Lyk yesterday, today schoollife was typical.
But after sch life was nt! xD
English, Im givin up on de lessons lurh,no point.
Geog, lyk usual kp teaching quite boring lorhh. &mr gerald dont even care wat everybody is doing lurhh.
PE, fun fun. 4 stations in 24 mins, handball,captain'sball, basketball & table bat.
Basketball was deh best xP hehh.
Recess, basketball again. wif wanyan&noelle too. Quite normal bahh.
Mother tongue, paid attention but still fell asleep halfway, den miss phoon wake me up for so long den i woke up lorhh. so malu -.-
But she didnt scoldd lehh,haha.
Amath, go shengzhe's place.
Today didnt rlly teach alot lurh, den go thru trigo A4.
Den kp hearing my name called lorhh. haha
CH watched a s'pore movie, quite funny larhh haha.
Den nth much lehh.
& here comes de exciting hrs xD

After sch bused to jacky's hse, den prepare abit t00k 2 bikes & cycled to jurong lake parkk.
Dis was my 1st time cycling in mths lorhh, last time in ECP.
Den quite excited, rch dere lehh go deh adventure playground 1st.
Den got 4 jurong sec gals approached us lorhh, for interview.
Their proj bahh. haha.
Seems lyk real broadcast, den malu lorhh took down using vid cam.
had to ans 2 ques.
Just ans crap :X
Denn playyed around dere, quite alike wif de WCP dat flying fox place lehh.
But dere de flying fox more funn hahas.
But de balancing stuff were quite exciting.
Den cycled around, rching another adventure playground when de bike 1 was on, de pedal dropped off!
Shocked lurhh, den spent like 15 mins resolving wif jacky.
He could be a bike mechanic when he grows up lurh, haha.
Den thought 0k lehh, so go de playground.
Got pyramid! abit shorter den WCP dehh but still quite tall lurh.
Climbed to de top, slacked dere, den took alot of photos. hahas.
De view on top was awesome lurhh.
Den played other things lyk swing,ropes etc.
Then continued cycling, jacky took 'my' bike, & de pedal fell of again-.-
Put back on again but halfway thru dropped again! dis time de screw all flunged due to pressure.
Sad lorhh. den go back de journey lyk duno wat larhh. haha.
1 pedal bike apparently didnt work, so just try other things also wont work-.-
Den just settled wif walking in de end.-.- all de way back to de macs near jacky's hse.
Settled down, slack&drink for a while den go back jacky's hse lor.
Bathed, den slacked againn until arnd 7 liddat go hme lehh.
Dinner was simple, but ate more den normal cuz OUT OF ENERGY lehh.
& lyk expected spent de whole night blogging.
photos! enjoy x)

Today school life was typical..
Aftersch life was extraordinary xD

Mother tongue, got back common test.
Wah damn tyco lorhh. passed ehh. Deh 红楼梦nvr even finish lehh. haha.
Den found got mistake in marking, minus 1 more marh.
But honesty more imprtant haha. so..28.5/50
Maths, moved to shengzhe place again.
Rlly can pay more attntion lurh haha.
Chemistry, final understood lurh. Den know how 2 do lehh. haha.
paying attention rlly helps bahh.
Recess, basketball. quite fun too.
phys lab; hahaha 2 million dollar seat xD
Den blur lyk shit arhh, dun understand anything.
Damn ps hafta use minyi's help ;X thnx arhh.xD
Doing crap for whole ans lurh.
Assembly, de Mr barton came. he was quite a joker lurh haha.
Entertaining though although boring topic, 1st time didnt slp ehhh. haha.
Den here comes deh fun part! xDD
Went IMM wif jacky 1st, on de way saw rebecca desmond dey all.
I WONDER HOW DEY KNOW SO MUCH BOUT MY...LURH.
Then dey kp talking bout it lurh -.- malu.
Ate at long john's, jacky ate so so long lurh ><
Den go my hse, i bath blah blah blah den scooter-ed to chevrons, 2 ppl train basketball co-ordination.
Until arnd 5.30 liddat end, den here comes de advnture hme xD
I suggested walking pass deh canal hme, its lyk a parkway.
Den 1st adventure begins, throw de ball at jacky den he didnt catch.
Dropped into deh big big canal, den reluctant to go dwn initially cuz got alot of reports on sccidents at canals.
But see de tide super low, as good as n0 water.
Den we go dwn retrieve deh ball, den dwn dere the wind lyk cooler lehh.
spend abit of time, den climb up den cont walking. haha.
Adventure 2, climbed a slope( texture lyk dat of road), i think gradient 10x haha.
Steep lurh, den almost fell when rching top -.-
Den bball slipped! hafta run another longer, less steep slope dwn retrieve again -.-
Den jacky, rch deh top his specs fell dwn deh steep slope!
t00k some time for him to find, lucky nvr spoil
Adventure 3, realised i walked wrong way, go bck quite far, den cont is highway lehh.
so we t00k a 3rd alternative, jumped dwn lyk 2m.
hahas, jacky go 1st, followed by our stuff, den me.
Look veri high, but jump quite low lurhh hahas. den frm dere walked back dehh 对路, slacked at hme den jacky go hme at arnd 7.
Den nth much lehh.
& tmr me & jacky going back de parkway again, but walking longer dist.
More adventure awaits us xD
Stay tuned for deh nxt post!

Yesterday had this dream.
Dat 3/3 sent a challenge to 3/2, basketball.
& den it was a sensational match, & den we won.
The crowd was huge, the support was influential.
Maybe rlly "日有所思，夜有所梦" bahh.
Im rlly thinking about a match like dis occasionally, cuz i believe 3/3, if nt much skill, sure got dehh teamwork to win dehh.
& i just have deh urge to stun deh basketballers up. I just wana penetrate their arrogance.
Although nt all're arrogant larh.
Well, mayb im rlly thinking too much.

Maths lesson today was typical bahh, started on circles on curves.
Sat wif shengzhe, so understood better.
English was a bore..Made to do a letter of 100 + words, but den didnt do at all.
Ms debarati came, den me&karthik started debating bout deh topic vocally.
& i suppose it was convincing dat she smiled, walked away & didnt ask us to do lehh.hehh.
Geog was quite a bore too, i think more crap was talked den more things were taught lorhh.
haha. Slept fer the 2nd part of the lesson. Korrrrr.
Den had a red patch on my forehead? o.o
Shaun took a photo as evidence, & i looked lyk shit. -.-
Recess's basketball was fun, had dis inspiration to play.
Phys, mdm quek didnt come.
But i rather she