, went for lunch with cousin, aunt, uncle & mum at jack's place.
Shared salad, ate steak.
Friggin full :P
Then went alone to jurong spring cc again.
to cut hair.
& den went home.
-.-

突然好想你.

2009-02-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

Its Valentine's dayy!
hehe.

Annual camp was surprisingly pretty enjoyable lurh.
Kinda enjoyed x) lyk much beta den lessons lorh lol.
Will update briefly on it tmr.

Ermm.
So i dropped Amath.
Currently i still feel its deh right decision bah, hopefully can cope well w/o it. hmm.
Monday, will change lehh. I mean, gota study hard & play lesser leh.
I dunwan any regrets nxt time. Just a few mths left.
Cme'on pon.

Today:
Valentine's day, kicked off with tution at noon -.-
Wasn't even paying 1 bit of attention lo, busy with smth else.
Denn went je popular, walk arnd inside wif nicol.
Friggin jacky 1 hr late haha.
Denn trained dwn to harbourfront, walked to vivo.
Ate at carl's jnr, shared everything wif jacky.
Lucky lo if nt wont finish dehh -.-
Denn walked arnd , nth much pretty boring. & bused to IMM.
W/o nicol, he went strt home.
Bought smth, wrote smth, dehh bused to Jurong west.
Den gave smth.. haha.
Rlly nervous lehh! T.T
Kayy den went bubble tea shop wif jacky, drank 初恋 drink ( dey named it -.-) & ate fries.
I would say friggin nice larh, but wat's rlly so cool is dat shop got dat taiwan feel.
Which is wat i lyk larh, dat carefree, '转角遇到爱' feel hehe.
Dis's life! xD
Denn went home lo, pretty filled valentine's day today.
Hehe.

SIAN.
Today nvr show 大魔竞&我猜我猜我猜猜猜.
-.-

& i friggin lyk writing lyrics (:

2009-02-13T20:51:00.003+08:00

Im nt updating today. Nt rlly in dehh mood.
Sry.
Dis sunday bahh, bout deh level camp.

Happy valentine's day everybody(:

2009-02-08T10:15:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY

Early morn at 9 went sch fro maths rmd.
Almost late lo, woke up only @ 8.
But kinda 0kay larh, cuz in ava 2.
shiok eh hehe.

Denn after maths went orchard wif jacky.
For wat lehh?
KELLY POON LIVE SHOWCASE @ KBOX K UNION
hehe.
So we changed at je dere, den mrted dwn to orchard, & walked to cineleisure.
Kinda waited a while, deh li teng came out.
Emcee of dehh day lol. Dis host, gettin crappier & funnier day by day lol -.-
Denn kelly poon came out x)
She looked kinda sweet in person lurh, & her voice was powerful too.
Sang couple of nice songs, 爱，无力 & 勇敢温柔 etc.
Denn played some games too, me & jacky almost kena picked on stage lol.
& denn autograph session, left cuz dun hav her album hehe.

& denn we walked arnd, kinda boring initially.
Takashimaya, wisma etc.
Denn comes deh fun part. lol.
Wheelock place.
Walked arnd too, denn wanted to slack at starbucks.
But dehh under renovation, so dehh security guard suggested Border's cafe.
We went in.
WDF. It was way too ex for us den, cuz didnt bring much money.
Lollollollollollollollolloll.
Wanted to run but lyk damn ps.
So nbm, ordered small stuff to eat & drink.
& denn by accident i spilled some coffee on deh table, Denn chilli flakes scattered on dehh table as we ate fries.
LOL.
& denn dehh bil was fifteen bucks, but i think dey'll nid to spend $20 to clear dehh mess.
WDF!

& denn went mrt station,
LOL. Went up & down, up & down lyk crazy liddat.
Cuz cnt find east-west line..
& denn realised, it's orchard.
So only got train back to city hall from dere denn change train.
-.-

Denn allighted at je, jacky went on to lakeside.
& denn walked to imm to meet parents.
Ate ice cream & denn went home.
Watched zong yi da ge da &wo cai, wo cai ,wo cai cai cai till 1am, & dozed off.
A simply filled saturday, hehe.

& now, School Work.
Wdh lorhh, lyk simply too much to do larh.
Files must be ready by tmr, denn got chinese test tmr, phys test on tues, & way too much hw.
Esp phys, I prefer dehh old mdm quek lorh.
Now she's lyk, i duno, strict & unlovable.
& dehh her hw comes arnd & nvr goes.
Haiz. Is dis just sec4?o0

Valentime's dayy coming. (x
Hehe.

2009-02-04T19:10:00.003+08:00

Today, Halfday :D
Kinda struggled to survive dehh lessons.
Slept during eng cuz miss Ng YY didnt come.
& den maths rlly did pay attention till dehh end.

& den Bball (:
Had a rather fun match wif 4/3 ppl & Yu de.
Preety cool uh, as is all were putting in their hearts to playy.
& denn went for break, come back was rather surprised to see huiying.
She alone, & watched us playy bball haha.
Dat nice to watch meh? o0
Mayb some1 quite nice to watch lurhh hehe..
anw.
Was me, zihui & yude vs kangsheng, terrence & gabriel.
Didnt rlly play much cuz was friggin tired lehh.

Den went jurong point.
Ate at pepper lunch, & denn deicided to go watch movie.
Almost succeeded to buy tickets for 幸福万岁 larhh.
Denn almost dere lehh ic kena checked -.-
C'me just a few mths more mah!
eee.
Denn decided to watch 大喜事.
The plot was kinda expected lurhh haha.
Was kinda funny for deh 1st part larhh, though a bit boring.
But i thought dehh ending half hr or so was friggin cool.
Kinda touching & LOL haha.

Den after deh movie went to get some gifts for valentime's haha.
Ks nt badd sehh, buy so much for 'deh lucky girl' lehh. hehe.
& denn bused home, quite a fun day :D

Why must it turn out lyk dis?
If we're frens, perhaps gd frens, i cnt get it why are we competing.
Ther's no nid to treat me as a competitor.
Cuz i believe all dis resigns to fate. Let fate decide everything.

2009-02-03T20:25:00.002+08:00

TMR's halfday :D Hehe.

Wana go watch love matters lehh.
But duno can sneak in or nt lehh, if dun see month my ic tallies wif 16 yrs old mahh -.-
& den nobody to watch wif too T.T
Eee -.-

Today, NPCC.
Pt, hehe. Lyk a yr after deh last pt larh -.-
Along wif ncos & excos , PTI lo -.-
Denn lyk super screwed forgot what to do lehh.
Ended up taking super long to finish warm-ups lol.
5 types of pumping, & hafta demo all 5 lehh ! T.T
ouch.. ><

Denn running, take lyk so long for short distance lo haha.
But it was rather cool to do pt wif new buch of sec1s.
Deyy nvr gave up ehh, haha :)

Denn no time lehh, no games again -.-

Err.

Den dismiss..

Song Of The Day : 林宥嘉-我的爱人.

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说我们
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或说我们
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

每当听见她或他说我们
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

I guess for all dehh songs i've mentioned here.
Dis suits me the most bah.
我爱的人真的都不是爱我的人。
祝你和他，幸福。

2009-01-30T21:17:00.007+08:00

YESS lyk i promised x)

The post (:
on

cny:D

Last saturday: CNY eve eve.

Met jacky at commonwealth MRT after tution.
Went LJS eat lunch, denn bused dwn to queensway.

Was super looking forward haha duno why.

Denn after jacky saw dehh sneakers he wanted

went arnd comparing prices.

& he bought for 80bucks.( 2 hrs later -.-)

Adidas gold & white.

Denn my turn (x Hehe.

But den by den quite tired lehh lorh.

Walked lyk 6 rounds round second floor, & found no vest which rlly caught my attention.

Actually got larh but quite hesistant to buy-.-

In dehh end found in 1st floor -.-

From future men, black white & a lil yellow deh vest.

Wooooh :D

Denn ate katong laksa dere, super nice but super lil' too -.-

Denn mrt-ed home, quite a pleasant day larh i'ld say.

Lyk got deh mood to shop (:

Last sunday: Cny eve.

I forgot what happened dat dayy lehh,

but all i rmbed was watching tv lyk some retard liddat.

&& i friggin love taiwanese综艺节目:D

Hehh.

Monday: CNY! xD

Morning took some time to dress up, headed to aunty's (dad's sis) home.

Alot of ppl lo, lyk usual. Cousins & uncles & etc.

Duno why just didnt click wif dehh youngsters (cousins, ...) lehh.

I lyk friggin anti-social lo T.T

&& dehh food was so-so lorhh.

Ordered buffet, kayy larh..

Denn left bout noon, wif quite a no. of angbaos :D

Denn at home, took photos (:

Hehe. Here goes.

Mum & dad (:

Denn after dat, uncle& aunt came xD

My closest relatives ( Mum's sis & her husband (duh-.-))

Denn we slacked in grandma's room hehe.

Denn took abit of photos too (:

Uncle & aunt (:

Me & aunt(wif my vest x)

Denn after dat My relatives came too.

Dey come every yr dehh xD

& denn slacked arnd, & my cousin Alvin came too x)

My aunty's son haha.

&& denn 'lou hei !'

&& den blackjack! xD

At 1st win 30+dehh lorh, den end up win only $1 -.-

Lol, but what matters is dehh fun.

Great dayy yarr xD

Dehh rest of CNY & other highlights tmr!(:

2009-01-29T20:05:00.001+08:00

Tmr again :P

2009-01-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY people xD
Will update tmr.
SRYYY T.T

2009-01-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

Heyya!

CNY performance:
No offence urh, but rlly rlly 1 of dehh worse of 3 yrs at css lo.
Too lil stuff, nt exciting & preety boring.
Of cuz, nth to do wif dehh emcess, dun get me wrong.

NPCC:
Today i behaved lyk some retard larhh. lol.
Suppeer high liddat duno why too.
Keep disturbing dehh squad -.- Denn super nt serious lo haha.
Denn rifle part was by far dehh worse..
for dehh sec2s lo. haha.
But glad dey rlly mastered homad (:
Jy sec2s!
NCOS为你撑腰! (:

Song of the day : 罗志祥-搞笑

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麽熬
这麽多年早就习惯有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
它习惯睡觉的床尾少了一双脚
所以它常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

你只看见我搞笑的一面，
却从没看见我想你，心酸的一面。
Cause behind every laughter lies a drop of tear.

2009-01-21T20:35:00.004+08:00

Todayy sch was abit more 0kayy larhh.
But still..

YAWNN

Assembly:

Early morn recieved dehh news:
Err guys dehh hyderabad presentation's today.
I was lyk wth? so sudden.
& i certainly prepared nthh -.-

So @ 11.45 excused frm CDP, headed to hall wif mr farzlin.
We did certain last min stuff, edited ppt, wrote temp script & rehearsed a while.
Den assembly lehh.
Was preety nervous at 1st, but denn duno why felt lyk some big star lol.
Denn talked some stuff bout dehh trip, with karthik & yingfeng.
& sooriyah was pressing dehh labtop.
Kayy larh felt 0kay lorhh.
Nvr crop up ^^
&& forgot to thank dehh teachers.
Mr fazlin, miss shyam, mrs anba & mdm aishah.
For dis wonderful twinning program (:
Sec2 & 3s kepp dis legacy going horr :D

After school:

Chem spa dragged a lil' den straight after dat play bball.
Quite fun larh, & damn tiring too.
Esp again dehh sec5 team. Preety good.
Denn 5+ go 7 eleven dere eat & go hme lo.

Still a boring dayy -.-

I WANT a dog(:
Retriever, maltese blah blah..

Song Of The Day: 罗志祥 - 第二顺位

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云

从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

我愿意排在第二顺位，祝福你。

2009-01-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

Yesterday:

CSS3 (x
Shan't blog abt school, its so so so so BORING :(
So after school, rmd & all dat, proceeded to Mediacorp (:
Gather at foyer dere, denn got bus drive us dere.
Entered the studio, WOW.
It seems so small compared to wat u c on tv haha.
But still preety cool larh, lots of screens & media stuff.
& saw all the hosts (x
Felicia chin lyk quite chio in person lehh, den dehh males seemed preety cool too.
Yuan shuai, pornsak, li teng..
& den we wait wait, wait.
wait wait wait.

& jeremy came out, he sang jay chou's 彩虹.
Nt bad huh xD
But dehh others were preety good too.
& after everything,wait wait wait.

Results.
Mavis went out, quite pity lo she did preety well.
But nbm larhh, competetion's like dis mahh.
1 gets in, another goes out (:
Just prepare well for revival :D
& jeremy got in, woots.
jyjy.

Denn damn ps larh, got technical gliche, so must retake a part.
Denn yuan shuai lyk begging us stay for recording a while more, but miss xiang nag us go cuz bus waiting.
Sian sian sian, lyk so bad lo :X
& denn rched hme @ 12+, preety cool day yar.

Today:
Friggin Friggin Friggin BORING-.-
Lyk seriously screw sec4 life lorh..Hope it gets over quickly.
&& sry miss phoon, for talking so much in cls.
& making you pissed :X

Kayy den after school, npcc training.
Nvr wear full u, cuz yesterday return so late no energy to prepare full u :P
Had small parade. Lyk wat isit for? lol.
Denn almost kena fall in lo, sian haha. But denn requested & granted to take squad in half u.
Took dehh non-fancy drill sec2s.
Quite fun larhh, dere were jokes, crap, drills o0.
Denn water cooler dere made rashida wet cuz i go press dehh spoilt water cooler haha.
& den she kena sabo again, den drop beret LOL.
Pump pump pump. hehe.
Denn after np play abit bball, play lyk shit lol.
&& end of today ;D

Tomorrow'll be better, hopefully (:

Song of the day: 罗志祥-幸福不灭

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh i believe
Cause i believe 那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因
Oh i believe 你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

Heyy:
Perhaps u've already known.
Known dat i've been lying all the way.
Known dat i've been liking you throughout
But its okay, i saw ur smiles, ur smiles with him.
& i knew its okay.
As long as ur happy.

Cause i believe , 那幸福不灭的定律
只要你开心，就足够了。
我会偷偷地，做你的守护
直到看见你，幸福不灭的笑容。

2009-01-18T16:28:00.002+08:00

OH my blog is friggin dead x.x
Thanks to com larhh, so easy break down T.T
Haha.

&& i dragged so long to get it repaired too -.-

O, YES.
I brought 朝男正传 lehh ((:
Its friggin nice ehhh. hehe.

& school sucks nw larh.
Wdf lo hope dis shit gets settled asap.
Give him a break man, & give me a break too -.-

& tmr, going mediacorp watch css3
Wooooooooahhhhhhhh.

2008-12-30T22:39:00.003+08:00

Wheeeeee.
Had 1 hell of a fun today xD

So at 10, went frontier cc.
To meet jacky,nicol,fel,mel & muntat.
Denn we went bball court below muntat's hse, play match haha.
Was fun larhh, cuz is lyk, friendly? (:
Denn after dat go another court, had a suppeerrr long match with yuxuan, weinian, yujie, davin & darren.
We lost 100+ to 50+ i think? Sian sian sian -.-
Though i played lyk some clown liddat, but honestly was abit pissed lo.
But teammates, nth to do wif u all. We all did well leh, honestly(: Kudos(:
I hate myself larh, for hating to lose-.-
But in studies dunhaf dis kinda feelings haha.
But later still quite happy lo, won 3, 1 on 1s.
Denn after lyk friggin 5 hrs we left for jurong point-.-
Ate at kopitiam, den went to check out Show luo's 潮男正傳 xDD
But its 30 bucks larh, thought $20.
&& im still gona get it some day (8
Support his album people!
(:
Denn bused home, 187 wif nicol & melissa.
&& watched love guru on vcd at home.
Wdh larhh haha. && the elephants mating part was ROFL.
kayy denn nth lehh, (:

& im so friggin gona owe another 81632636525362KG worth of debts! ><

2008-12-26T20:56:00.004+08:00

Whewwwwwwww.
Faster post 1st, now com can use.
Rare chance -.-
But nvm, dis wkend sending for repair lehh(: Hehe.

5 more holi-days.
NOOOO. -.-
Its lyk so short larhh lol. & it might be deh last enjoyable holiday until 2009 end larhh.

Merry xmas to everyone(:

Should i stop blogging?
Cause is lyk, nxt yr o'levels lehh.
&& i just wana do 3 things nxt yr.
Study,basketball & watch drama serials.
Pls leave a tag kayy? Yes or No.
(:

My 2009 wishes:
1) Below 12 points for o'lvls
2)Get enrolled for polytechnic basketball team.
3)6 packs
4) Everybody to stay healthy&happy(:
5)Staff sergeant

Well santa, i'm only 1 day late.
Pleeaasseee (:

2008-12-15T16:52:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to post, perhaps l8r.
3 more yrs to ZOUKOUT xD

2008-12-10T11:20:00.001+08:00

Bloggin at jacky's hse nw.
Sian Sian Sian-.-
Monitor got prob again. eee><
So may nt update for sometime bahh.
-.-

2008-12-05T16:10:00.004+08:00

My com shld be okayy leh bahh. ><
Hmm.
But now dun feel lyk updating bout pahang & india lehh. hehe ^^
See how larh, perhaps tmr or when, i duno.
Sry if i backed out arhh :P

HOTSHOT rocks larhhhhh.
Seriously it rocks my world larhh, haha.
Bravo!^^
谁给我们资源，兄弟。
谁给我们信心，兄弟。
谁给我们勇气，兄弟。
有了兄弟，绝对无敌！
篮球火! ^^

Basketball passion xD

2008-11-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

Duno when can update larhh!
Com sott sott dehh T.T

2008-11-28T11:34:00.002+08:00

BACK FRM PAHANG(:
Omg. Simply 4 best days(:
Hehe.

Okay, as i promised.
This post'll be on POC & open hse(:
& as for hyderabad & pahang trip, i'll update asap.
As long as my com wont break down.
Haha.

POC-Passing out ceremony.
So as usual, was fall in, & felicia discussed some stuff with them.
While i wrote my emcee script.
& denn given some time, so sec1s had a few last rehearsals.
Finally could see dehh skid in shape(:
& denn, from nowhere dehh ceremony was abt to start><
So me& felicia went to change lo, denn walked back into auditorium.
Everybody cheered.-.- Feel so weird larh, just hme clothes mahh. haha.
Denn edited script , & went on stage lehh.
Even weirder larhh! haha.
1st up was sec1, i wld say was nt bad at all.(:
Forrsec1s larh, i mean, it might jolly well be their 1st time.
Kudos(:
The game section wasnt dat high larhh.
Dehh sec4s dunwan volunteer come up to act dehh, haha.
Only some, lyk zhikai & faizal, kena sabo dehh denn come up haha.
So denn had video frm sec2s & sec4s, could see deir sincerity.
Denn dehh passing of mantle ferr exco.
Okayy larh nt bad, but abit screwed up though.
Is lyk, some posts got mixed up lehh.
Was eugene even admin? haha.
Nt as formal larhh, but still acceptable bahh hehe.
Dis part suriyani say dehh.
Denn had buffet, nice nce nice(:
& denn all received gifts frm dehh passing out seniors, thanks.
Kayy den dismissed lehh.
& ty felicia, ferr accompanying me to emcee.
If nt i'ld haf screwed dis thing larhh, haha.
ty(:

CCA open hse-Road marshall.
Went sch rather early wif nicol, only huiying prepared in full u lehh. haha.
Denn went change, met mun tat & yi yong.
&& JOKE OF THE YEAR.
hahaha.
Nicol called yude, asked him whr is he lorh, denn deyy talked on fone.
Jus denn yude came out of cubicle, right in fronton nicol. LOL.
Aiya veri hard to sayy larh, but dat sight was rlly comical haha.
Denn all CCAs got booth, except us.
Nicol went to ask, & mr sim said ours was life booth, road marshall haha.
Kayy denn was grped, wif nicol @ parade square.
Denn Huiying also told to join us dehh, but denn kena dragged away to somewhr else soon.
So poor thing T.T haha.
Kayy so was in charge of directing cars into parade square, nt bad larh quite coolios.
Learned so many traffic signs larhh! haha.
So with everybody's help, was rather successful bahh.
Nth cropped up, forr 3 hrs or so, denn end lehh.
New experience(:
& special thanks to dehh sec1s, Bill, Muntat, Shawn, Huiying, shermaine & jasmine, forr voulunteering to help us. A small gesture lyk dis means alot(:
& dis marked dehh end of 4 straight days of NPCC, 4 memorable days(:

Suddenly i feel.
NPCC's dehh best CCA ever xDD

Hyderabad & Pahang.
Very very soon! (:

2008-11-22T16:34:00.006+08:00

Hiie.

Siann lorhh, com spoil again. haiish.

So hafta make do blogging in nicol's hse. Hahas.

So hot! haha ty.

kayy, dun think will be able to blog bout hyderabad trip dat soon bahh.

Heading to pahang on mon lehh, so dis maybe dehh last time im using com bahh.

I miss my msn,my music& my blogg T.T

& i miss u more.

So,about dehh sec 1 camp.

Dun rlly wish to blog bout dehh details,instead,feelings.

&but dere were still certain highlights

-Water activities: Rlly coolios haha. Bet the juniors had fun doing dehh obstacle races hehe. & us, defenitely were insane, pouring, spraying, gushing, watever, water on eveybody. & i was drenched to dehh core(: Dehh 1s day's bath was simply coolios.

-MACDONALDS: Mac delivery(: For 1st nite & 2nd morning. can see dehh juniors were utterly jealous, dey had to settle ferr ration food. But sryy hehe, it was irrestible. & i l8r was guilty, it seemed so unfair.

-Fire Drill: Had a sudden fire drill at arnd 12.30 midnight, when dehh sec1s were fast asleep. & deyy could still friggin 'evacuate' by walking! nw dat made us quit pissed, haha. hope dey have learnt deir lesson. Other den dis, dehh sec1s were rather cooperative thruout(:

-Basketball: We, sec3s, failed to sleep all night(: had basketball from 1am to 5+, & was friggin coolios:D Denn had a bathed & went to take squad in dehh morn, & kept falling asleep. Im sry sec1s, sry ferr being so irresponsible.

& dere were still preety fun stuff, i guess l'll leave dem out. stuff lyk PTs, cleaning up etc. In summary, dis camp was fantastic ferr me. & i hope, u sec1s had fun too.

Ferr deh 1st time, admittedly, i felt rlly bonded with dehh sec1s. Dey made dis camp a pleasure, & i rlly felt all dehh hard work was all worth it. Dere was smth i wrote in my NCO resume" i dun wana be their senior, i want to be their fren" Hope dis's coming true bahh(:

& of cuz, effort goes to all NCOs & camp chiefs as well bahh, for working so hard to make dis camp a success. Special thanks to Yu De, xin rong, wilson, melissa & fellow nco felicia bahh, cuz we had worked together to take dehh sec1s.

& i nvr knew why'm i thanking arhh haha. Dis isnt my camp lo. I guess i rlly enjoyed dehh 2 days(:

I guess i'll blog bout other stuff, Hyderabad twinning program, POC, & open hse after dehh pahang trip bahh.

Cya, be back nxt fridayy.

The way u look at me.

2008-11-21T19:15:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM ANNUAL CAMP(:
Outstanding(: hehe.
Will blog more bout dat tonite.
& hyderabad, tmr bahh haha.:P
Sry for procrastinating! T.T

&&
I had a makeover ferr my blog(:
Veri small changes larhh haha.
I haf sorted out my links! Nw it looks coolios to me hehe xD
&Now my video has being change to 范逸臣-Love Story.
Old song lehh, but still very very nice(: Hehe
& my playlist has been removed, now is 林侑嘉-心有林夕。
Caught me at dehh 1st hear hahas xD

I know, i know.
Blog songs're irritating sometimes.
But pleaseeeee, at leat listen& watch once kayy?(:
Haha.

Cya tonight.

2008-11-18T14:53:00.002+08:00

Back.
A trip of lemon,sweets, bittergourd & pepper.
But i thought it was all worthwhile,for all that sucked, smth right came.
coolios,INDIA(:
I'll update in detail preety soon, hopefully today.
Await dehh photos denn. :)
& tmr, camp in school.
Be back on thurs, cya.

2008-11-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

Heyy(:

Heading off to Hyderabad, India tmr leh.

try nt to call or msg, cuz its friggin ex!

Hehe.

For nw, ty&tc. =]

Be back on 16th.

(Note : Nicol posted this post as PON's computer is down. Although the way of blogging is totally not my style, but i'm helpful! that's why i helped. hehe. okay i'm going to india too. Bye! (: )

2008-10-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

Like i said, its time to post. Hehe.

Amath re-exam: It was supposed to be of a lower standard. But i somehow panicked again.
I got weird ans, & dere were blanks too.
50% pass, 50%fail. Hope i'll pass bahh.
I dun feel lyk dropping lehh T.T

Today:
Lessons were friggin sleepy lorh, kp talking rot with karthik& co. haha.
Denn were debating bout dehh hyderabad room arrangement -.-
Anw HYDERABAD trip's in 10 days time! xD Quite l00king forward lurhh.
So its me, jacky, karthik & lichung, 2 per room.
It was so friggin hard to come out wif a decision larh, of who share with who-.-
After school.
Was friggin coolios xD hehe.
Cabbed down to ICA with jacky, nicol& pekhwa. Dehh later 2 had to make IC.
So jealous, hafta wait till after nov 25 haha.-.-
Kayy was rather fast lorh, den took MRT to dhoby gauht.
Ate at carl's JR. in plaza sing. Wahh was indded so friggin filling -.-
But nt bad larh, denn we walked walked, & found MIND's CAFE xDD
Went in, plaed Taboo 1st (: Was friggin fun larh, hehe.
& hilarious too, when ppl guessed wrongly hahas.
Denn played Snorta xD Dis was friggin funny larh LOL.
& preety challenging too. Hehe (:
Denn we flipped thru some random games, den moved back to Taboo.
Had so much fun & laughter, had been a long time since i last did so (:
K denn took 502 back home. Denn bus ride was friggin long larhh, haha
Initially was frusturated by dehh Jam, Denn was comfortable when it started moving.
With music of cuz (: Emo.
Denn went home lorh (: Coolios day xD

So tmr, will only attend partial lessons.
Cuz got laser quest competetion (:
It was friggin fun, dat day we went & had a trail.
Its lyk, shooting laser guns in a maze xD For those who're interested,
CDANS, $3.50 per 10 mins, per person.
So, wish dehh commonwealth NPCC unit best of luck! (:
Cya.

2008-10-29T20:16:00.001+08:00

I'll post tmrr.
tmrr. tmrr. tmrr.
Blehh xD

Procrastinator! T.T

2008-10-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

UPDATES.

Last tuesdayy

Went Raffles&peninsular wif jacky.
Raffles
Ate,& ate, & ate.
Peninsular
Was rather boring. Cuz its just 2 ppl.
But walked superr long, dehh stuff were coolios.
Bought hoody & souvenirs, ferr hyderabad visit.
& Jacky didnt buy anything in dehh end -.-

Mondayy

Promotion dayy, so no school (:
But denn mum ferr nth go take urgent leave, simply lazy -.-
So went jack's place ferr lunch, wif mum, grandma, aunt & cousin Alvin.
Juice,coolios. Oyster,coolios. salad,coolios. &steak,coolios.
Denn zhuoning & nicol came.
Boring boring boring.
& we did nt study ferr phys spa dat much, did crap all dehh wayy -.-

Yesterdayy

Happy bday nicol (:
Promotion results out-whole class promoted.
Phew.
No more tyco work again nx yr.
& was normal lessons.
After school was fun, went IMM with jacky & nicol.
To celebrate nicol's bday.
He say duno wat matur lehh, so treated us eat secret recipe xD
Nt dehh whole cost larh, of course.
Grilled chicken, coolios. Cake,coolios.
Denn went carpark near my hse, flirted with death!
Went top top platform of carpark, cuz ladder door wasn't locked.
Wahh my legs were so friggin wooblish, & it was fascinating up dere.
& super super dangerous too X.X
Denn we played catching, dog & bone on carpark, coolios.
& den navin came, he took dehh platform dare too.
& we raced on carpark, & raced down carpark too.
It was just 1 word.
coolios.

Today

EE seminar, was friggin friggin boring.
Dehh speaker tried, but it was just too boring.
Yawnn.
But dehh videos were coolios.
& denn dere was discussion, had to do a proj i'ld say.
My grp was Navin, Minyi & Hiangngee
We tried, but still nt selected for presentation on stage, lol.
Grats andy, xD
After school wasted 1932847467363654hrs of time. Due to rain -_____-
I love dehh rain, but nt when i wana play -.-
So denn went jacky's hse, with andrew.
& cycled down, ply basketball xD
Was damn fun, we played some crap stuff hahas.
Denn played match wit 3 outside guys.
We lost, cuz we were totally yawning dehh.
We had playd for hrs -__-
Denn went cycle down dat double slope x)
Andrew's 1st try, he said was lyk rollercoaster hahas.
& he t00k quite long to gather courage hor. hehe xD
dat was fun (:

& nw, time ferr studies.
Chem re-exam in 2 days, Amath re-exam nx wed.
Im just gona do my best in both, chem'ld be 0kay.
But Amath, shld i drop?
I'll think bout dat l8r. Im just gona try hard.
Enoff of play.

2008-10-21T20:39:00.005+08:00

I'm too lazy to post :P
But yet i wana post, Im in dehh mood..
To think..
To think of u.

背影 , specially for you.

林宥嘉 -背影

三公分陽光三公分空氣
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情剩下只有腳印

一直向前走走不完距離
一直向後退不出回憶
很高興有心事幫我困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣
變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光蒸發成雲
再下成雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以住進妳的眼睛
所以才能擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以擁抱妳的背影
所以才能變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落不用妳回頭看
不用珍惜

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣
變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事蒸發成雲
再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

感謝我不可以住進妳的眼睛
所以才能擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以擁抱妳的背影
以才能變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落不用妳回頭看
不用珍惜

感謝我不可以擁抱妳的背影
所以才能變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落如果妳回頭看
不用在意.

曾经因为你的背影，而哭过
尔却因为你的背影，而笑过。
只希望你能知道我有多渴望
永远记住你的背影。

&&&,Yoga林宥嘉(:

His songs speak a thousand words.
Of how i feel towards you.

PONN.

2008-10-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today get backk results lehh.
I went to school prepared forr the worst, after having emo-ed ferr dehh past days.

So dehh results were somehow expected? Dere were certain setbacks, but dere were some i expected worse still. But i managed to handle bahh.
Cuz i understood, no matter how depressed or relieved i can get, nth's gona change.
But dehh future's still to be changed.
So for nw, let bygones be bygones.
Im nt gona give up.
So i hope u dont too, 0kay?

Amath was totally flunked, nt even 1/4 of dehh marks dere.
Geog,chem& eng(nt incluing oral) was luckless, all fail by 1. I'll treat dat as pass hahas xD
Emath & HCL was B4, CH was spot on 50%
Phys nt yet returned, but dat i think, is flunked as well.

So, i didnt do well, but i hope it proves, if i rlly study hard
Im capable of at least 3/3 standard.
& i recieved dis msg from miss tian, although short, but i rlly got touched.
Cuz it shows nobody has given up on me,
& i shouldnt too.

"
Pon, you're in the 2nd best class in the level for a reason. You need to display your potential & stop being so distracted. Last minute work never benefits.
"

Thank you miss tian.
& miss chua, & mr gerald, & all my teachers.
& my parents for understanding, & all my frens who gave encouragements
& my grandma, ferr taking care of me (:

& to Hongxin, I'll hafta undergo dehh re-exam ferr Amath to decide to drop Amath or nt.
I'll work hard, & i'll do my best.
But whether i'll be able to notch up 60%, im seriously unsure.
But i wont haf any regrets dis time, promise.
Ty.

So for weeks to go, it wont be any holidayy.
Cuz i'ld haff:
1) Amath re-exam
2)Physics o lvl SPA (1)
3)Normal chinese o'lvl exams.

"once bitten, twice shy"
Im nt gona let my guard downn ferr dis 3 upcoming tasks.
Wish me luck(:

2008-10-15T22:51:00.004+08:00

Reality is harsh.
But a real man, will know to face it.
& change his fate.
Nt by running away. Cuz life isnt a dream.
But by facing up to reality.
Dis few days haf been quite emotional forr me.
& i realised, indeed:

烂苹果，去除了烂的部分，还是好苹果。

Tmr, results'll be out lehh
No matter how much i flopped, no matter how it'll turn out to be.
I'm nt gona give up
I'll face up to it, bravely,& turn over a new leaf.
Im gona erase all sucidal & emotional thoughts, & concentrate fully on dehh future.
Let bygones be bygones.

我还是个好苹果。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sa1w1X47eyI
小孩不笨。

给自己多一个机会，因为我们都是，有用的人!

2008-10-11T15:43:00.004+08:00

Dear Diary,

Its all over nw. At least ferr dis moment.
Before HCL O'lvls arrives.

But its no cause ferr any joyous celebrations.
Cuz i just flunked dis EOY's badly.
& i cant blame any1, just myself.
I feel so useless, so disappointing, & I'vebeen emoing.

I've let down my parents, dey've done so much for me.
I've let down my grandma, she's sacrificed so much for me.
I've let down hongxin, he's taught so much to me.
I've let down my teachers (esp miss chua, miss tian & mdm quek), dey've tried to rescue me.
I've let down my frens, who taught & consoled me.

& i've let down myself, for screwing a wonderful life.

I've flunked amath, chem. & supposingly phys too.

But as deyy said, its no point crying over spilled milk.
I've gona stop emoing. Cuz wat's more imprtant is to face reality, & change reality.
Its nvr too late to change.

& im gona try :)

O's nxt yr, so i've got 1 more yr to change,hopefully i can.
Im gona face up to dehh results, no point hiding.

Pon Jing Xiang, wake up.
Dis's no dream world.

PONN.

2008-09-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

wooohhh.

Its 4 dayss to exams.
& I have started nth.
NTH at all.
Except adventures wif jacky, Wahahaha.
Ohhh im screwedd -.-

Yesterdayy:
Woahh. HMT pupils no exam no school.
Wahahaahahahahaha (x
Hope all HT & mother tongue pupils enjoyed ur exams?
Wahahahahahaahaha xDD
-.-
Kayy early morn go nicol's hsee borrow scooter, hahas. Denn jacky came.
Denn armed wif a scooter each, started our adventure xD
Soo Wheezed down a slope, & down down a lonely canal road -___-
Denn Far far far down dehh road, went past chevrons, onto a sign which says :
"Forr ur safety pls do not go beyond dis point"
But we still went, hahas.
Across dis bridge, actually a cut-out railway track.
Wahh was quite freaking lorh, alot & alot of gaps, & dehh thing seemed to drop all dehh while, into dehh canal hahas.
Denn linked to another canal path, 1st time being dere, was coolios.
Went across a series of terraces, cross here & dere, so far dat we rched clementi.
Went on somemore, denn went into dis forest. Wary of snakess all dehh while.
Denn went up dis slope, let to a highway, it read " commonweatlh"
Woahh, tohguan to commonwealth lehh, arnd 4 MRT stops haha.
Denn cycled back, to chevrons to playy bball.
)kayy lorh, lyk usual train, train& train.
Denn dapao home eat, eat lehh want go rm study dehh.
Denn ly usual lorh, do abit dehh play lehh.
Scrabble, workouts..den nvr study lehh -.-
Had fun larhh, did lots of crap, denn jacky went off abt 8.
Denn at last did some work, do halfway fall asleep hahas.

2008-09-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Dis blogg is seriously DEAD. Maybb after exams start a new 1 bahh.
Dat'll be no.5 hahas.

So anww, 2 exams just passed. & dey were erm..0kay? i duno i duno.
Chinese.
Paper 1 was rather expected larhh, smth to do wif teenagers prob.
Its on teenagers gambling. So was kayy larh. quite typical.
But i scared dehh 应用文, cuz's write to newspaper, denn solutions all these i wrote parents all these. Think wrong lorh.
But screw it larh, over lehh.
Den paper 2 was easier denn midyr's i think?
But dun dare complacent larh, smths easier=poorer.
English.
Paper 1 was rather hard lorh, dehh topics all nt good to write dehh.
So i wrote ' teenagers get bored easily'
I suppose similar to 报章读后感, but neber write b4 lehh.
Denn duno wat to write, hope written correctly bahh.
& i wrote alot for speech writing, duno good or nt.
Denn paper 2 so so larh, but i duno ans correctly or nt.
Cuz abi weird :X
But over lehh also hahas.

Denn after english went out & had some funn.
Went jacky's hse dere dehh KFC wif jacky& kokwai 1st, denn deh meal was funny duno whyy. Hahas.
Denn sent kokwai to busstop, denn go jacky hse, changed dehh go cycle wif jacky.
Went soem random place, actually a factory area which was quite isolated, whole stretch of road nobody dehh. Shiok.
Denn went topless against breeze, denn dere quite adventure too hahas.
Denn cycle to 7-11 buy drinks, den cycle pass jason hse.
Dehh shout his name, denn deh head pop out frm 2nd floor. Funny lorhh. Hahas.
Denn rch jacky hse dat time he chiong dwn slope. LOL.
Denn deh entire bike almost became unicycle lorh. Is lyk, dehh whole rear part went up. LOL!
Denn almost lost his balance hahahas, denn shirt kena alot mud hahas.
Kayy den go back jacky hse, den go dwn play bball. Played against some jurong sec people & some younger kids. Nt bad larh quite funn.
Denn go back jacky hse, slack slack abit go home.
Not bad larhh quite fun.
& F1 fever started xDD But today's was rather boring.

Song of the day: 刘力扬&林宥嘉 - 传说

女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容
对方听懂不懂

男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
穴湖泊日升月落
他们爱了多久

男:如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合:也许分离还没被发明
来折磨爱情

男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什么
合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说

女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他如何形容
对方听懂不懂

男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊日升月落
他们爱了多久

男:如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合:也许分离还没被发明
来折磨爱情

男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什么
合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说

合:我会尽我全力
抵抗世间的情戏
无情地爱你 wo~

男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头再约好碰头
再睁开眼就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什么
合:这人海辽阔爱总被磋跎
总该留一篇传说

女:还好我有你
男:幸好你有我
合:一起写一篇传说

A really sweet song. (:

2008-09-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

Wah dis few days no time update leh larh, 2 more days lehh 1st exam.
I swear im starting to freak out.
Denn dis dayys lyk quite unwell lorhh.
Severe muscle aches (Arms), den occasional headache, sneeze, ulcers, sorethroat.
Denn get tired veri easily.
I hope cann hold until after exams den breakdown bahh..Haissh.
Denn received news dat dis thurs before HMT exams got lessons.
Dis sucks larh, thought can slp well denn get fully prepared for exam.
I mean, go exam in best state.
Now got lessons, got PE somemore, until 11.30
Denn 1.30 exams till 6.
Wahh crap lorh, liddat scared may fall sick even more easily lorh.
Pls some1 help me, i dunwan fall sick. esp noww..
Can i hold on? only time tells. Haiiz.
But im gona brave all these & giv 1 last shot lehh larh.
last chance leh, 45% somemore.
Pray forr me.

2008-09-17T20:09:00.002+08:00

This post-exam period has been rather fine i'ld sayy.
I managed to finally start working hard ( do hw ) & haf funn too.
But i hafta clear my debts quickk, left 1 wk to studyy lurh..
Race against time.

So today was rather 0kayy hahas.
Mother tongue, got back 红楼梦 common test.
22/50 dehh, den count wrongly, so it became 25/50.
hahas tycoo. But fair larh, i read half of dehh b00k, & got 1/2 deh marks.
Maths, 1 of dehh few lessons for dis few days, which i feel asleep hahas.
Denn chem was rather funny, asking ppl out to do hahas.
Denn recess, basketball lyk a challenge wif clarence lorhh hahas.
Gota prove 2/1 was better den 2/5 xD
Ended up both score alot due to winning mentaility, so duno larhh.. hahas.
Denn phys was LAME. Mdm quek checked all deh papers.
Den mine was deemed incomplete hahas, but nvr call parents, cuz i at lest attempted.
Denn sughan almost kena dehh, but denn me & karthik distracted mdm quek so he could copy.
So now he owes us a movie each xD
Denn assembly, got dis chinese opera on 西游记, but i feel asleep.
Sry sry -_- i felt so guilty lorh, dey worked so hard & yet 1.. haiz.
Denn phys pratical was friggin easy fast, 20 mins complete hahas.
& denn me, wanxin, minyi & karthik were debating on where to go outside sch. hahas.
Waste loads of time, decided to go old sch dere hahas.
Denn pearlyn kena forced by karthik to go hahas.
Denn deh girls kp trying to run larh, but only pearlyn succeeded hahas.
0kay denn bought cheese fries, decided to treat one girl each.
Denn sit down & eat, somehow brought back old sch memories lurh. Denn talk alot, alot of stuff larh hahas.
Den wasted some time, den go home leh.
So i dapao noodles & drink up to eat, watched SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG live concert DVD while eating xD
Denn i friggin regretted eating lorh. Bloated lorhh hahas, denn friggin full -.-
Denn wanted to do hw dehh, but decided to sleep 1st, until arnd 6 liddat finish chinese compo.
Denn 7 liddat cousin alvin came, ate dinner.
& here im posting, gona do more hw later. Hope dis attitude will sustain bahh (:
Cya.

2008-09-15T21:53:00.001+08:00

No time to update larh.
exams coming. & dats nt the only thing.
i need days to clear dehh debts. hahas.
Another time bahh.
Dis blog, & alot other blogs're dying leh.
Due to exams ... -.-

2008-09-10T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today,'s wat i call september 32nd. Hahas.
U know whyy? Cuz i actually paid so much attention to lessons. I nvr thought dis day would come larhh. hahas.
okayy started wif chinese, cnt slp cuzz had to markk other ppls's compo hahas.
Denn maths, Me & karthik lyk 中邪 lorhh. study & study & study, eyes nvr close at all. & we somehow understood (:
Even Chem we're paying attention , maybb slacken dwn abitt hahas.
Kayy den recess, lyk normal lorhh.
Phys was abit unproductive, go lab do some crap hahas.
Lyk punching airbag, pendulum.. -.-
denn mdm quek took my bottle do experiment, den return lehh i open cap abit.
Denn i pour in sink, denn tell her. She lyk shocked, seriously thought is leaking hahahas (x
Kayy den assembly, copyright talk. Slept halfway, denn sooriyah woke me up when mrs terrence approaching. It was dehh vid denn, so frm dere listened lehh.
Denn TAF members had to stayy back, denn Mr lim ask us stay too, although me,andy,weinian acceptable weight lehh -.-
Denn lyk call our names for nt going taf? Dat tim was damn pissed lorhh, is lyk we're officially out?
Denn mr lim tell us to cont going, to lose more weight
Cuz we're still borderline, mayy go back taf anytime.
Anything lorhh, anw its deh same just playy bball denn ,mark attendance only mahh.
Denn mr lim's rather good, so i dunwan piss him off any furtherr lehh.
Kayy denn was abit late to go jacky's hse cycle lehh, so stayy in schh playy bball after much debate.
Sryy nicol -___-
So me,jacky,andrew,kangsheng,yongqin,keqing& abel started playing 1st .
totally overpowered by keqing larhh, hahas.
Kayy denn halfway keqing,able & yongqin leftt to taper pants, 4 of us continued..
Denn yongqin returned, denn noelle & brandon joined.
Playyed 1v1 elimination, won andrew & kangsheng. Denn fingernail cracked lrohh, so pain -.-
So lost 3rd match 3-2 to brandon. & denn played a while more go 7-11 buy drinks, den bused home via JE again wif kangsheng.
So todayy was 3hrs of Bball. at least a few hundreds of calories bahh. (x
Kayy den went home, cousin alvin came for dinner, sumptious (:
Treasure homefood arhh, cuz u'll rlly miss home-cooked meals if 1 dayy u dont get to eat.
Kayy denn nw im supposed to clear english debts, & studyy ferr CH sbq cls test tmrr.
But i aint doing anything, no mood ferr eng, CH bk in schh. Wake up pon -.-
Aiya screw all these lar, tmr gona haffun, denn rlly hafta start mugging lehh.
arnd 2 more weeks to EOY! Screw screw screw.

考试了，我又是要你给我的原动力了。

2008-09-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

Arhh todayy abit moodless. Alot of stuff happened.
Yawnnnn.

Sundayy:
Moning went dwn, wanted to jog withh nicol.
Ended up ankle sprained i thinkk. Denn damn sian so run a while stop lehh. Zzz.
Denn reachedd home, watched SHOW LIVE DVD again (: high high HIgh HIGH!
Kayy denn ferr dehh 1st time in 7 dayys, opened up my bag hahas.
Read 红楼梦1st,, mondayy got test. Yawnn. Denn did tution Hw, kayy denn 4.30 liddat hongxin come lehh. Tution ferr 2+ hrs, quite productive larhh hahas. finallyy somehow knoww basics of trigoo Amathh hahas.
Kayy den after datt, went help parents&aunt to make mooncakes. Dey've been making since 2.
Denn all i did was weigh dehh ingredients lorhh, denn eat dinner lehh. Denn until 9 liddat den realised SHIT i havent friggin start revising ferr chem hahas..
so meorised formula, re-do class test again. denn until bout midnight slp lehh. Yawnns wat a boring dayy.

Yesterdayy:
Typical schh dayy lorhh hahas. Shant elaborate bahh.
Pearlyn's bdayy, maybb nt suchh a peaceful dayy ferr her hahas.
Cuz me&karthik haff been threatening to ask her 'erhem' during dehh miss chua's 1 ques mahh.
Hehe..
End up didnt ask lorhh, karthik so kan chiong in dee end -.- & we're such good kids haha.
Denn just ask wats her dad's name, robin chang. Hahas.
Denn chm common test.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! MCQ wass so hard lorhh. coolios.
Denn section B was 0kayy bahh, but i left alot of blanks too! actually is know how 2 do dehh lorhh. Haissh. Cann i pass? i dunwana fail chemm T.T
Chinese was even more screwed, cuzz dehh bk i only read halff :P
Actually its quite interesting larh, justt datt i cnt be bothered initially.
Kayy denn ,maths rmd, cuz i failed my emath portion. -.-
Amath: 16.5/24 , Emath:2/16, total 18.5/40
Eeeee-.- Screw bearings T.T
Kayy den realised Amath i nid 65 ferr EOY to pass overall. Fuckk T.T
I'll just tryy my best bahh. 3 more wks.
Kayy den after rmd trained bball in sch wif jacky & jeremy, denn go 7-11 wif jacky & kangsheng, kokwai & jeremy, went hme via JE wif kangsheng.

Todayy:
Shant eleaborate dat muchh bahh. siann.
0kayy so during maths was rather funny, Dehh whole cls was drowned wiff flies hahas.
Duno wat flies lehh, sand flies or tsetse flies or other flies.
Just dat was rather itchy hahas.
Denn whole cls lyk chaos lidat -.- ppl were shouting, cursingg. -.- Is just flies -___-
& dis issue dragged into englishh. Om came sprayy insecticide. hahas.
Wasted some cls time xD Kayy denn after dat was much better leh.. much lesser flies.
Denn debated alone wif debarati, nw shes gonna do dehh 1st, 2nd & last collection thingyy as well. x) hahaha.
Kayy denn geogg..den recess bball lyk usual lorhh.
Kayy den phys! was surprisingly rather enjoyable & productive hahas. At least i learnt smth lorh (: For some1 who's nvr passed phys haha.
Denn chem, started on peridoic table (: Tution finished dis lehh, is rather cool larh (:
Denn after school, NPCC. Im so so sryy sec1s, i mayy haf put my anger on u T.T For nthh i was emo-ing. haiish. But hopee i still t00k dehh drills well bahh.
Kayy den went 7-11 dere wif nicol, thanks ferr dehh treat (:
Denn bused home wif him, & dontt think dis night'll be any productive too.

我知道，我明白。
我能尽我的给你幸福，但我不能保证你也能感受到的幸福。
因此我宁愿沉默，因为我知道你的幸福属于外头。不是我。
你得到了，我就开心了，真的。
只要你知道我存在，我一直在你身边，守护着你。
你的专署天使。
现在的关系，也许就是我的幸福了。

Song of the day : 罗志祥-我不会唱歌。

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么哭什么
明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
到底哭什么哭什么
明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得这首歌
唱完的是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是

我我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌
给我最爱的

如果你是一首歌，我愿意把它唱到最后。

2008-09-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

Likee wadd i promised (x Hehe..
Shortened larhh, too muchh to post lehh hahas (:

Wednesdayy: (Dayy3, holidays)
NPCC police knowledge course, dayy 1 (:
But i didnt go. HAHA.
Instead went ferr extra PA lessons, ty jacky for accompanying (:
Reason1: Dehh course's 8 to5, 2 dayys. I dunwant go ferr bothh hahas.
Reason 2: My SPA nt up to standard.
So actually was useful lurhh, i learnt quite alot of skills & stuff like that from miss tian.
She's rlly good larhh (: Denn miss tian help me write letter, confirm my absense from NP . Ty(:
Kayy denn went IMM myself, cuz early denn jacky went hme.
Atee , denn go home lehh.
Watched Rambo 2, was equally nice as dehh others (:
Denn go trainn basketball myelf lorhh, scootered to chevrons lykk so usuall (:
0kayy denn came home, & denn screw it i forgot lehh (x

Thursdayy: (Dayy4,holidays)
NPCC police knowledge course Dayy 2(:
Dis time i went, hahas. Kayy so bused dwnn to JP dere wif Nicol, denn met up wif NP frens dere lohh.
Denn bused dwn to home team academy, marched into harmony hall (auditorium), whole lecture was dere hahas.
Deyy were lyk nearly 50 squads? o.0 fromm diff schools.
Soo 1st course, police knowledge course. Continued fromm dehh previous dayy, learned bout crimes. Lyk appearing nude in public view, outrage of modesty, robbery all these. Wasnt dat borring.
Denn lunch, shared 3 packets of food wif nicol. HAHA. Hungry lurhh! Denn we suai suai hafta clean up -.-
Kayy denn 2nd lecture, Homefront security course.
Learnedd bout things like biological & chemical threats, toxics such as Anthrax & bomb parcels, threats to singapore in main lurhh.
Denn hadd 2 tests!, hafta pass to gett badges.
Started wif HF test, was friggin funny larhh! Dehh invigilator lyk kp giving us answers lorhh, hahas. Lmaoo.
Butt dehh PK test wasnt so lucky, lyk exams liddat.
Shld bbe able to pass bahh (:
Kayy den Ryan's mum sent me & nicol to bukit gombak MRT station, from dere trained home.
Denn typical night lorh..

Friday: (Day 5, Holidays )
Mornn w0ke up damnn early, NPCC again, dis time in school.
Other schools came in as well, for inter-unit sudoku competetion hahas. ( We host )
But nt to do wif me, t00k sec1 squad wif Felicia, Hahas.
Rather boring larhh, thought new drills to sec1s, denn wilson came 2/1/2 hrs late.
Wahh denn he came denn we lyk quarreled over drills larhh. In front of sec1 squad.
Wat kinda fucking seniors're we? Sryy sec1s T.T
Denn damn lot of misunderstandings occur, denn can see Wilson damn pissed lehh. So'm I.
But who gives a fuck, i just nid to do my jobb to take sec1s. Denn felicia also damn sians leh.
Butcontinued taking loh, take until lyk 5 hrs? Woahh. Damn tired lehh, so sec1s shld be even more lethargic. Deyy had to do drills, we command hahas.
Kayy denn 1+ dismiss, waste time in NP room till lyk 2+? Denn go IMM wif Nicol, yeowchong.
Ate ate 包罗万象, rlly rlly nice ramen (x
Denn went home lehh lorhh, at night went dwnstairs playyed badminton wif nicol.
Dunhav shuttlecock! Hahas. So dehh top dere got di ledge, alot of shuttlecocks stuck dere.
Spend a friggin half hrs throwing stuff up to get! But to no avail. -.-
Denn in dehh end go borrow shuttlecock frm some1 else playing hahas, denn a while go home lehh. Siann.

Saturday: (Dayy 6, holidays)
Duno wat i did in dehh mornn lehh.
Denn afternnon, lyk usuall chem tution hahas.
Did more crapp wif kaixiang (3/1) denn paid attention hahas.
Anw now at chap of Metal properties lehh.
Kayy denn after tution went JEC hanged around, wait forr mum.
FINALLY BOUGHT SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG LIVE 演唱会 DVD (:
Omg omg omg its so so damn cool xD Rock on showw (: a worthwhile idol (:
Kayy denn went jurong west wif mum, to dehh salon we always go for haircut.
My mum's frenn, professional hairdresser (x
Denn everytime go he'll cut new style forr me dehh lorhh, dis time's spiked centree.
Hehe. Denn after datt go clementi market to eat, met up wif aunt & dad.
At 1st aunt want buy stuff for sunday's mooncake making, denn stall nvr openn LOL.
Kayy denn heard grandpa (father's side) was admitted, so went alexandra to visit.
Dat place's nice larhh, entrance more lyk lagoon denn hospital, too bad want move lehh -_-
kayy went to see grandpa, realised its diarrhoea.
& hes older denn Mr Lim Kuan Yew lorhh, hahas. Kayy denn he was rlly stubborn larhh! Dad wasted alot of time persuading him to stay in hospital, he wanted to go homee hahas.
0kayy denn Cabbed home, Watched deh DVD.
Its rlly great cann. Rawkk on SHOW(;
denn part he kissed his mum on stage , so touching (:
Denn his songs, rlly rlly so mood-lifting to me. Horr yuting? hahas.
爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美。。(:
Denn slept at near 1 bahh.

Did you realise something common of all my posts?
I havent started on any single HW! hahahas. (x

Sundayy, todayy post tmr bahh. Dis post's getting draggy hahas.

2008-09-07T19:56:00.004+08:00

Heyooo. Sryy ppll, alll my fans out dere.
These few dayss haf been to busyy to blogg.
Todayy too. 2 tests tmr.. eee
Tmr lurhh, (:

Song Of The Day: 何维健Derrick：你走天桥，我走地下道。
Its dehh lyrics dat matters (: Kudos to derrick, ferr a 1st album its preety good.

作词：简志霖/林宥佐作曲：林宥佐

阳光照耀不到你的心
像冰冷冷的地窖把我心燃烧
也得不到拥抱
所有争吵
让一切的美好
停在我的手表
漫漫的消耗
消失在每分每秒
把你握紧却捏碎了
真心无法作比较
就算我爱得很霸道

看你走上的天桥
我走下的地下道
你和我的爱情
就遗落在街角

看你越过分隔岛
我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾经说过要一起到老（忘了曾说过要一起到老）

所有争吵
让一切的美好
停在我的手表
漫漫的消耗
消失在每分每秒
把你握紧却捏碎了
真心无法作比较
算我爱得很霸道

看你走上的天桥
我走下的地下道
你和我的爱情
都落在街角

看你越过分隔岛
我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾经说过要一起到老
(忘了曾说过要一起到老）

我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在这条曾经说过要一起走的
幸福大道

看你走上的天桥
我走下的地下道
你和我的爱情
都落在街角

看你越过分隔岛
我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉
忘了曾经说过要一起到老
(忘了曾说过要一起到老）

就算走到哪，我都希望呢能和你同行在
这，我们的幸福大道。

2008-09-02T21:01:00.004+08:00

WoOooOOooO!
Lyk Yu Ting saidd, maybb i shld start building up dehh packs bahh. Hehh.
Cuz sane girls might..erhemm. HAHA.
0kayy random. Im a bit high nw. xD
Possstttt!

Monday:
Woke up, den decided to watch rambo 1, movie of 20 yrs ago xD
& i haf dehh proud collection of rambo 1 to 4 (: Ranging for 20 yrs, 4 was in theatres this yr.
& denn watching halfwayy, jacky arrived, arnd 9.30 am hahas.
So he waited ferr me to finish watching, denn went chevrons ferr basketball. Scootered dere lyk usual xD
Denn halfwayy jacky lost control denn he fell off scooter lorhh. Tsk!!
Got a cut. hahas.
0kayy denn Halfway thru dehh canal jacky friggin dropped dehh ball into dehh canal again lurh!
Lol! 2nd time lehh lorh. Dis time was more ma fan, cuz got a wee bit more water hahas.
Denn tried quite long, still cnt get -.- Denn borrowed broom from dehh cleaner. Denn succeeded xD
To dehh cleaner :
Sry sry -.- I didnt know u dun rlly understand english. I thought u didnt wana lend dehh friggin broom. & i scolded in in my mind.
Until u brought dehh broom to me & said u didnt know wat i was talking.
Sryy! thanks too (:
0kayy denn at chevrons, playyed basketball lorhh.
& i friggin beat jacky 10-0 in shootouts xD
Although i lost in match larhh. Noo mood to playy duno whyy.
0kayy denn went IMM,dapao lunch for grandma, den go IMM again -.-
This time wif nicol.
Okayy ate at spaghetti too, denn go popular.
Waste money lorhh. Cuz my russel lee TSGH 16 kena stolen, denn is library dehh
So hafta replcae -.-
10 bucks lehh zzz.
0kayy denn went royal sporting hse, bought new grips for racket & wrist protection band ferr bball.
0kayy denn came my hse , did random stuff.
Lyk fate tester, scrabble, uno blah blahh. Den l8r dey went hme.
Denn at nightt, mum scold me entire night lorhh. Damn pissed dat night.

Todayy:
Early mornn go schh ferr orall. Yawnn.
Denn quite fast my turn lehh, was abit anxious.
& MISS YANG FRIGGIN DIDNT ASK ME WAT CAREER I WANT. I COULD HAVE TALKED ALOT FOR DAT.
wont do dat well lurhh, got 5 sec lyk stone dere duno what to sayy. haiish.
0kayy denn after oral, slacked in canteen, waited for zhuoning, denn a grp of us went playy badminton lehh.
So naming : Me, nicol , yeowchong, kaixiang, yude, zhiyuan & zhuoning.
Damn lot of changes frm dehh names lorhh. initially got more ppl dehh.
Denn some is today denn decided to come hahas.
kayy denn me yeowchong & yude 1 cab , the ohers another cab, go dwnn to yuhua cc
& it was friggin funnny! hahaha.
I went blur, yude too, yeowchong duno how to go, & dehh friggin cab driver duno too -______-
Denn rch chinses garden MRT station , i remembered was dere.
But denn blur lehh denn yude too. so thought was at lakeside.
So dehh friggin cab went lakeside, we alighted.
Called nicol, DEHH FRIGGIN CC WAS AT CHINSES GARDEN. lol!
Denn yc went hem 1st, 10 min liddat he came back wif his racket, den 3 of us trained back to chinses garden -.- )kayy denn met up wif dehh others at yuhua cc.
Denn deyy friggin b00ked dehh court frm 12-5! dat was friggin long lurh! hahas.
okayy so we played. & played & played. Halfwayy thru zhuoning zhiyuan denn yeowchong went hme. Me,kaixiang yude & nicol played til 5. Exhausted lehh -.-
denn towards dehh end mum called & kp lorhh. say wat so late denn kp scolding. siANN.
Denn no mood lehh, so emoed hme lorhh. haiish.
Denn did chinese assesment. Cuz she badly want me to practice chinese cuz o lvl chinses coming soon lehh. I understand but, its till friggin siann lorhh.
But just did, den mum come abck lyk change 1 person liddat. Cuz i did i think? mayb nt haha.
Became normal lehh, nt pissed or wadeva. So its good (:
0kayy so was a peaceful night i'ld sayy. Hehh.
& denn tmr going dehh SPA, to improve on SPA skills.
If nt hafta go CCa police knowledge course as well, 8am to 5pm lehh! T.T
But denn thurs still hafta go alrhh, at least no nid go both dayys dehh course. So frggin long lurhh! hahas.
Kayy larhh, cya (:

我喜欢你(:
但只希望你能幸福.

2008-08-31T20:12:00.005+08:00

Randommm! (:
Something i fergot to posst.

Thurs:
After schh went IMM wif nicol & kangsheng.
Denn bought dis chinese book , 有一种幸福叫做守候：你一定要比我幸福。
Apparently its a touching love novel bahh, dat caught my eye at first look.

I cnt wait to start reading :)
Denn on dehh same dayy, i borrowed dis bk frm jianhong via nicol:
An hour to live, an hour to love.

Its actually a letter dis guy wrote to dis girl before he died, & dehh girl reflections.
It's rather inspirational & touching lurhh, + is real life story.
If u had 1 hr to live, & u could only make 1 phonecall, who wld it be?
I guess i'll nvr know my ans until my final hr.

Okayy denn,continuation of yesterdayy's post.
The result of perserverence,teamwork,sweat,weariness & mentality.

I had dehh mentality to give it all out for dis recognition, to win dis competetion.
The problem is how to haf dis same mentality in other things i do.
ESP STUDIES.

Todayy:
Nothing much was done dis morning, just dat was friggin bored.
So watched dehh olympics america vs spain basketball finals again.
& dehh 2nd time was lyk dehh 1st time lorhh, still so exciting.
Kidd, byrant, james, howard, anthony, paul, williams, prince, bosh & wade (x
0kayy den afternoon went my 堂哥's hse, cuz his babay 1 month old lehh.
Dehh 堂哥whom i went to his wedding & took photo wif daren hahas.
Alot of ppl was dere lorhh, denn was rather crowded.
Went to see dehh baby, rather cute lurhh.

Kayy denn ate dehh buffet, chatted abit denn went off lehh.
Went chinatown wif dad & mum, today's dehh lighting of lights for mooncake festival, but we decided nt to wait cuz it was at night.
Just randomly walked around lorhh, ate at diff places.
Bought a collar tee, erm. Denn took 51 home.
& tonight, Liverpool vs Aston villa.
Im gonna watch, jy liverpool (:

2008-08-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

I shall start frm fridayy! (:

Fridayy:
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAYY (:
hahas. so todayy was teacher's day celebration. Started wif recess.
Siann lorhh mr sim talk so lonngg. Denn go bball court no space lehh. so formed new team wif zihui,yude,yuxuan & mingruey. Played just 1 match denn recess overr lehh.
But it was rlly cool, lyk damn lot of ppl playing haha.
Denn was cls interaction time. Had butterflies in my stomach while miss chua was returning progree report. Denn was surprised whenn i saw my L1R5 was 18. My term1's one was lyk 31 lorhh. So was rather relieved.
Denn got A1s for 3 subjs, all thanks to grp wrk haha. So in other words, i didnt improve at all.
Amath & phys still failed badly. Haishh.
But still, im rather glad it improved. Im nt gona giv up (;
Denn 1st time miss chua praise me lorhh. Sayy i listen to scoldings haha.
I'll tryy to makie herr proud bahh, cuz she's nvr given up hope on me. thanks miss chua (:
0kayy den was aces day, lol Adamn dress damn funnily lurh, lyk usual haha.
Was nt much larh.
Denn dehh performance was rather nt bad. I guess we've gota thank deh councillors bahh (:
Denn dere was dehh magic box by davin & zhiyuan. Was rather real, just dat once got exposed haha.
Denn dere was dehh jeremy(sec 2) piano & singing performance.
Kudos to him, seriously kudos to him.
How gr8 was dat, to compose such a nice song fer dehh teachers, & sang it rather well too.
& hes only sec2, hes gona haff a bright future (:
Kayy denn dere was other stuff as well. The games were funny too.
& it ended at 12+, initially wanted to go back PEPS, den decided otherwise, still got cca.
So played bball wif yx, jeremy, james,daniel & taka.
Was so so lar, wasn't rlly pleasant.
Cuz im quite pissed denn by some arrogance.
Soo played until bout 2, went NP room. CCA started at 2.30
Service learning! hahas. Had to go nearby blocks to collect newspaper to raise money.
Was leader of grp 2 wif yeowchong, den members include shanyi,aravin deyy all.
Denn qadirah & hariza stayed dwnstairs to take care of dehh newspapers. So we went arnd dehh block & collected lots of newspapers. Was exhausting but funn lurhh. i kinda lyk such things duno why hahas.
Denn dis veri good aunty gave us gree tea (: We're told to reject if offered but who cares xD
Denn i t00k, so everyboday followed dehh 'good' leader. hahas.
Denn go back sch, trained sec1s a while den dismissed!
go played bball wif zihui, taka, daniel, yeowchong & shanyi.
Was friggin funn lurhh, undisturbed matches. Wooooooooooo.
Denn lost track of time, played till lyk nearly 8pm! Denn schh gates locked lehh. we're locked -.-
So tried wat i nvr done b4, climbed out of sch via front gates haha.
Lyk pai kia sia, den dis uncle kp staring at us. l8r he go complain hahas.
Denn deh 1st 176 passed, boarded dehh 2nd 1.
& rched hme at 8.30pm.
So holidays officially started (: slacked thru dehh night.

Todayy:
Dehh day i've been waiting forr. TAF OYMPICS! xD
So early morn went sch wif clarence, rch lehh had to wait outside sch gate cuz security guard havent come. -.- Denn he came, went in, a while l8r boarded bus & headed off to NTU.
& denn had briefing dere, den games start(:
& dehh best time was just about to start.
5 vs 5 basketball, bingxiu,pingpoh,clarence,davin & me.
Full court, 7 min per halve.
1st match was us against yuhua sec. It wasnt rlly a diff match cuz all cnt playy dehh.
To deh extent dey were allowed to allow 1 thin guy ( can see is basketballer) frm deir sch to playy.
& he was rlly good, but 1 man cnt rlly do anything.
So we cut off all dehh traffic he can pass via, & denn all was made easier.
& denn we drew 1st blood, 14-4. & my 1st contributions were 6 points, 2 blocks.
Before i went out to rest for 2nd match, & in came dehh sec2 councillor, duno his name.
By den dehh match was sealed leh.
Denn 2nd match was unity sec agaisnt yuhua sec, unity sec won, & deyy were quite good.
But our mentaility stayed still. We're just gona do our best.
& soon dehh second match started. In came andy frm frisbee, out went pingpoh.
We had a bad start, we underestimate dehh opponents lehh. It was hard for us to block dehh tall guys, so we went 6-10 dwn after 1st half.
But we held strong. Our mentaility stayed firm. We knew we had to win.
So dehh 2nd half was exhausting. We fought for every ball, tried to block every shot, & finally equalised wif arnd 2 mins left to go.
& denn unity was still frustruating us. Twice i had to lay back & strain so hard to clear 2 thunder passes. But still, rlly kudos to clarence. He worked so hard dat he injured himself externally. & we reap wat we sow. We sowed sweat, teamwork & energy, & we reaped, dehh champion's medal. We were exhausted, we were lethargic, but still afforded a smile, when dehh deciding ball went in. Dat was a sensational, emotional moment. We knew our hard work paid off.
Dehh final score, 12-10. my contributions, 2 points, 2 blocks.
& to me dat was rlly emotional, it was dehh first time i felt so much a sense of miracle & satisfaction . & its dehh 1st time i acutally believe hard work does payy off. Perhaps i gota haf dis kinda attitude in studies too.
Deh mentality dat dehh boday may die, but dehh soul remains unshaken. In other words, fight till dehh end. Stong perserverance.
& so, prize presntation after everything. It was seriously, a wonderful feeling.
& 1 day i'll nvr forget.
So denn went hme wif clarence, back at hme watch tv, halfway thru so tired jsut fell asleep.
Denn at night went IMM wif parents (:
Eat lehh, dad went somewhr else. so went shooping wif mum. mum bought a new pair of shoes.
Denn randomly went arnd finding presnt for uncle's present, in dehh end bought chicked essense for him, brought it to his hse & went home lehh.
Till now, cya. Other things tmrr bahh.

Just nw during basketball, i was thinking of u all dehh while.
When we're about to lose, dehh team wanted to giv up.
But u gave me dehh perserverance, dehh confidence to carry on.
你是我的王者之魂。

2008-08-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

I wanted to postt just nww..
But..But.
I ended up falling asleep. Yawnn.
Todayy was a long dayy. & a rlly tiring 1 too.

Oh, its TAF olmpics tmr mornn.
Prayy for us bahh, we'll do our best.
& im friggin tired. Post tmrr bahh.

2008-08-27T20:51:00.002+08:00

Throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape!

Mondayy:
Denn chemistry, taught empirical formula, dne suddenly surprise test.
Wasss crappp, & i cnt do. I memorised nth at all cuz it came too soon.
Screwed to dehh core lehh larh. Just hope no egg score haha. Denn cls test so more henng larh.
Ch was yawnns. Yawnn.YAWNN.yawnn.
Denn recess bball.
Math was typical lorhh. Used it to somehow revised for laters's common test.
Denn common test, Amath i felt was 0kayy. a few parts duno though.
Denn EMATH brought me dwn so muchh larh. i suddenly forgot trigo due to anxiety.
Denn poof, so many marks gone.
I could've at least passed, but i guess abck to dehh failing range i always belonged bahh.
Siann.
Denn after schh, mother tongue.
Was rather typical too, had lessons in general.
Maths rmd was cancelled, so went dwn for basketball.
Wif yude, kangsheng, jacky clarence deyy all.
Initially was fantastic larhh, me yude & kangsheng in same team.
Denn played as we did for lower sec, was rlly used after 2 yrs of playing, so everything went rightt. momentum was dere too.
Jeremy was in my team too.
But slowly lost stamina, lost momentum denn the match was sian lehh.
& den went hme, siann.

Tuesdayy:
Mathh was typicall.
Denn eng, mrs audrey tham came backk, she was back from maternity leave.
Caught me reading bk, but nvrr confiscate. hahas.
& she rlly l00ks quite lyk minyi & shawn tay mixed. hahas.
But i think i might prefer debarati bahh. duno why also hahas.
Geography was lessons, duno why rivers can teach till solar system & planets & 2 moons. haha.
Recess had full court basktball, damn lot of ppl.
Was crap lurhh, siann. No peace to play at all.
Phys typical lorhh, do ques mark, do ques markk -.-
Chem lab, had titration again. Althought it was boring but i kindda enjoyed it larhh. I just have dis craving for chem hands on.
& denn went CCA, t00k sec1s again, den send demm to dehh total defence lecture.
Denn had to giv flyers in nearby blocks, me yude zihui nicol & yeowchong in 1 grpp.
We simply gave dehh flyers to other grps, den went back schh slackk xD hehh.
& denn t00k sec1s for drills to escape rifle drills haha. Surprisingly 5+ dismiss lehh.
Denn arnd 6+ go imm wif nicol, walked arnd, bought some food & drinks, denn went hme.
& yess! i finished watching 西街少年! (westside storyy) xDD Its such a fantastic serial larhh. Although quite longg lehh.
5566 rocks! 霍建华Rules! He's friggin cool lurhh.
But dats nt why dis show's good lurhh.
Its motivational, it inspires dehh never give up spirit, it portrays dat no one's a devil. Everybody's positive, in a way or 2. So neverr give up on urself, dats dehh main idea.
& it shows dehh other side of gangsters. Fight for dehh good, & protect anybody in trouble.
Cuz with dis ppl world'ld be a fantastic enviroment to live in. Warmth'll be everywhere.
So deyy shld be respected, deyy're not the street terrors, dey're dehh true legends.
Perhaps im too carried away lehh, haha. But seriously i hope dis drama serial can inspire me, to unlock dehh good side of me bahh.
Kayy denn another wasted nightt.
But i had dis dream in dehh night. Dis dream i'll nvr forget. Dis dream i shld nt even have.
I cnt disclose.
but if dreams do cme true, denn how diff manyy ppl life'ld change in dehh future.

Todayy:
Mother tongue, i held & held, but still cnt control my eyelids from closing.
Denn miss phoon came over, wanted to wake me up. Just when she was about to tap i jolted upp.
Den she laughed, announced dat i have a censor to alert me when some1 is approaching. haha
Maths was typicall too, recieved some pressies (:
-_______________-
Denn chem, went true empirical & molecular formula. I acutally enjoyed doing such ques. duno why too.
Recess was raining cats & dogs, so went to eat instead.
I could've save another 4 bucks if it wasnt raining. cuz i'd be playing bastball insteadd.
Denn phys me&karthik were crapping from start to end. Typical us larhh hahaha.
Assembly had sharing of photos of dehh china trips, 1stly service learning denn 3ndly choir.
Then gave out prizes for NSW. i guess i'll nvr get another fo such certs haha.
Denn mr lim was power lurhh, stone on stage wait for sch to silent. & it acutally worked.
But halfwayy thru his 'talk' i fell asleep, until mr rafeek's speech was over too. hahas.Denn after schh hadd chem rmd. Karthik was so despo to go out dat he kept wanting miss tian to hurry up.
Instead miss tian suddenly became more crappy & draggy. hahaha.
Denn got back dehh cls test.
Was a total total FLOP! expected.
& guess what im nt last haha. But hafta do well for common test lehh, to cover over dis failure.
Denn after everything, wanted to go jacky's hse cycle, but denn rch JEC dat time think a long time denn decided otherwise.
Anyway dehh bus ride to JE wif jacky,clarence& joel was surprisingly funny & funn.
& confortable too. haha.
So at JE went IMM isntead wif jacky, ate at spaghetti too.
Denn went back hme, bathed, denn scootered & walked to chevrons wif jackyy.
Den played 2 matches wif jacky. 1st match i played crap lorhh, didnt even bother to chase for balls. ended up losing 21-4.
But denn 2nd match didnt wana kena humiliation again. So pia dehh whole match even though was tired lehh. Won 11-10. still, it wasnt up to expectation.
But nvm its just ferr fun hahas. m gona reserve more energy fer dis friday's TAF olympics. dats important.
I badly wana help retain a 3rd consecutive gold medal for commonwealth. will tryy bahh.
Kayy den played horse, was funny lurhh haha.
Den 6+ liddat scootered home, jacky took his bag. Denn go old sch site dat 98 busstop wif him, waited for his bus, den scootered hme.
Dehh journey home was amazing lorhh. Was so high dat just chionged home from dat busstop.
Blasted the pavement hme, did stop when ppl approaching. But for mostly of dehh journey was friggin fast, dat i actually rched hme in 3 mins lorhh. COOLIOS. woo.
So had fun todayy. & here im blogging nw.

I guess dats life bahh (x To me no point stressing out too much, denn neglect fun for dehh entire life for work.
Dat way even if u earn big loads of $$ wats dehh use, its as good as no life lorhh.
I want a life, to earn moneyy in a way i lyk (cooking?). Any job bahh, its nt bout dehh income.
Its about dehh enjoyment, its about a worthwhile life.
Cuz money cnt buy happiness.
Denn after work, to haf fun. Ride a bicycle arnd? Meeting up wif frens? Or even better, just spending time wif my loved 1.
In other words, a life lyk 秦朗's in 转角遇到爱？I think nt many wld know bahh.
I just feel, 做人要开心，要对得起自己，最重要光明正大，说到做到，望希望发展。
要帮助需要帮助的人，要遵守诺言。那就是值得尊敬的人了。
Of cuz, at dis time i hafta start working hard too.
To get into dehh course i rlly wantedd, hotel management course. Where i can edge a step into my ambition, a cook. I wana make ppl happy, & cheer emo ppl up by tasting my dishes.
Perhaps it may seem way off, im gona tryy.
Currently in mdm aishah's cooking course, im gona take up some cooking courses outside lehh.
Provided i prove i can cope in studies to my parents, which i hafta do.
Everything for 1 dream, even if it fails, i'll know i tryed.
& life wont be wasted lehh.

((:

2008-08-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

Woooo. Another post fer a few days..
Yawnn. just highlights (:

Thursdayy:
Lessons were typical, just dat dere was dis time during maths minyi&yuting laugh until liddat.
Hahas. Even miss chua was surprised. Cuz dese 2're more shy in cls dehh. hehh.
Den CH watched army days. It's getting funnier (x
Typical singapore comedy hahas.
Denn after sch, remedials were cancelled.
So went JE library wif jacky&clarence.
Spend lots of time waiting for jacky to eat in sch, den me to eat in JE hahas.
Poor thing clarence. Had to endure 2 times the temptation of FOOD. xD
He's been starving to lose weight if u duno o.0 Its nt healthy.
Denn did crap in library lorhh. Wanted to start on eastview sec compre. but denn was so friggin tired larh, dat i just dozed of. Both me&clarence hahas. & den arnd 5+ went hme lehh.

Fridayy:
Me&karthik was surprisingly damn guai in cls larhh.
We finished chai chee sec during eng, so was veri quiet.
Phys, 1st time i actually paid attention & understood smth lurhh. haha.
Amath, same. were paying attention thruout. abit restless though haha.
& CH was dehh last resort. It was back to the typical pair. RESTLESS & playing haha.
Denn PC was 0kayy, had to be 'tourguide' for heritage rm hahas.
It was 0kayy lurhh, cuz can read frm script. & was happy i didnt hafta go EE room. wooo.
HCL nth was sian lorh. had to queue to get our 大纲 marked individually -.-
Den npcc was enjoyable. Cuz sir daniel was here! hahas he's such a fun guyy.
& denn after dat went hme leh..So friday night was playtime lyk usual.
& l00king forward to basketball competetion the next dayy(:

Saturdayy:
NPCC interunit national basketball competetion (:
0kayy so early morning went JEC meet yude,shanyi,yuxuan&zihuii.
Damn sian lorh, rching den rmb hafta wear trackpants, i go wear PE shorts -.-
So bused hme again, take trackpants, go back JE -.-
Denn i rch all rch leh, so just grabbed a light breakfast den trained to Fajar i think, den rained cats & dogs lorh. Denn sian lurhh, means mayb no nid playy leh.
Den frm dere walked to Fajar sec thru dehh rain. 5 ppl, 1 umbrella. dat part was damn funny hahas.
Den waited dere, den informed no match would be played. Instead changed to shootouts!
So me,shanyi&zihui'ld be shooting frm 3 pointer line, den yude & yuxuan'll be within the 2 pointer box to collect & net in rebound.
2 balls for a team, 120 sec. 3 pointer 3 points, rebounds 1 point.
So we gathered 23 points in 120 sec, same score as marsilling. 1 got 9/23.
So went in PK match. But denn we were least prepared, so shot badlyy, i only netted 1 -.- Den can only get 5th place out of 15 schools.
But its nt bad lehh larhh. i mean, its dehh experience dat counts isnt it? Just abit pity larh cuz only 1 to 4th got medal. zz.
So after it ended all went to zihui's hse. Played winning 11(HAHAHA), & denn played basketball again before going home.
denn watched lyk 4 hrs of 西街少年！coolios.
Denn msned thruout at night, den 10 cross over to cousin alvin's hse.
LIVERPOOL VS boro! woo liverppool rawks.
Denn the match was sensational lorhh. coolios!
liverpool 2-1 boro ((:
Went hme at midnight, another day gone slacking.

Sunday:
WAS RLLY A COOLIOS DAY OF TV. 7 hrs! hahahas.
Morningg went chem tution maekup session, cuz i didnt go on saturday.
Den went hme, TV showdown begins!
Olympics frenzy!
Basketball men 3rd & 4th placing amtch. Argentina vs lithuania.
Was quite coolios, but nowhere near dehh final match.
Basketball men finals! WOOOOO WAS FRIGGIN SENSATIONAL!
Usa vs spain! Kobe byrant! Lebron james! Jason kidd! Anthony! USA!
So the match was friggin exciting, spain were expected to be thrashed to winning but deyy came so close too lurhh! but USA pulled of a 118-107 win.
& i swear dat match was rlly unbelievable! Thsoe who missed can watch at my hse i recorded it dwnn. hahas.
Denn at arnd 5+ liddat hongxin came, had tution until arnd 8 bahh. erase the maths doubts.
Denn at 8 last 3 hrs on closing ceremony. IT WAS OUTSTANDING lurhh. Everything was perfect, dehh whole show, dehh atmosephere etc.
Kudos to beijing. For closing it so perfectly.
& finally the olympic fever ends, its time to start working hard. i've been overwhelming addicted to it, nw its time to move on wif school (:
& this post's becoming draggy. i shall post bout today tmr bahh.
Cyzz. :)

刚看了西街少年。有这么一句话。
“ 喜欢一个人，真的只要求她快乐，幸福。
就算是没有你，她也能活得好好的。
这样就足够了。你就快乐了。”
What i always wanted to tell u .

2008-08-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

THE OLYMPIC CLOSING CEREMONY WAS FRIGGIN HIGH!
THE BASKETBALL FINAL WAS FANTASTIC TOO! USA WON SPAIN!
SO WAS THE 3RD&4TH PLACING MATCH!
JASON KIDD! KOBE BYRANT! ANTHONY! LEBRON JAMES! & ALL OF USA STARS!
& I HAFTA FRIGGIN STUDY FER MATHS NOW.
SO UPDATE TMR. HEHH.

2008-08-23T21:20:00.001+08:00

Yawnn. I wanted to update today.
But realised l8r 10 got lpool vs boro (x
Jy liverpool!
& i wont be able to update in 40mins.
So tmr bahh.

2008-08-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

Im nt giving up my blogg lyk some1 did! xD
Its gona be a 4 days post, & im only writing dehh highlights.

Sundayy:
Michael phelps: Watched dehh olympics early in the morn, & phelps won his 8th medal! Grats.
He's rlly such a role model larhh, nt dat he can swim well, but his determination to succeed.
So together wif his 4 USA teammates, dey fought & narrowly won the relay. It was a sensational win.
& deh 1500m race, Surprise! Mallouli frm tunisia actually prevented hackett from getting a treble!
I wanted hackett t0 prevent, but kudos to mallouli too.
wooo. im INTO THE OLYMPIC FEVER xD
Den nearly the rest of the day studying for mon's common test. It wasnt dat boring i suppose.
oh ya, & hongxin came arnd 5 to clear my Trigo problems as well. Ty.
& at night watched table tennis finals. It was a clear thrashing lurhh.
But still, kudos to our s'pore girls!

Mondayy:
Karthik didnt come again. he got some weird fever..well 0kayy.
Then chemistry had titration SPA, & mine failed twice!
By the time i succeeded i realised i could only do 1 -.-
Ch..Yawn..
I shant elaborate on math, so common test!
It was managable i'ld say? Perhaps cuz only 1 chap mahh. can memorise dehh stuff.
Hope hard work pays off bahh.
Den chinese nth to elaborate too. but got grp work, & we narrated a short storyy.
Grped wif samantha, zhuoning, nicol & yude. hahas.
Math rmd, only did 2 ques hehh
& den play bball in sch, it was rather cool lurhh nearly everyboday who plays in 3/3 were dere. Rched hme at arnd 6+, slacked all dehh wayy.

Tuesdayy:
Highlights only.
Eng: got back eng CT,21/30.
Honestly was a surprise lurhh. I thought i wrote a boring narrative,honestly.
But the results sure helped pull up my aggregate. So dat livened my mood.
Geog: Finally presented our workk. After it remained stagnant for days.
Was rather 0kay i'ld say? hopefully an A1 for dat again hahas (:
& i ought to thank my grpmates too. xiexie (x
Denn the rest of sch nthh much lehh.
After schh lunch was hell funny & tiring! xD
Wanxin,minyi&pearlyn pangsehh me & jacky lorhh T.T
So we went arnd locating demm! So it was more lyk an adventure ferr us hahas.
Walked to ayer rajah, flipped thru the entire 1st floor, den go the row of coffeshops to find.
no signn. so we walked walked to some impossible places, den walked 1 big rnd to nowhere.
& received a clue. minyi: we're near an ATM. so walked a long route to 7 11 dere, & indeed..hahas. Was friggin perspiring & tired lorhh. But 0kay larhh lose calories haha.
& another mission accomplished by the perservering pairr. hehh.
So walked back sch for adam khoo's workshop.
Saw pm sean! he changed alot lorhh.
So the course seems rather boring lurhh. But the activity was funn lurhh.
Got mdm quek's signature! hahas
& denn after workshop went JE lib wif jackyy.
Did half of chinese compo, slacked arnd denn went hme lehh.
& it was 1 of dose nights i actually did hw! hahas but while playing lurhh.
& learnt dat liu xiang injured himself & 'll be sidelined for the entire olympics.
Dis's rlly sad lurhh, cuz its a pleasure to watch him runn.
Den some online netizens were lyk suaning him larh. say he humji feign injury cuz scared lose.
I mean, pls alrhh ppl're professional larhh. Why'ld he do such unmanly stuff when he has no probs winning? & he even cried lurhh. its such a big blow.
Losers. 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸。

Todayy:
20082008! A speciall rare day! All dehh best everybody (:
Chinese: class test 26.5/50. I's relieved at least passed larhh. I almost flunked it.
Uh huh so todayy had photo-taking! Was friggin funn! & nt just two shots too!
Its quite alot of shots!
In other words i rlly enjoyed!
Denn 出小状况。I left my bag in 3/1, & the friggin cls was locked!
So spent the whole maths with nthh haha.
Phys was rather boring, so's assembly.
Den after sch went cycling wif jacky again! Its wednesday, & we had dis pact dat says wednesday afternoons we'ld go out & haf some fun. Other dayys'ld be library or cca after schh.
Sry clarence, went w/o u T.T
So 30-ed dwn to jacky's hse, gto ready & cycled out. To near shengshiong dere 1stt, pack lunch & blasted off to jurong lake parkk. It was friggin fast&extreme.
Ate at dehh empty skateboard parkk, & the feeling was utmost freedom x)
Den cycled off again, deeper into JRP. Den halfway jacky's bike's pedal l00ked lyk coming out again! It was like a deja vu of the previous time lurhh!
But lucky dis time nvr cme out (: henng..
so carried on, rched a 30 busstop, a 30 bus went pass. Shaun was on top, & he seemed shocked to see us -.-
Siti&afiah too. dey were laughing. hahas.
So cycled on, & after 1 big rnd back to jacky's hse. Went dwnstairs play badminton..
Den saw dis small basketball (lyk wat i gave jacky) left behind, so took & played.
LOL! it felt damn weird alrh such a small ball. But was rather funn. Den put it back & played badminton.
Very weird larhh! hahas. I think badminton only can play indoors larh, proper court etc.
Den bathed & slacked at jacky's hme ferr a while. & den emoed on bus hme.
& nw im still doing nthh. It was a tiring day larhh hahas.
But a cool afternoon!

Song of the day: 范逸臣-除此之外
词:阿怪曲:陈达伟

say goodnight晚安
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安
很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在
不管你接受或离开
i hope to stay for a while

除此之外
要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快

除此之外
非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
and if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开

so goodbye晚安
舍不得看你觉得不自在
it's alright,i'm fine
看起来这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现
你只认识我的现在
不管你留下或走开
i'm gonna stay for a while

除此之外
我要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快

除此之外
非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
and if you need somebody
我确定我会在

除此之外
我还在等待
你的心将为我敞开
but if you need somebody
你知道我会在
不会走开..
Emotional. emotional&outstanding song

也许你不明白吧。
对我而言，喜欢不等于拥有。
喜欢等于，要看见你笑，你开心，就足够了。
我没想过要拥有你，因为这样你会不快乐。
那就没幸福，结果，也只有心碎。
So i hope u'll fight for ur happiness.
I'm already contented knowing u, being ur fren.
& a gurdian angel, silently wishing for you.
那就足够了。真的。

2008-08-16T20:32:00.004+08:00

Thurs:
Not gonna update bout the lessons..
Mayb PE bahh, played handball againn. Quite typical lorhh.
But harder to scoree lorhh, cuz clarence keeper hahaha.
After sch, veri free, didnt no whr to go.
Wanted to cycle at jacky's hse, but scared nt enoff time, den nt enoff bikes also when nicol wanted to join.
So played bball in sch until bout 3.30, den went JEC.
Wanted to watch ' a month of hungry ghost', & den it wasnt shown.
& saw meet dave! everyboday agreed so 4 of us, karthik jacky&nicol bought tickets.
& the movie was starting in 3 mins! so chiong in, caught dehh last advertisement
harry potter & the half blood prince coming dis yr!
Back to meet dave, it was rlly humourous lurh xD eddie murphy was fantastic mann.
He acted so well. It's quite nice larh, kinda family humour show. A lil touching too.
So after dehh show went KFC, eat a lil den went back hme..& thurs night was boringg.
& i got motivations at nightt(:

Friday:
Typical lessons too. So nt emphasising.
1 or 2 highlights though.
Physics: was supposed to do some seriously crap practical.
Ended up using the poles to fight with jacky & playing bimbo. haha
HCL: had class test. 30 mins.
It wasnt hard, but i managed to forget nearly all deh 听写 i studied -.-
Hopefully can at leat pass bahh.
So after school had NPCC, i'ld say it was nt dat boring as normall larhh. cuz had rifle drills.
& nx fri's promotion test, beta nt cockk up(:
Den after NP played basketball wif shanyi, yude, kangsheng so on..Until bout 7+ den go lorhh.
Den went chevrons wif kangsheng, he's so despo to find a gymastics course larh! but apparently dere dunhaff haha.
So went hme, & slacked all dehh wayy.
Chatted, den play minesweeper& poker tic tac toe wif jacky.
Watched olympics! nadal vs djokic! tennis no.2 vs no. 3!
It was fiery larhh, a mistake allowed nadal to prevail. & he dropped on dehh floor larh.
Imagine hw important a win is lorhh.
So slept at arnd 2.

Today:
Morning watched olympics again!
Swimming! a classic 100m butterfly match!
Phelps's 7 medal! & dis match was friggin fiery lurhh.
Phelps's won by 0.01 second! poor thing lorhh covic. he was leading!
I duno hw to describe larhh. u must watch to understand the excitement lorhh haha.
Den dere was another swimming, 50m freestlye.
All're known swimmers in the world. so it was friggin exciting!
& cielo filho from brazil prevailed. It was so emotional larhh, he cried.
& it was an awesome scene.
Then washed toilets, went chemistry tution. met jacky at JEC after tution.
Went JE library, wanted to do maths homework den realised forgot to bring foolscape -.-
Saw andrew wif joelyn& noelle , den chunni&her frens , den wendy&yanqing , den yeowchong& kenneth , lastly my NPCC junior.
So all i did was highlight notes frm SS textbook lorhh. haha.
Den went KFC ate & went my hse downstairs play bball. Mixed wif some strangers & played. 1's a full time basketballer i think? he knew all the rules. nt bad lurhh.
Had a full 4 games, den went hme
Slacked until arnd 7.30, & jacky went hme.
It was fun wif him today (:
So tonight, i suppose'll be another olympic night bahh.
Im into the olympics fever! xD

只要你感受得到我的存在就够了。
因为我真的存在着. As ur guardian angel.
默默的。你的专署天使。

Song of the day: 罗志祥：爱转角。
曲:菊池一仁词:李宗恩
小猪本命年☆转角遇到爱片尾曲☆

This'll be the most influential song in my life. Forever. Since 2 yrs ago when i 1st listened.
Cuz its dedicated ferr u.
Everything i wana tell u.

我伪装着
不露痕迹的
想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口
爱在等着

你往前走
不回头看了
记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着

心不再拚命躲
不去害怕结果
假设有个以后
你会怎么说
一直想跟你说
幸福不再溜走
下个路口
你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

☆爱转角遇见了谁
是否有爱情的美
☆爱转角以后的街
能不能有我来陪
☆爱转角遇见了谁
是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解
让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪
不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我
就是我的美

心不再拚命躲
不去害怕结果
假设有个以后
你会怎么说
一直想跟你说
幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

☆爱转角遇见了谁
是否有爱情的美
☆爱转角以后的街
能不能有我来陪
☆爱转角遇见了谁
是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解
让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪
不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我
就是我的美

☆爱转角遇见了谁
是否有爱情的美
☆爱转角以后的街
能不能有我来陪
☆爱转角遇见了谁
是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废
让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪
不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我
就是我的美☆

希望转角后，真的能看见你。

2008-08-13T21:09:00.004+08:00

Heyy ppl im rlllyyy sryyy.

Cuz im too lazy to post the hyderabad photos!

Cuz its a friggin 60 photos! o.o But it'ld be good if u'll could haf a look though(:

Karthik's blog: http://kissmy-cracker.blogspot.com/

Go there, click albums.

There u'll find 2 albums wif the hyderabuddies inside!(: Must go hor. heee

Anw, just 1 or 2 memorable photos.

The second photo appears blurr too. i swear i didnt take that! xD

Monday:

Morning woke up at arnd 10+, cuz i was friggin tired after enjoying so much on sunday.

Early morning was made to do housework lurhh, cuz the hyderabuddies made quite a mess of my hse i think -_____-

So mopped & vacuumed the floor, but halfway thruu realised was running late for the project wif karthik,wanxin&minyi.

Then go bathed lorh, mum continued.

Dressed up & just abt to leave mum ask me help move the sofas.

Made me sweat for nth lurhh! Somemore right after bathing lehh T.T

Then took bus to old sch site dat mosque, arrived at the same time as wanxin&minyi. They were on 187.

Im sry girls T.T made u'll alight frm 187 tot ake 98, when both of them can rch karthik's hse.

My sincere apologies here o.o

So met wif karthik, went his hse dere the bkshop buy materials. & we're sweating lyk maddogs larhh, Wat kinda weather siaa -.-

Then went his grandma hse take stones for proj, den go his hse, his rm.

AIRCON. when i needed the most (:Then started to on music! Friggin coolios lurh!

High volume throughout the day! WOAHH. Lyk concert lurhh! xD

So at the start, we were stuck. Nobody knew when to start. We're supposed to make models of stuff lyk dykes & gabions. Which were fucking hard!

But then once the momentum came it went rather smoothly, after hrs it was arnd done lehh. (:

So arnd 4+ liddat strted to slacken, joked arhh, played blackjack arhh.. stuff liddat. While the girls typed so research. sryy arhh :P

Den arnd 5+ or 6 liddat cleared everything, went dwn for KFC. The girls ate only popcorn chicken, while me&karthik, the fatties ate a full meal xD

& dat was im supposed to eat dinner wif mum an hr l8r -.-''!

But den too full lehh, so didnt haf dinner.

Denn 187-ed back hme lorhh. Then i forgot wat i did lehh xP

Tuesday:

Typical sch day ( without hyderabuddies xD) i'ld say.

Just that morn karthik friggin didnt came! realised he was sick -.-

& i suppose its gona be a boring dayy.

Maths: realised i missed so much after just skipping some lessons for the hyderabuddies! shit, so planned some remedial sessions wif miss chua.

Eng&Geog were super slack i'ld say. & karthik friggin didnt came! the geog model with him larh haha. But mr gerald didnt mind.

Den recess karthik came! lol! wonder wat he came for sehhhhh xD he doesnt seem dat guai ehh.

Phys mdm quek didnt come, Chemistry learned mole calculations.

Then after sch CCA cancelled! shiok sehh. So jacky ponned CCA too, we 2 & karthik went IMM.

Ate at kopitiam, a friggin full lunch!( Me&jacky beef hor fun each, Den still share oyster omelette xD)

Started to love oyster omelette due to 'corner with love' Show luo! shiok horr yuting? xP

Denn walked arnd, bought my mum's birthday pressie, HP pouch&chicken floss. BTW, her bday was on national day! xD

Den walked to chevrons, where we played basketball!

Had a rlly fun time i'ld say, &karthik rlly improved! JY!& somemore played in the rain fro a while xDD

Then they cabbed hme, while me, walked thru the rain, a lonely route backk T.T

Then yesterday night had dis fuckked up argument wif my mum, over some friggin minor things larh! crap larh, spoil my mood totally.

But then just nw resolved lehh, but hopefully wont happen again.

Today:

Karthik didnt come today again! Due to yesterday's rain basketball his illness worsened i heard. Hahas.

Mother tongue, slept in cls again. I rlly tried to hold but was friggin tired.

Miss phoon expressed her concerns for me, which i rlly felt guilty.T.T

Amaths, i paid attntion! xD at least i understood the steps for solving circle ques lurhh. Im starting to enjoy miss chua's lessons again! (:

Chemistry, I surprisingly paid attention! coolios. & i managed to do ws 8(:

& guess wat, miss tian's a fan of michael phelps! (x

Phys, mdm quek didnt come again! Mr koh came in. He was coolios larh! amazingly he was funny. Hee i used to thought he was nth den sarcastic -.-

Assembly, this speaker came! he was a motivator. The talk was good, but'll i get enoff motivation to change? o.o

Den after sch stayed in cls, finished our grp's geog proj.

Im sry wanxin, i nvr kept to my promise to write 1 point. But i promise i'll write the grp member's names tmr! xD

Then stayed in cls to see clarence&joelyn do their grp's geog, hahaha.

Helped abit hor! Then jacky came, they finished, & off to basketball! until arnd 6 liddat went hme lehh.

Watched another few episodes of westside story西街少年!

Damn damn damn nice! got dis part i almost cried larhh.

5566 rocks too! but i've lyked dem for a much longer time den show hahas.

& so nw im blogging. I hope to rlly work hard soon.

I long for everything about you, a hug, a smile..

I mean, just a small gesture liddat is enough lehh, at least it shows im cared.

But i long for you to rlly rlly be happy even more.

2008-08-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

& nw the hyderabuddies're back in india i finally get some breathing space.
Wooooahhhh!
HIGHLIGHTS!

Friday:
National day cum awards day celebration.
Woah. went to JE cultural hall suuper early lurhh.
Decided to go there myself instead of gettin' nicol's dad fetch.
Nicol joined me, so went to bought some stuff & rched dehh cultural hall at arnd 7.
Thenn tokgong lorhh deh teachers, last min den want us in NPCC full U, & keep rush us too.
-____-
So slacked, did lil bit of duty & last run-up.
& the school filled up the entire hall by arnd 9, deh pressure was rather intense o0
Then formed up, & finally marched in. It was a sensation i'ld sayy.
Then dehh GOH come so late lurhh, but stand there cnt move. But then held on thenn marched off dat time the whole sch cheered.
I'ld say it was worthwhile, the applause, the sense of satisfaction (:
& the emcee was coolios too! maybe 1 or 2 errors? but still good job all 4 emcees :)
Then kena suay go carry food arnd -.- But then l8r hear we cn join in buffet then enthu lehh xD
So me & nicol didnt rlly watch the performance, sad sehh o.< color="#ff0000">Saturday:
Morning brought rochishnu to JEC, met lyk the entire gang dere?
We were about to go vivo as the whole group (:
Then nicol,rachel&jianhong pangsehh lorhh, they went other places haha.
So waited for lyk goddamned long den bused dwn to vivo!
On the bus was chaos lurh! we were friggin' noisy. Did alot of crapped.
Rched, denn did nth productive as a grp, so broke up.
Me,rochishnu, karthik& his twin buddy 'stalin' hahas.
The went to vivomart, went ham shop cuz aunty was working dere! xDD
Then chatted abit, go some cafe beside vivomart for lunch.
The sandwiches were friggin' nice! But fucking big too!
To the extent dat i couldnt even finished lurhh. hahahas.
Then walked arndd. bought zinc belt pouch! choose damn long larh, karthik had 1 too haha.
Thenwent cinema met up with whole grp!
Watched journey to centre of the earth. unrealistic but exciting!
3/1/2 stars.
Then broke up again!Karthik went wif his sister, me jacky lichung & sughan & the buddies go arcade.
Bball machine, time crisis. Thats It, den whole grp met up again. Did shit larhh, want go marina watch fireworks dehh, but loads of probs occur, parents kp callin li siao larhh. sian arh..
By thenfcukked up lehh, so decided to break up, me wif karthik & buddies.
Go dinner,
den karthik decided to come my hse for the night! coolios.
Cabbed dwn to his hse, packed a while den went my hse.
Stalin slept at arnd 10! lol! dats his lifestle well..
So played a while, den pressured rochishnu to slp, den our fun time began!
Talked alot, blackjack until arnd 4am den slp. I gained 2 bucks haha.
& guess wat! the hyderabuddies dun bath & brush teeth b4 bed in india! EWWWWWW.

Sunday:
Woke up at arnd 9+, den prepared den went dwnstairs for breakfast. with my parents of cuz.
The indians bought thosai massara, den stalin LOSER larhh, obviously want more but dun dare ask for haha.
The went to science centre! 6 of us!
Walked inside for a while, dey walked so slow lurhh got so many pplaces unvisited. Den omnitheartre(dinosaurs) & IMAX movie ride.
Then lunch, STALIN BIG LOSER.!
went kopitiam he dunwan, den want pizza hut.
& THE IDIOTIC THING WAS HE DIDNT EVEN OFFER TO PAY.
So my parents treat us, arnd 60 bucks total bill? z.
Then went hme packed luggage abit & it was time to leave for the hotel. It was time for dem to leave.
From hotel tok MRT with mrs anba& the grp. Without the buddies. Coolios.
Den met dem at airport, after sometime it was time for farewell.
There were hugs, there were photos, smiles, but no tears at all. hahas.
0kay larh, mayb it felt weird but we just had to send dem off. Farewell was quite high lurhh.
Cya rochishnu(:
Then went T3 with mrs anba & most of the singaporena buddies! Ate Popeyes!
Frigginnn full! 3 pieced of KFC size chicken.
I think i only finished 2? hmm.
Den karthik's uncle drove me,jacky,lichung&shahirah hme.
& back at hme. Freedom(:

To rochishnu:
Thankyou. Honestly u were quite a good buddy. U did nt create any trouble, & we certainly had funn. Ty for ur study god, i rlly nid dat haha.
Taikkare back in india. cya in NoV!

So this was a long post, i'll update bout yesterday(project) & today tmr bahh.
& of cuz photos we took over the homestay! stay tuned.

Even if i lyk u, even if i miss u, there's still only 1 thought in my mind.
Tofall for you, doesnt mean you must be wif me.
U must be happy. Then'ld i be happy lehh.
给你不说出的温柔，也许是最好的方式吧。
& the only thing i can do for u nw, is to change.
cuz then i can be ur guardian angel. Ur silent, unsung guardian angel.

2008-08-09T08:40:00.002+08:00

I'll Update another time.
Currently life's rather enjoyable wif Rochishnu (:

& karthik typed dis: Karthik rocks. -_______-

2008-08-06T21:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday:
1st day of school for de hyderabuddies! (i'll call dem dis while bloggin)
I realised dat some of de buddies're anti-social lurhh, only mix wid their own gang.
Lyk my buddy lurhh, sian.
Early morn, cnt believe they overslept! Den sit at foyer lyk idiot wait wait wait.
Skipped de entire maths lessons lurh, after maths den dey come lurhh.
Then eng, was supposed to write a SPEECH WE WROTE BEFORE.
& screw it, lett de hyderabuddies do hahas.
& they hit off well with miss debarati ehh xD
&& U kept ur promise ehh wx, ty heee.
Geog, mr gerald didnt come, wana discuss deh grp wrk but had to bring hyderabuddies dwn for recess halfway thru.
I guess dat rlly made minyi&wanxin pissed haha. sry o.o
Phys,got back cls test.
SCREWWEDD. lol. but cnt play play lehh i dunwana drop.
Btw deh hyderabuddies went for art lesson.
Chemistry, CT results.
50/100. Woah. hmm only 5 ppl passed?
i guess dat liven my spirits frm deh phys setback, but still, it wasnt dat gd s result lorhh.
& i cnt believe karthik got highest wif 51%! lol! but congrats anw.
Then halfway go off again, go artrm fetch dem.
So long no see miss ruth ng, hahas.
Then brought dem for lunch, den go CCA at JE cultural hall. waste time lorh did nth productive
-.-
Then shanyi scared every1 lorhh, went arnd searched for his phone frantically, den he found it in his boots!
LOL!
Then 4+ dismiss, bathed at JE cultural hall.changed hme clothes. SHIOK!
Went back sch wif jeremy,nicol. Took sec 1 for a while hahas. Then set off for MUSTAFA wif hyderabuddies!
Then me,karthik,jacky,nicol,sughan,divesh,sooriyah&shanker took a ride frm MRS ANBA, cuz van could nt accomodate us.
SQUUEEZy lyk being stuck in a cracker!
hahas, dne rched dere, seperate for 1 hr +
My buddy rochishnu damn richh larhh, buy lyk 3 games & camera for $400!
I know im in no position, but i feel a lil bit pissed lorhh.
I swear is nt cuz im so poorer den him, but i feel money shld nt be wasted liddat lurhh.
Its $400 in an hr mind u! But cnyt blame dem anwcuz mrs anba said in india, its veri distinct.
Veri poor, & veri rich. its nt lyk singapore, quite evenly distributed.
Then found out de other buddies spend as much lorh. Tskk!
Den some of us & de hyderabuddies go some vegetarian restuarant in lil india wif mrs anba&mdm aishah, i dint eat.
Then send dem back to hotel, near plaza singapura, YWCA.
Nt badd ehh haha.
Then mrs anba treated few of us to plaza MACS. namely me,lichung,karthik,sooriyah,sughan,divesh&shanker.
Thanks sehh! hahas.
Den karthik's dads sent us abck in a cool car lurhh, i think is toyata silica.
But 3 ppl squeeze in back seat which was supposed to sit 2! hahaha.
Den the journey was friggin funny, rched hme minutes frm midnight. Coolios!
Den damn tired lehh.-.-

Today:
Dis time nvr overslp ehh. hahas.
Den got to skip mother tongue! brought dem to heritage rm, see cwss's hist.
Hahas see dehh rm sian leh lorh, cuz nxt time hafta usher our cls in -.-
Den duno why dey felt was so interesting haha.
Then go lib burn time, went back for Amath.
Finished circles&curves, den de hyderabuddies havent learnt back in india.
Chemistry, brought de hyderabuddies to home econ's rm, den go back for lessons.
Mole concept.
After chem chiong to home econ's rm, dey made potato fritters! Damn nice lurhh.
Den dehh cute cute jianhong's buddy rohit & nicol's buddy cnt finish in time, so went over to help.
Had to wash our buddies plates lurh, wdh. I mean, want cook finish everything lurh push to others.
But im so gona torture dem make dem do chores in hyderabad. Im gona oil de whole sink & dey're so gonna grease. Wahahaha.
Then recess was late, gota skip half of phys. dat was lyk lunch lurhh.
Den the hyderabuddies go off for heritage tour, went back cls for lessons.
Assembly no nid go again! xD go music rm work on deh farewell ceremony performance.
We're sry md aishah for pissing u off T.T
Then, at least accomplished some stuff. coolios.
Went back clsrm do the geog thing! Me,karthik,wanxin&minyi.
Coolios xD end up do nthh lorh! did a plan only hahas.
It was a laughing session to be exact.
Wanxin arhh, kp making dehh 'funny' figures wif de plasticine. LOL!
The me&minyi's hardwork destroyed by karthik lorh haha.
Den meeting at Mon to finish.
So, went hme wif divesh,wanxin&karthik. At hme started on 西街少年，westside story! xD
Quite old lehh, but still so cool! wahahaha.
Then at night attempted Trigo A4, bearings. got some tn sure deh tmr ask karthik.
So dats all for today.
Tmr initially want go night safari dehh, but den nw no more.
Why lehh? 1stly, ticket 30 bucks! siao. 2nd, i dun feel lyk going wif the hyderabuddies lehh haizz. Cuz yesterday go out scared lehh everything hafta follow deir wishes.
Anw hope tmr'll be a better schh day bahh (:

It doesnt matter whatever it'll turn up to be.
Cuz ur happiness matters most. 我只要给你，不说出的温柔。

2008-08-04T21:06:00.003+08:00

Realised it's been some days since i last updated on daily events.
I'll only update on deh highlights (:

Friday:
PC: The entire cls practiced for deh saturday cheer thing. Came up with some wacky ideas with karthik haha. So the entire lesson was spent on cheering(:
NDP rehearsals: Was supposed to be boring but somehow quite enjoyed lehh. Placed in left marker (: Den The songs somehow had dis urge to sing lehh. haha.
& ur emcee was great (:

Saturday:
Polymer superstar:The bus ride dere was quite funn, rchh dere was quite looking forward too. Den went inside auditorium, watch dehh young scientists ans ques. Then commonwealth was eliminated in 1st rnd. Nvm jy! Then ever since then damn boring lehh. i mean, wats de point watching other schools compete?-.- &, where did de cherrleading thing goo?? Lyk suddenly gone with de wind lorh T.T Waste our time practising. But then lucky de reception got food eat so nvr waste time goo (: Den go JEC eat wif jacky,clarence,Shengzhe&karthik, den go hme lehh.
Wii&soccer:Den at night went alv hse play Wii soccer for arnd 1 hr (fun xD) & watched liverpoolVS rangers! It's been so long nvr watch liverpool lehh! xD & guess what, liverpool won 4-0! Torres,N'gog,benayoun&alonso! xD Den caught almost all liverpool in action lorhh sub so many times. & robbie keane had a decent debut! jy! xD

Sunday:
Tution: 2 tutions today o.0, 1stly de chemistry makeup, den hongxin came. But he came a while only lehh cuz going watch GIRLFRIEND playy soccer ehhh. haha
Mr fighting: Yay borrowed frm cousin alvin deh entire series! Den watchh de final episode leh!! so so so so so so nice ehh! rock on! woooo
i wish i could be ur yingqi & u, my xiao kui.

IMM: Went imm with alvin & parents, ate at red ginger den go swensens ate EARTHQUAKE. hahas. Saw raphael dere.
Then de trip ended wif a minor quarrel but den resolved lehh.
Another wkend ended doing nth productive!

Today:
Lessons were seriously rather boring lurhh. Only highlight was dehh hitler video. Damn funny lurhh haha.
Eng commontest:LOL the topics were crap lorhh. No choice so t00k on deh 'Temptation'. The story sounds pri sch but hopefully can do well bahh.
Hyderbad exchange programme day 1:After commontest went sharp to AVA rm 2. For the 1st time saw my buddy, Rochinsnu! haha he was damn small lurh, even for sec 1 a lil too small lehh bahh.
But den he attracted grace lorhh. She went 'Oh so cute!" hahas.
Did some sch tour which was rather boring denn deyy go off to sentosa. Go do dehh English NSW.
Screw it man! half asleep + shakespear standard essays + so many ques! alamak-.-
& den went old sch site a while with nicol den went hme lehh.
& hopefully everything'll go well dis wk bahh.

Just thinking of u gives me de confidence i need (:

2008-08-03T21:39:00.004+08:00

I'll update events this few days tmr, since wkend im always too 'busy' 2 blog
Anw just finished watching Mr Fighting series格斗天王.
cool cool cool cool cool!
Its touching & motivational& dat camouflages its dragginess.
& the motivational part!:
被毛毛虫认定为末日的日子，我们称它为蝴蝶。
I suppose i shouldnt giv up, when darkness turns to light everything'll be gone.
I know. Im gona be reborned. The new pon (:
&& RoCK on zax! & 5566.
Anw tmr my schoollife'll change for the entire wk.
Cuz the Hyderabad ppl're coming. Tmr'll be fun i suppose.
Wonder who's my buddy? hope is nt vegetarian hahas.
&& u(u know who) said'll help me 招待 the indian frenn hor.
I'll hold u for dat! xD

Throughout the entire final episode of mr fighting, i realised i've been thinking of u.
I've been picturing u as xiao kui, & me, yingqi.
Yes, im de sunflower, & i nid u. cuz ur my sun.
I realised my feelings for u're nt for fun. I guess i rlly love you.
But still lyk what i always say, as long as ur happy im happy lehh.
As long as i can be ur guardian angel, ur unsung,undiscovered guardian angel.
As long as u nvr stop cherring for me. As long as ur dere.
& i'll be by ur side.

2008-07-31T21:07:00.006+08:00

Lyk yesterday, today schoollife was typical.
But after sch life was nt! xD
English, Im givin up on de lessons lurh,no point.
Geog, lyk usual kp teaching quite boring lorhh. &mr gerald dont even care wat everybody is doing lurhh.
PE, fun fun. 4 stations in 24 mins, handball,captain'sball, basketball & table bat.
Basketball was deh best xP hehh.
Recess, basketball again. wif wanyan&noelle too. Quite normal bahh.
Mother tongue, paid attention but still fell asleep halfway, den miss phoon wake me up for so long den i woke up lorhh. so malu -.-
But she didnt scoldd lehh,haha.
Amath, go shengzhe's place.
Today didnt rlly teach alot lurh, den go thru trigo A4.
Den kp hearing my name called lorhh. haha
CH watched a s'pore movie, quite funny larhh haha.
Den nth much lehh.
& here comes de exciting hrs xD

After sch bused to jacky's hse, den prepare abit t00k 2 bikes & cycled to jurong lake parkk.
Dis was my 1st time cycling in mths lorhh, last time in ECP.
Den quite excited, rch dere lehh go deh adventure playground 1st.
Den got 4 jurong sec gals approached us lorhh, for interview.
Their proj bahh. haha.
Seems lyk real broadcast, den malu lorhh took down using vid cam.
had to ans 2 ques.
Just ans crap :X
Denn playyed around dere, quite alike wif de WCP dat flying fox place lehh.
But dere de flying fox more funn hahas.
But de balancing stuff were quite exciting.
Den cycled around, rching another adventure playground when de bike 1 was on, de pedal dropped off!
Shocked lurhh, den spent like 15 mins resolving wif jacky.
He could be a bike mechanic when he grows up lurh, haha.
Den thought 0k lehh, so go de playground.
Got pyramid! abit shorter den WCP dehh but still quite tall lurh.
Climbed to de top, slacked dere, den took alot of photos. hahas.
De view on top was awesome lurhh.
Den played other things lyk swing,ropes etc.
Then continued cycling, jacky took 'my' bike, & de pedal fell of again-.-
Put back on again but halfway thru dropped again! dis time de screw all flunged due to pressure.
Sad lorhh. den go back de journey lyk duno wat larhh. haha.
1 pedal bike apparently didnt work, so just try other things also wont work-.-
Den just settled wif walking in de end.-.- all de way back to de macs near jacky's hse.
Settled down, slack&drink for a while den go back jacky's hse lor.
Bathed, den slacked againn until arnd 7 liddat go hme lehh.
Dinner was simple, but ate more den normal cuz OUT OF ENERGY lehh.
& lyk expected spent de whole night blogging.
photos! enjoy x)

2008-07-30T21:50:00.004+08:00

Today school life was typical..
Aftersch life was extraordinary xD

Mother tongue, got back common test.
Wah damn tyco lorhh. passed ehh. Deh 红楼梦nvr even finish lehh. haha.
Den found got mistake in marking, minus 1 more marh.
But honesty more imprtant haha. so..28.5/50
Maths, moved to shengzhe place again.
Rlly can pay more attntion lurh haha.
Chemistry, final understood lurh. Den know how 2 do lehh. haha.
paying attention rlly helps bahh.
Recess, basketball. quite fun too.
phys lab; hahaha 2 million dollar seat xD
Den blur lyk shit arhh, dun understand anything.
Damn ps hafta use minyi's help ;X thnx arhh.xD
Doing crap for whole ans lurh.
Assembly, de Mr barton came. he was quite a joker lurh haha.
Entertaining though although boring topic, 1st time didnt slp ehhh. haha.
Den here comes deh fun part! xDD
Went IMM wif jacky 1st, on de way saw rebecca desmond dey all.
I WONDER HOW DEY KNOW SO MUCH BOUT MY...LURH.
Then dey kp talking bout it lurh -.- malu.
Ate at long john's, jacky ate so so long lurh ><
Den go my hse, i bath blah blah blah den scooter-ed to chevrons, 2 ppl train basketball co-ordination.
Until arnd 5.30 liddat end, den here comes de advnture hme xD
I suggested walking pass deh canal hme, its lyk a parkway.
Den 1st adventure begins, throw de ball at jacky den he didnt catch.
Dropped into deh big big canal, den reluctant to go dwn initially cuz got alot of reports on sccidents at canals.
But see de tide super low, as good as n0 water.
Den we go dwn retrieve deh ball, den dwn dere the wind lyk cooler lehh.
spend abit of time, den climb up den cont walking. haha.
Adventure 2, climbed a slope( texture lyk dat of road), i think gradient 10x haha.
Steep lurh, den almost fell when rching top -.-
Den bball slipped! hafta run another longer, less steep slope dwn retrieve again -.-
Den jacky, rch deh top his specs fell dwn deh steep slope!
t00k some time for him to find, lucky nvr spoil
Adventure 3, realised i walked wrong way, go bck quite far, den cont is highway lehh.
so we t00k a 3rd alternative, jumped dwn lyk 2m.
hahas, jacky go 1st, followed by our stuff, den me.
Look veri high, but jump quite low lurhh hahas. den frm dere walked back dehh 对路, slacked at hme den jacky go hme at arnd 7.
Den nth much lehh.
& tmr me & jacky going back de parkway again, but walking longer dist.
More adventure awaits us xD
Stay tuned for deh nxt post!

2008-07-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had this dream.
Dat 3/3 sent a challenge to 3/2, basketball.
& den it was a sensational match, & den we won.
The crowd was huge, the support was influential.
Maybe rlly "日有所思，夜有所梦" bahh.
Im rlly thinking about a match like dis occasionally, cuz i believe 3/3, if nt much skill, sure got dehh teamwork to win dehh.
& i just have deh urge to stun deh basketballers up. I just wana penetrate their arrogance.
Although nt all're arrogant larh.
Well, mayb im rlly thinking too much.

Maths lesson today was typical bahh, started on circles on curves.
Sat wif shengzhe, so understood better.
English was a bore..Made to do a letter of 100 + words, but den didnt do at all.
Ms debarati came, den me&karthik started debating bout deh topic vocally.
& i suppose it was convincing dat she smiled, walked away & didnt ask us to do lehh.hehh.
Geog was quite a bore too, i think more crap was talked den more things were taught lorhh.
haha. Slept fer the 2nd part of the lesson. Korrrrr.
Den had a red patch on my forehead? o.o
Shaun took a photo as evidence, & i looked lyk shit. -.-
Recess's basketball was fun, had dis inspiration to play.
Phys, mdm quek didnt come.
But i rather she come larh, so borinng karthik revising Geog wif hafizah.
Den i was doing nth. yawn.
Chemistry, a bore too.
& miss tian blew up larh, screammed at me for wearing a ring.
De cls was shocked, i was stunned too.
I guess smth else's troubling her too.
But mayb i shld stop wearing bahh..b4 it gets confiscated.
Den lunchtime basketball i was totally playing crap.
I flunked every chance created. sry..
Den NDP parade, got other CCAs watching.
& samantha pay! Wave at me ..
What u expect me to do in a parade? wave back arhh? xD
hahas.
Den nth much lorhh. Go hme, had a scrumptious dinner, alvin & aunt camee.
& mayb i shld do some hw bahh.buhbye.

Song Of The Day: 范逸臣-不说出的温柔

你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦

那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事,只是想知道.你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)
(recited)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂等着
你我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过那天空
云很多看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我我
以为你都会懂

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

I suppose dis song's somehow sadd bahh.
But it rlly caught my attention when i listened arnd 1 or 2 yrs ago.
& till nw, its still my fave song. perhaps nt the only 1 bahh.

2008-07-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

It has been days since my latest post.
So here goes:

Friday:
Im nt gona elaborate on de lessons part, cuz i dun rlly recall lehh.
But then PC period was fun, 1stly miss lin came in.
She'ld be leaving us lehh. Den wana take foto wif us.
She's good for a trainee lurh, except mayb abit blur & careless bahh.
But still, we'll miss herr..taikkare bahh.
Then Shengzhe asked: Miss lin u live in pon's block 3rd floor which flat arh?
& she was stunned. " HE STALKED ME ARHH". hahaha.
Then discussed bout deh polymer superstar cheerleading lurh.
Maybe talked too muchh bahh, den get chosen to lead 1 cheer..
MY NAME IS. hahas.
After sch 1st NDP parade training.
Very bo liao lorhh, arnd 4+ liddat den strt, 2 rnd dismissed lehh.
But gota stay back take sec1s, duno how to say larhh still 0k but some got attitude dehh.
Denn play bball a while den go hme lehh. & den nth muchh lehh.

Saturday:
Morn like usual lorhh, did nth much use com awhile den wash toilet..den 12 go tution.
Den arnd 3 liddat rch hme. Watched MR FIGHTING格斗天王.
Wahahaha i cnt kp my eyes of de TV. Nice hehh.
Although so long deh show lehh.
Then go dwnstairs eat dinner wif family lorh..alvin&aunt both cnt make it.
Den after that go IMM buy shoe. Hse dehh both got big hole lehh.
Walked some shops den settle for 1 at Royal SH lorhh.
Coolios. Red&white xD
Hope it can last longerr bahh.
Then go JEC, watched THE DARK KNIGHT.
& it was such a fantastic show lurh, Its friggin exciting.
& tribute to Heath Ledger, the late actor who acted JOKER to perfection.
Rest in peace.
This character'll serve more then just a memory of him.
0k so, Its rlly rlly RLLY RLLY worth watching.
http://thedarkknight.warnerbros.com
I guess even the trailer cn make uu watch de show without hesitation xD

Sunday:
Boring dayy lurrhh, as expected.
Got so much to mugg & do lurh.
So deh day's highlight was morn Street soccer, went down with cousin alvin.
Today lesser teams came until arnd 10 +, so had lots of chances to play.
Played reserve again, den still youngest in team.
Played 1/1/2 matches, den want shit so sub out lorh.
Went hme at arnd 12 bahh, 3 hrs or so.
But it was the experience dat counts =D
Den go hme want mugg, but so tired fall asleep, until arnd 2 liddat den go do de mindmap for Chem.
Mum went out wif aunt, den 3 lyk usual wkends, watched MR FIGHTING格斗天王 xD
Its gettin dwn to de climax! So friggin cool nw.
Then at 5 liddat strt studying, until arnd 6+ liddat go eat wif mum dad aunt &alvin.
Den with the exception of dad go IMM eat mac icecream, lol waste alot of time.
Den returned hme, arnd 9 mugg until arnd 11.30 liddat.
Den go slp lehh. Had been a tiring day.
& i friggin did not do HW again!
Screw it. -.-

Today:
Typical sch day again bahh.
Chem didnt rlly pay attention, talked crap wif karthik den got study dat wee bit of chem.
CH was funn lurrhh, go lib, even thought do nth.
I feel lyk a king on de million dollar golden throne lurhh. hahahahaha.
Recess, Taf duno why go field, 8 rnds lehh.
Run bout 6 den act act go play bball lehh.
played crap again -.-
Maths, didnt move to shengzhe's place cuz wanted to study chem.
Got study abit lurh, test karthik & vice cersa.
Common test, initially see lehh mind went blank.
Den slowly slowly started to solve ques by ques, was A lil bit hard lurh i'ld say.
Lunch, den MT.
Watched lyk 1 period of 红楼梦, den given WS to do.
But didnt do larh hahaha.
den maths rmd, lyk usual lorh go 3/2 cuz failed in CT T.T
Did a few ques only larh, miss chua spent some time going thru.
Den play bball arnd 1 hr + den go hme lehh.
& nw im in no mood to do HW again, dats why im here bloggin.
C'mon buck up man! Screw it i rlly nid motivation.
Cuz i havent been completing ANYTHING.

Song Of The Day: 存在(existence)-5566
你说着我听着像海浪打着沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着你说着像刀子划的隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

你说着我听着像海浪打着沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着你说着像刀子划的隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都...值得

1 of the songs dat i've been listening for years lehh.
But still deh song dat nvr fails to inspire me.

& i just want euu to know i'll be there. i exist.
If u nid me.

2008-07-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

Im going to hyderabad if nth crops up xD

Just made my decision 2 days ago, duno why suddenly think of jacky persuade miie. Den got dat urge to go cuz i rlly wana go overseas.

Hee..Den d buddy'll be coming on 4th aug. Dats damn soon lurh! xD

Yesterday
Jacky's bdae! haha yesterday nvr post so here..happy bday (:
& nw can disclose the gift lehh larh. size 3 basketball hehe. shared wif karthik&samantha.
Mother tongue: Nth much lurh boring boring..
Maths: Jacky called in front to sing bday song hahas. Den sughan's ques" u lyk mary?." haha.
Lessons were as usual though.
Chemistry: Miss yeo came in again! hahas she was funny lyk usual.
Although dis time got reprimand us abit i think.. Den i didntunderstand more den half of de stuff haha.
Physics: LOLLOLLOL. Total chaos larh! today's phy was a laughter for de entire period.
Mdm quek go call rumours out to do & mark lorhh. hahaha. Paiseh lurrhh but was filled with laughter throuughout. Hehe.
Den got pay attention lorh (:
Assembly: No exaggeration i rlly slept for de entire thing lorhh. so boring. Another health talk. Yawn..
After sch go IMM wif jacky,clarence&sughan. was to celebrate jacky's bdae.
End up eat macs -.- Got the olympic cupp hahas.
Den did nth much lorhh. go playgrnd de guard tell us cnt playy. but cnt blame him lurh he explained to us too.
Stupid management hahas.
Den walked walked buy juice den walk hme wif clarence lorh. jacky&sughan walked back to JEC.
Den go hme mum feign illness get MC hahas.
Fried prawns & cooked alot fatty dishes, night alvin&aunt came.
Sumptious but supperr oily!
I DUNWANT GROW ANY FATTER LEH. OH NO.

Today
English allowed to slack around..hahas. Lyk usual talked more den listen hee.
Geography got presentation. Nth much larhh haha. But mr gerald talked bout some presentation notes. Appear to know wat ur presenting even if u duno -.-
At least wasn't so boring (:
Den PE. played chopsticks wif jacky den MR lim thought is scissors "" "" lorhh. get minor punishment hahas.
Then acocmpanied karthik run his napfa 2.4km. Kept motivating him, den joelyn decided to follow us defenitely pumped more inspiration into him haha.
Den ended up failing my 30sec! but Karthik cme on!
A lil bit more! (:
Recess, so tired played crap for basketball.
Den mother tongue, so tired dat fell asleep. Yawn.
Miss phoon woke me up, but was so lethargic fell asleep again.
I guess made her quite pissed :X Sorrryyy but i cnt help it..
& i feel mother tongue is becoming quite a boree as well. haiz.
Den maths miss lim last lesson leh? but lyk normal lorh.
BUT I PAID ATTENTION.
cuz i got de million dollar seat xDD haha act also must act abit.
Beside grace & joelyn ehhh haha.
Karthik's idea larh! haha. understood half the lesson.
Den combined humans, a bore again. yawn.
& jacky make IC dont even nid attend. eee.
Den lunchtime Desmond 2/7 suddenly talk to me.. say wat rebecca 2/3 & some girls say smth bout erhem. dunwan expose haha.
But i was surprised.
Den eng rmd go auditorium. Paid 0 attnetion larh so sian..Den cheat us! 1 hr become 1/1/2 lorh. hahas.
Den after dat small drizzle, payed abit bball go hme lehh.
Alvin&aunt came for dinner again. Congrats cousin alv for gettin into SIM sch soccer team haha.
Kayy nthh much leh cya (:

2008-07-22T21:34:00.003+08:00

School, for some reasons, was crazy today.
Firstly got such a bad flu suddenly, haiyo. But wasnt nt feeling well larh, jusst kp hachoiuu -.-
Emaths&Eng, went another cls cuz our projector spoil. Sat wif jacky,shengzhe&clarence far far away frm cher hehe.
Paid a wee but of attention, but mostly was creating fun at the back hahas.
Den geog, Gerald didnt come again.
& it was coolios. Spend de whole lesson doing 'magic' videos again. Created laughter but still, waste of time lurh haha.
Den recess basketball was chaos.
Duno why everybody played lyk it was finals liddat. hahas.
Suppeer fun, but towards de end got some conflict but resolved lehh.
Physics, fooled around, but did work too. Was made fun again haha.
Then chem, paid some attention. Irene yeo came in, she was funny too hahas.
& karthik u LOSER. heee.
Den lunch basketball again, played against belmen,raymond,jordan,shengzhe, all bball boys lehh.
But surprisingly didnt get owned lehh, won instead i think. comfortable game. haha.
Den 3+ go NSW, 1st few pages were surprisingly easy but behind got some dunno lehh.
Who cares anyway, heee.
Den after dat NE rap go deh thing, duno how to say.
Crap crap crap, still hafta marshall de cls some day.. sian.
Den played bball until arnd 6, rch hme 7+
Watched 格斗天王'Mr.fighting' again, dat day record deh..
Im addicted back larhh, quite nice dehh. coolios. But still 转角遇到爱'corner with love' better xD
& den nth much lehh. hahas.
Tmr onwards gotta change my lifestlye, cnt too slack lehh..
Hope its easier done den said xD

Song Of The Day- 5566 Won't Give Up / 永不放弃
(OST Ge Dou Tian Wang / Gedou Tianwang 格斗天王 / Mr. Fighting ending theme song)

风停了它又吹
汗干了却又湿了好几回
我看见你眼中的泪
不该让你陪着我受罪

看你摇着头说不后悔
要我放心勇敢往前飞

-----chorus-----
I won't give up, take my hand
因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
一定是蓝天

我拼了命去追
这一路上有太多是与非
错或对我又能问谁
只求自己问心后无愧
跌跌撞撞也许很狼狈
多少次我笑中带着泪

-----chorus-----
I won't give up, take my hand
因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
一定是蓝天
一定是蓝天

在梦里面我看不见你的脸
心要碎而地要灭不会变

-----chorus-----
I won't give up, take my hand
因为有你的爱当我的信念
梦再远也要追
不管前方暗藏着多少危险
一定是蓝天
you know I won't give up

For those who're down. Dun giv up!
& this song hopefully, can motivate me xD

& to end of dis post
格斗天王! xD

Check out zax's hair!

2008-07-21T19:59:00.005+08:00

Jacky's blogg.
http://c0mpiicated-life.blogspot.com/

So today was another typical dayy..
Ever since sec 3 today seems an exact replica of yesterday..sian.
& im missing life 2 yrs ago. Life seems so exciting.

I wasnt even l00king forward to today initially, cuz got 2 tests: Geog & chinese.
I revised for geog, but nt fully. I didnt even finish reading 红楼梦.
& im off to sch, preparing to hopefully scrape pass dehh day.
7.30 went photo-taking, photographer mdm sri hahas.
& d foto seems nt bad lurh..l00k a bit lyk show xD
Then choir ppl go SuZhou, so moved up to hafizah & pearlyn's place.
& lyk karthik said, all hell broke loose fer wanxin & minyi hahas.
Mrs yeo came in for chem, & she was damn funny. haha.
CH lyk usual lorhh teach teach teach..
den Maths got back commontest.
Failed badly again..haiz. Hope life wif shengzhe during maths wld help me improve bahh.
Den geog common test, was managable i should say. Hope'm nt careless bahh.
Chinses commontest was much harder. & i wrote crap for 20 marks haha.
After sch 1 hr off cuz chinese cancelled. Did lots of CRAP wif jacky haha.
Maths rmd, i should say was rather useful?
Den went IMM with ks, bout smth for jacky's bday. 2 more days den disclose luhh hee.
Den walk walk eat eat, ks wana find new bag but i suppose didnt find? hmm.
& walked hme & bathed & ate & chat & post.
& im nt sure to do hw or nt.

Fuck! i ate so much todayy!
I dunwana get bloated! T.T

Song Of The Day: I Hate This Song- Secondhand Serenade

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you're tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I'm not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

Chorus:
Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesturday's not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I'm feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don't need
The sadness they have seen
But you're way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can't find
The moment you said goodbye

Chorus
This is becoming a problem I'm hurting it's unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to lose

Chorus

I just happen to love this song. no special meanings (:

Randoms.

2008-07-20T11:37:00.003+08:00

Friday
Sch ends at 11.00, principal's excuse was to give OC ppl a rest.
but i suppose is de teachers wana slack bah..
& it wasn't a happy ending for me.
Cuz 2 got NPCC service day..eeH -.-
At 2, went NP room, den see the sec1s 1st time wear full U wana loff lehh.
Belt too long, shirt too big..haha
Then took sec1s until arnd 3 service day strt.
Placed in grp 2, mostly i duno deh ppl. Den l8r Zhiwei swapped into our grp.
Went frm 8th to 15th flr, give flyer larh, create awareness blah blah.
1 aunty thought we real police den face gone white leh. hahas.
Until 4 plus end, go back NP room & teach sec 1 stuff bout full U.
Arnd 6 go play bball, until arnd 7 go hme.
Den did nth lehh lorh.

Saturday
Washed shoes, wash toilet, den slacked until 12 go tution.
Nvr rlly pay much attention lurh, teacher teaching den i doing ws lehh.
Teach finish lehh den faster go read 红楼梦.
Monday got test lehh. eee :X
After tution, go hme den go alvin's hse lehh, right opp my blog.
Played Wii until arnd 7, go imm wif mum & alvin.
Eat dinner, blah blah den go hme lehh.
Again, & again did nth until 12 go slp when shld haf revised.
A decision dat'll come back to haunt me.

Sunday
Woke up early, ate den go dwn street soccer court wif alvin.
Met up wif de usual ppl in our 'team', 8 ppl den played until arnd 9+ den got other teams come.
Lyk usual lehh, 2 goals eliminate. We only lost twice i think.
Didnt rlly play lurh, cuz youngest nt much experience.
Plus morn forgot eat alot for breakfast, den too full lehh.
Made only 1 contribution, pressure some guy force him to own goal. heee.
& nw i seriously gota strt HW lehh.
Finish still got 红楼梦 hafta mugg, geog even worse.
So much larh.
& dats'y "A decision dat'll come back to haunt me" yesterday night.
If i had started yesterday my life'ld had been better lehh.
& i cnt afford to screw any more CTs lehh, i promised i'ld change.
I'll just try & revise all i can today. No more procrastinations.
Buhbye.

I found out it seems so easy to miss u..

2008-07-17T20:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterday
Typical sch day, but left right after recess for NPCC.
Cuz going CCK stadium to do duty for 49th national sports meet.
Fall in at arnd 12+, den headed off in same bus with NCC.
Upon rching was tempted to play soccer lurh, the field l00ks so fun to be on. Well-trimmed.
Anw de whole event was nth much larh, say duty but only got half hr duty stoned for abt 4 hrs watching run fter run, event after event. zzz.
Dat felt lyk days.
But watching relays were exciting at times. Made me feel lyk running although i'ld be DEAD BOTTOM.
haha. Javelin & high-jump was coolios too.
Den after the entire event went hme in cab with miss koh, nicol & wilson.
Since it was convenient so miss koh t00k us 3, total bill nearly $25 bucks. crazy.
& miss koh rejected our offers to pay, made me feel quite paiseh.
But shes good lurh.
& shes gettin married yr end, hope she invites NPCC hahas.
Den ate cup noodles & went hme. It was a day quite wasted.

Today

Nth much lehh. Still another borring day at sch.
But lessons werent rlly lessons. Geog & hist did pratically nth.
Esp hist. Form grps to form grps. CRAP!
Den after school nth so played bball, until 4+ went hme.
Another day wasted.
& just received my hp bill. 28bucks additional cuz i accidentally dwnloaded some stuff i think.
I was shocked.
& nw my mum is busy calling M1, putting all d blame on them.
I explained it was my fault but they feel M1 is responsible too since dey payed.
& i just cnt stand parents. -.-.

2008-07-16T20:49:00.003+08:00

& here im posting about past events.
Occasions when im too lazy to post.

Cuz i shant procrastinate any further.
Cuz i know if im gona change i cnt procrastinate anymore.
Cuz i'd promised u too. hee.

Be yourself day
A day i'd been l00king forward wks b4. hahas.
To the extent that i started preparing days ago -.--
& ended up regretting cuz i could've used the time to study.
Anw went sch as usual on dat day, just that vest,tshirt jeans & sneakers replaced uniform & shoes.
Met up wif jacky,clarence & yx den went sch toilet dye hair ash for fun.
& ended up realising it was a waste of money & time.
But was quite nice lurh...heee
Den usual sch day blah blah blah. & assembly de costume competetion was rather entertaining.
A'syafi shld haf won , dat was my opinion hahas.
& miss chua said someone spent more than $1500 on the costumes.
Siao..
Den after sch went Imm wif ks,jacky,yx,clarence,nicol & wx dat bunch of gals.
Did crap, den played bball near my hse..
& went hme arnd 5.
It wasn't exactly that coolios day i'd expected.

CWSS official opening.
Morning was supposed to go for revolver shooting finals.
But i duno wth happened. Mr sim made such a hilarious decision to withdraw us out at the critical moment, wreaking any chances of a 1st prize.
All cuz he thought lessons were more important. All cuz OC was in the AFTERNOON.
Zzz. wasted opportunity.
After lessons went hme with ks & yx, went to bath blah blah blah den returned back sch for OC.
Spent 1 or 2 hrs outside clsrm with the entire contigent doing nth. hahas.
Den came the scarve,gloves.
& this was the 1st time i've worn scarves & gloves to march. hahas.
HOT HOT HOT.
Den at 4 the time finally can. it was abt time to march out.
& mr faizal was blabing out inspiration aftar inspirations. He wanted us to do well.
& I was nervous. cuz all de hard work, all the sweat and all the rehearsals will come dwn to this parade. 1 opportunity.
4.15, the entire contigent was in the parade square leh..Vips by Vips came in & settled down, there was mrs Yip,there was miss chean.
4.30, arrival of 1st guest of honour, miss sum. She arrived so early dat it gave the entire contigent false hopes it'ld be over soon.
Seconds ticked..minutes ticked..Still no sign of GOH 2 Dr yaacob ibrahim.
I was tired, i was numbed, i wanted to fall out. But i knew i had to hold on,i didnt want all my effort to go to waste.
& i got inspiration frm u.
Arnd half an hr passed, i was falling alsleep..& behind me 2 NCC guys & huishan of GG had fall out.
I bit my teeth. i hung on.
& a miracle happened when divesh's voice sounded. i knew he was here. & he wasn't wat i thought he l00ked lyk.
He looked so fatherly dat i started cursing myself for cursing him.
Den arnd 5 mins later, marched off.
I knew everything was over.
1 word: satisfied.
& mr faizal praised us, teachers praised us. Even hanis who often pump us praised us.
Said our drills were near perfect. I've nvr felt so satisfied with whatever i did.=)
Den when dismissed when ayer rajah played bball with a huge bunch of ppl lyk shanyi,zhiwei, ks ,yude,zihui,yx dey all.
Had a ball of a time, mayb cuz de mood was already dere bah.
hahas. went hme at 9. It's over ;D

& i shall post bout today tmr. This post's getting to long. hahas.
I'ld be contented leh. =D

2008-07-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

Ohwell i survived another day in school today.
BOOORRIINGGGG.

Chemistry.
Came in 20 mins late( NPCC )& didnt pay much attention. BOOORRRING.
Combined Humans.
BORRRRRRRING.
Maths.
1st lesson sitting with ShengZhe. Dun feel weird cuz we've been frens for quite long leh.
& hes quite helpful too. Hahas at least i dun hafta listen to CRAP. LOL.
Common test.
Screwed. Just screwed.
Its nt dat i nvr studied, but I always collapse at the final moment.
Its time to buck up.
Chinese.
2 mock listening compres. & at auditorium. Coolios.
Maths rmd.
This shld be the best lesson for the day. Go thru NSW ws, but i was nvr paying attention.
Ate sweets, watch MP4 wif jacky & talked here & dere at d back. hahas scold me.
I ought to change.

& tmr O levels listening compre lehh. Hope i'll be lucky.

Quiz!

1.Would you date someone taller then you? I'll ans dat when i fall for some1 liddat heeee.
2. When was the last time something bothered you? When i cnt solve maths CT ques.
3. What would you do if your ex showed up at your door? Smile," why miss me arh?"
4. What are you watching?The computer screen -.-
5. What do you think of this person you took this from? Chai Bin Bin. Same pattern as her sister. hahas.
6. Where was your default picture taken? Err school.
7. Who was your last text from? Wanxin & shaun ;D
8. What's the most interesting thing that you did today? Basketballing bahh.
9. What's your favorite number? 6 & 7. Dey sound cool duno why heeee.
10. Are you single? Yupp. Its good & bad :D:(
11. What is your current mood? High. Hee.
12. Last people you hung out with? Hmm Jacky & clarence? Is going hme counted? hahas.
13. What sports do you enjoy playing? Sports Rule! Cycle,basketball, soccer & gym activities.
14. Whose a non family member you trust the most? Hmm Close frens bahh.
15. What's your definition of life? A process which stresses human beings out but's supposed to be enjoyed.
16. What was the highlight of your week? Official opening? This week nth much lehh.
17. Would you date someone who was a bad kisser? If i'ld be happy wif her why nt?
18. Who would be the first to know if you became a parent? Err my wife HEEE.
24. What's the last thing someone said to you?Shaun ang: U have any candid pics for cls yrbk?
25. Whose phone call do you always expect? Most expected shld be Alvin cousin bah. For soccer hahas.
26. Do you like cuddling? Err Esp my bolster xD
27. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? Hating just adds another prob to ur life. Learn to forgivve ;D
28. Anyone whose seen you at your worst and still said your beautiful? Yeah frens bahh. Definetely nt my parents.
29. Would you ever cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend? No i'ld haf 1 only when im sure of my feelings and her's.
30. Would you ever date a friends ex? Err if i haf feelings larh. its EX anyways.
31. Can you name 5 people in your mind now? Hmm Shaun,Wanxin,Alvin,Jacky & Joelyn.
32. What is the last thing you thought about? Thinking of who's on my mind lar DUH.
33. Anything special abt your birthday? Hmm cool dinner xD
35. How do you feel about yourself right now? Slacker xP
36. Do you miss anyone? Yeah.
37. What do you miss most about the past? Hmm Taiwan trip & 2/1 chalet.
38.What do you wanna do so badly now? Soccceeerrr xD But i havent done my HW T.T

& dun ask me where'q ques 19-23 & ques 34.
It was copied straight frm binbin's blog. hahas.

I've been procrastinating. I'll post bout OC tmr hahas.
Ciao.

2008-07-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

Im dead bored ;X
That i bothered to do this.

Pick 8 friends at the top of your head now:
1.KangSheng
2.Karthik
3.Samantha
4.Nicol
5.Jacky
6.WanXin
7.MinYi
8.YuXuan

One random thing around you now that represents 1 (KangSheng)
2B Pencil. He looks just like 1 heee.

Choose a song from your playlist to be the theme song for 2 (Karthik)
ASS LIKE THAT. LOL.

If 3 (samantha) had been a mythical creature, which one would it be?
Err..Phoenix? Dat's the only 1 i know aparat frm dragon hahas.

Pick a colour that represents 4 (Nicol)
White shld be his fave.

A typeface that matches 5 (Jacky)
Jokerman. Hahas.

One fashion brand that would not go along well with 6 (WanXin)
Err. Topman? l0l.

For 7 (MinYi): Would you get a wallet, necklace or bag?
Hmm wallet shld be the cheapest. HEHE.

Choose a dish that goes well with 8 (YuXuan).
Err Steak with garlic bread hahas.

[10] firsts.
First Best Friend:
Err Dorothy or weiqiang bah.

First Screen Name:
Ponssanio. lols.

First Pet:
2 Terrapins. Then dey became big & hafta let go T.T

First Piercing:
Hope it'ld be this yr.

First crush:
Dorothy? kindergarden lehh lols.

First CD:
The power of love.

First Car:
Hopefully 17.

First Love:
Love'ld be the 1 person & dat wld be ur lifelong partner. My definetion

First Place Called Home: Jurong west blk 823

[9] Lasts.
Last Beverage:
Plain water.

Last Car Ride:
Thursday 6.45am under nicol's blk.

Last Movie Seen:
CD: Rambo III , Cinema: Indiana Jones IV.

Last Phone Call:
Karthik, to lend for Border's membership card.

Last Song You Listened To:
Secondhand Serenade-Vulnearable :)

Last Bubble Bath:
I dun remember leh.

Last Time You Cried:
Half hr ago i was yawning.

Last Thing You Ate:
Apple -.-

Last Bad Thing You Did:
Made miss chua disappointed.

[8] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:
Err no i prefer girls hehe.

Have You Ever Been Arrested:
No. I went police station only for NPCC stuff.

Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:
No but i'ld love to do so before i expire xP

Have You Ever Been On A Limo:
Is bus counted? heee

Have You Ever Cheated:
Err yeah common test.

Have You Ever Been In Love:
No.

Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:
No too.

Have You Ever Broken A Bone:
No if fracture doesnt counts.

[7] Things You Are Wearing
1) Red Tee
2) Red Shorts
3) Purple undergarments. heee.
4) out
5) out
6) out
7) out

[6] Things You've Done Today.
1) Wash shoes
2) Tution
3) Watch TV
4) Cut hair
5) Play soccer
6) Listen to songs

[5] Favourite Things.
1) MP3
2) Television
3) Deodorant
4) Nalgene bottles
5) Computer

[4] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1)KangSheng
2)Karthik
3)Samantha
4)Grace

[3] Choices.
1. Black Or White: In general,Black
2. Hot Or Cold: Hot girls, cold weather.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Depends.

[2] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1)Speak everything i need to say.
2)Listen to music.

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
Quitting guitar.

Tmr's post:
-Opening ceremony
-Another quiz
So stay tune xD

Just as long as it contents you..

2008-07-11T21:42:00.004+08:00

Im feeling so useless.
I feel lyk a helpless bastard. i feel im disappointing too many ppl.
ppl who haf put so much hope on me, ppl who tries so hard to change me.
ppl who care. & ppl who forgave me so many times.
This morning lectured by Miss Chua, she said im nt paying attention to my work, im doing crap.
& she said im too playful.
Initially i treated it as nags, i thought miss chua was nagging.
But then i thought thru. Miss Chua didnt scold me, she tried to change me. she wanted me to change cuz she care.
She has been so good, she has been a 2nd mother to me, yet i nvr realised & even thought she was interrupting too much.
Now to think of it im the motherfucker who has failed so many times, but nvr picked myself up.
Miss chua was the angel, but yet i treated her lyk a nobody.
Im such a loser.

Just now took a look at shanyi.
He's my junior, but it seems im the helpless junior.
He'ld be a role model, he could cope so well with his work, never complained bout cca, made a girl so happy with him & use his time so wisely.
& i feel lyk a loser.
I never did well in any tests or exams since sec sch, I enjoy cca but used it as an excuse nt to do my work, i always disappoint you, you who had put so much faith in me.
But all these were just excuses. i know im just lyk any normal guy, if i could change.
& i never did. I lied to so many ppl who nvr gave up on me. My parents, miss chua, my frens & the her i know i feel.
My parents, they've gone to the extent of nagging instead of scolding wanting me to work hard.
Miss chua, i've said i've always disappointed her.
The frens who spent time encouraging me, fighting with me. But i never repaid.
& you. I duno what to say. I dun even dare to tell u wat i feel. But thanks for everything i guess its enough leh.

But i guess its nt too late. I know i can, if i rlly wana change. I've gotta stop leading a bloke's life. I hafta repay all the help dat was given to me. I'm gona lead a new life. If i can. & i know i can. i can..
This might be the only opportunity i've got. If i dont change myself nobody can help me lehh.

2008-07-09T20:15:00.003+08:00

Today's sex talk rlly made me think thru.
Wats true love exactly? Isit all about sex, isit all about lust, & is there any feelings at all?
& wat are people defining love as nowadays? " I love your money not you.", or premaritial sex?
But i guess its still their right bah..In wat position'm i to comment anyway.
As i define true love is, "Not for the sex, not for the money"
U'ld just wish she's happy, u'ld respect her decision, u'ld not swear even if u fail. Cuz u treasure at least the memories. If u were a couple, u'ld be doing stuff like going beaches, cycling, watch movies or whatever couples do. simple stuff lyk dat which wld make u ever happy.
Dats wat i feel about love. Of cuz sex's a factor, but dat shld come after true love collides.
Blah...

Today karthik didnt come school. I thought he had pon but he had some reasons.
0 well. But it wasn't exactly a boring day.
Hahas i wasnt rlly pay attention all day long.
I was doing smth else xD hehe.
& david i'ma forgive u i was kidding jus nw hahas.
Den went for the sex talk..nth much larh rather boring. & navin u stole the million dollar seat! :X
lols jk.
Den no OC & played bball till around 4 den go hme.
& slacked till nw. & im SCREWED.
Homework're piling up. Shit.

Song Of The Day: Hoobastank-The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why I need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you I've found out a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

& u really changed me. Im nt lying.

2008-07-08T19:50:00.003+08:00

Milkman xD
Today lessons were above average. Coolios esp GEOG.
Hehheh ;P
Den after sch O's chinese oral.
It seems so popular a topic but i nvr guessed. hahas.
It was.. 0kae? o.o
Den did nth for cca cuz no full U.
& heard tmr no OC. Heh.
Den lyk usual played bball, 1stly with Hsih Hwa & another sec 4, together with frens lyk ks. Den played with sec 2s lyk usual.
& tonight, no life T.T
I'll be stuck with homwork.

Song Of The Day: Plain White T's- A Lonely September.

I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
When we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

I just nid for u to be happy. Dats enough leh.

2008-07-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

Why. Why'm i feeling this way?
I rlly wana tell u, but i just cant bring it out. Cuz i noe its pointless, Cuz i noe I'm a fucking liar. Im a loser. I cant hide anything.
I rather be hurt by kping silent, den to hurt u.
Pls forgive me, pls dun feel guilty.
Just know, you've been a great fren, & its enough leh.
Its rlly enough.

I guess only ' say it isn't so' can describe how im feeling bah.
http://www.imeem.com/jackvn/music/_40Pjqit/gareth_gates_say_it_isnt_so/
It might change everything, but even short memories mayb more than i expected leh.

" Ten to five at least we've tried, we're still alive but hope just died"...

2008-07-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today was another typical day of school.
But a very chaotic day at sch hahas.
Some shld noe why. hahas.
Euu made my lessons interesting xD
Then another typical day of OC training as well.
But had to stay back late to train sec 1s.
They seriously nid more drilling.
Den played bball & went hme wif kangsheng.
He came my hse for dinner, den played on9 games out of boreness.
Guess what, we achieved a 9 figure score.
Haha. Dat was lame.
Now im waiting for some1 to cme on9, but u never came. T.T
Heeee.

Song Of The Day: Secondhand Serenade: Your Call.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Maybe its all i wanted to say.

2008-07-03T19:10:00.003+08:00

This few days rather busy with oc & hw dat im nt able to blog.
This'll be the 1st in a few days.

Yesterday
BE YOURSELF DAY xD
Wore home clothes to school, den met clarence jacky yx in sch.
Dyed fringe & back ash. hahas.
Den had normal school..blah blah blah.
But lessons were fun. Cuz i was doing other things.
Heee.
Den oc cancelled, went Imm with quite a large grp.
Namely d three above, nicol, yude & 2/2 girls.
Did nth much act, den went play bball.
Went on till 5.
Dats bout it.

Today
Lessons were fun as well, due to some non-academic reasons.
Heee.
Oc was freakin slack. nth to elaborate.
Den played bball till 6+
Dats about it too.

Song Of The Day: Secondhand Serenade:Broken
http://www.imeem.com/people/KVcCKX/video/-V4e5i6M/secondhand_serenade_broken_music_video/

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?
And timeIs all I ask for
TimeI just need one more day
And time
You’ve been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay
In the moonlight
Your face it glows

I wana be ur guardian angel. But will it matter?

2008-06-29T11:57:00.003+08:00

Why must a simple building like dis be officially opened.?
Blew away so much of my tyme.
Screw. -.-
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Coolios
More & more ppl are agreeing to my taste of songs.
Wooo ;D
Songs're just part of my life. & im influencing ppl.
hehe.
Almost cleared my holiday hw, i just nid 2 hrs more.
Gota study too, o's oral coming soon.
zzz.

Song of the day: Gareth Gates: Angel On my Shoulder
http://www.imeem.com/people/wtJeaf/music/MNNKaaux/gareth_gates_angel_on_my_shoulder/

My life was flashing before my eyes
A second later, I walked and realized
My heart had crashed and burned in shame
You pulled me from the flames
I took your hand and you helped me upon my feet
I confessed but you had forgiven me
There's courage in the truth you said
Our love will never end
You shield me from danger, you're my shelter
You are my hiding place

There's and Angel on my shoulder, here tonight
Making sure that I'm alright
When I'm falling fast, you rescue me, you love unconditionally
And when I'm clod and so alone
Back in your arms I feel at home
I pray that you will always be, A guardian Angel
Sent for me

My dream comes between us every now and then
I make mistakes, get in trouble, time and again
I ain't proud of who I am
When I'm down you understand
Blinded you can always seem to show the way
You're the light
You're the reason I'm here today
If you cry, I cry, So dry your eyes
There's an Angel on my shoulder, here tonight
Making sure that I'm alright
When I'm falling fast, you rescue me, you love unconditionally
And when I'm cold and so alone
Back in your arms I feel at home
I pray that you will always be, A Guardian Angel
Sent for me .

It spells my thoughts out.

2008-06-23T20:02:00.002+08:00

Wdf!
Is it possible to haf Miss Yang & Faith back?
Eng lessons are nw driving me nuts.
& Miss kokila seems so unpleasant.
Shit.
But hw can be handed in at a later date.
Wooo.

Song of the day: Say It Isn't So - Gareth Gates

Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

[Chorus:]Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

[Chorus]

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

[Chorus]

It can make u cry.

2008-06-17T20:05:00.004+08:00

Havent being on9 for 2 days leh.
So here goes.
Im only highlighting the main pts.

Saturday:
Went cousin alvin's hse to try out his Wii.
It was quite worth thr price, took some time to get used though.
lol. Was diff from ps, but i prefered it;D

Sunday:
Service learning. Went tampines dat cc as usual.
Me & jacky jumped grp & realised it was a nice chioce.
Cuz our blk is just opp the cc hahas.
The grp broke into half, me & jacky completed 1 rlly simple blk wif breakneck pace, den did another blk with kokwai, hanshi & yeemun.
Had to admit, was surprised dat we managed to collect so much.
I guess its due to me, ppl see me cool x)
lol. Den went de shopping centre at tampines, i ferget name le.
Wif jacky kokwai bryson & yasmine.
The meal was hearty, & the MRT back was amusing.
Wif de same ppl and karthik, sughan, belmen dey all. hahas.
Den went Wii again, dis time was shorter.
Watched wei wo du zhun final at night.
& yuan shuai won! Heng arh, i wouldnt want germaine or zhen huan to win.
Gavril was unlucky. haiz. he was good.

Monday:
Was a normal day, until alvin msged me to go gym & swimming at JE dere.
Veri long nvr swim leh, even longer nvr go dat pool.
Enjoyed, but no sun-tanning-.- The sky was rather unpleasant den -.-
& with the float was rather clumsy. hahas.
Den went gym, i used to go dere often but dis was the first in months.
Did some sets, slacked around. Den ran 2.5km, burned 200+ calories on the threadmill.
hahas.

Today:
OC training, was tiring but it wasnt too bad for me.
& np kept getting mentioned, in the negative way. hahas.
Guess our drills were slacky bah.
Den was informed dat me& kengboon would go for shooting competition finals on 7/11 1st, den might be put under reserves of oc cuz we might nt return in time.
Duno to be happy or nt. Another chance to shoot de .22 or .38 revolver
I think 4th time bah.
But abit sian cnt take part in parade. Nt cuz i lyk parade. But after so much preparation its sad to be used as sub. lols.
Lyk peter crouch, worked so hard but cnt secure 1st team at anfield. haiz.
But well, still hafta follow.
Hope can make it in time bah ;)

Fuck. Fuck. I wanted a fresh start to term 3.
But procrastination had gotten over me. My hw as good as 95% undone.
Fuck fuck.
Guess im back to who i was.
Still dat old old pon.

2008-06-12T20:41:00.004+08:00

Karthik requested me to do, so here goes:

How to play:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even though if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers give your own comment on how it relates to the question.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
Crazy-Simple Plan
Im a maniac today. Dun come close.

How far will you get in life?
Everytime-Simple Plan
Preety far? Everytime leh!

How do your friends see you?
Hey There Deliah-Plain White T's
They see me as a girl! T.T

Will you get married?
Hero/Heroine-Boys Like Girls
Sounds like yes . Im a hero & finding my heroine;D

What is your best friend's theme song?
Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade
He's always falling in love.0.o

What is the love story of your life?
Sexyback(dirty)-Justin Timberlake
No true love? T.T Im always flirting with hotties. :X Sexybacks watch out!

What was high school like?
A Lonely September-Plain White T's
Preety much lonely. Esp september holidays ;(

What's in store for this weekend?
Five Minutes To Midnight-Boys Like Girls
I'll be staying up late xD

How's your life going?
When Im Gone-Simple Plan
No link?

How can you get ahead in life?
Apologise-Timberland feat One Republic
This makes total sense! I should apologise to many people!I've done too much wrong! :X

What's the best thing about your friends?
Perfect-Simple Plan
They're perfect=D

What song will they play at your funeral?
Nothing Lasts Forever-Maroon 5
Good choice. Its okay to leave. Nothing lasts forever.

How does the world see you?
Holding On-Simple Plan
Dat im determined? hehe.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Ocean Avenue-Yellowcard
I guess they lust after me when i go topless on the beach facing the ocean. WOOO. xD

How can you make yourself happy?
Running Out Of Time-Simple Plan
This doesnt sound nice :X im short of time to make myself happy.

What should you do with your life?
Your Love Is A Lie-Simple Plan
Be very careful when i fall in love? hmm.

Will you ever have children?
Thanks For The Memories-Fall Out Boy
Yeah.Cuz dat will be wat my children say to me ;D

What song will you strip to?
Lose Yourself- Eminem
Fantastic choice! Cuz i'll lose myself to it xD

What does your mummy think of you?
Bartender-Akon
Lol! She should think im a loser flirt since i serve babes :S

What is your deep dark secret?
When Im Gone(Acoustic)-Simple Plan
How would she feel when im gone? Im keeping dat a secret.

What is your mortal enemy's song?
Photograph-Nickelback
Taking photographs of an indecent me to threaten me?

What's your personality like?
The Diary Of Jane-Breaking Benjamin
No link. Mayb emo? Cuz dis song is somehow emo punk rock.

What song will be played at your wedding?
The End-Simple Plan
It spells bad news :X But lyrics is" its not the end" So maybe my wedding'll be successful?

This is really time-burning. But quite fun to do. You can try.

Nx wk is last wk of holidaes. & i've go many things left undone.
Damn.

2008-06-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

Woots. Its 1 now.
Currently half-time, Czech rep 1-1 Portugal.
All the best Czech!

2008-06-10T12:12:00.002+08:00

Song of the day-NO LOVE(simple plan)

Its gona be a long post.

Saturday

Went orchard straight after tution, 1st stop border's.

Bought this eminem's biography for 4 bucks.

Then went window-shopping at wheelock,shaw's building & tangs.

Topman is simply cool man.Hehe.

2 hrs later mum finally came, followed by dad.

Went The Ship restuarant for dinner.Wooooo.

Delicious, but swensen's was better

Haha.

Den went home, watched Czech vs Switzerland, opening match of euro'08

& czech won! woooo.

I admit it was lucky, but who cares. My fave team won. x)

I shant post on sunday, did nth much except stoning.

Monday

Morning, service learning part 1.

Went tampines with Clarence, navin, wx , hn, ks & kw.

Realised we forgot bout jacky, lols.

Joined 3/2 & 3/3 at tampines cc , after short briefing formed grps of 2 & went around selected blocks to give flyers.

Me & jacky.

Had 4 blocks to complete, most doors were closed, so just slotted at the gates.

Surprisingly completed in 1 hr +. lols.

Den both of us went cheers nearby, bought cup noodles & ate for lunch.

Den trained home, & prepared to go out again.

Cck-Class BBQ x)

Wasnt really looking forward initially, but still went.

Met up with jacky at JE again, trained to cck.

Clarence was dere to pick us up to jeremy's condo. lols.

Few people was there, so waited & more came later.

Hide&seeked with karthik wx & hn. The girls were hard to find. hahas.

Tore my slipper in the process, thanks to?

Den went swimming! hahas. Damn fun la. 0nly me,clarence,belmen,sz,shaun & leon went.

Many unexpected victims came to watch & went back drenched. lols.

Managed to throw many clothed victims into the pool, so almost all guys were drenched? lols.

Except for SOME. SOME.

hahas.

Then ate bbq, nt bad seh.

Made alot of noise & some pissed-off guard scolded us again&again.

Got us pissed-off too.

Den around 10, went bball!

Wahahaha that was the climax of the gathering i think, hahas.

Played in the dark, topless vs clothed! lols!

The 1st time so many of us went so open bah..hahas.

had a ball of a time. Hehe.

Den cabbed home with clarence leon & sinjoo.

Reached home at 11. A preety full day. x)

Today

2 more wks to end of holidays bah. Too much play leh.

Time to start working hard.

2008-06-06T18:26:00.001+08:00

Just flipped thru my fotos, & realised that i did nt post dis wks ago:

~Mdm ker-We gona miss u when ur gone.~

As for those who're still clueless..

Mdm ker is leaving. This photo was taken on the last dae of term 2.

Her last day at css i think.

Sad..we're losing another of a good teacher.

Or i'ld say.The best in css.

2008-06-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

w0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0~
Today was quite happy , cuz i finally got dis:

& it was freaking nice!
I just got addicted to their punk rock style.Its cool bananas.
Yeeaahh x)

2008-06-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

Today was seriously boring.
1st up tution in the morn, & Tv in the afternoon.
Den came on9 & played msn games wif karthik.
Im still a better miner than him. hehheh.
It became seriously sleepy when we're doing some jigsaws.We played too much.
Den was in no mood to do anything leh.
-___________________________-

2008-06-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

Song of the day-YOUR LOVE IS JUST A LIE(simple plan)

& the Diary Of Pon is finally up for u to read.
[links tmr!]
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Whee!
5 months since i last posted leh..& things haf changed so much!
Karthik haf since turned into a profressional skin maker..Navin turned 15..& well..
I guess i've matured bah.
Made bunches of new frens, start to lose weight..
Dats isn't stuff i'ld do in the past!
So well..
A new PON,
A new blog,
& back to today.

Today, went vivo with nicol,weixuan&hiangngee. Karthik couldn't make it due to his uncle's bday. Sad sia..
Anw, 1st up went to citilink & had sakae for lunch..80bucks for 4 ppl, & guess it was worth every cent bah. Cuz i just luv sushi! xD
Tried smth new to me, soft shell crab sushi. WOAH.
Amazing.
K den after lunch headed to vivo..The girls didnt wana watch movie, so went to play water.
Got bored off soon, so walked around wif nicol..Realised we were walking around aimlessly..
Zzz.
Den realised samantha & pig was dere too! Went back to the water place & played.
Got myself totally wet! Thanks to who arh? -.-
Later went back into vivo, & into vivo mart..almost freezed.
Then when to find aunt x) She works at some ham stall in vivomart.Hahas.
Then walked around lo..The girls bought watches, & bought 1 for navin as well. His bday! xD
K den nth much le la..hn had to go hme..so leave lor.
The journey back hme was humourous..haha. shan't emphasize here.
Got hme & slacked for the rest of the day.

& it'll be another boring day at hme tmr -_____________- zzz.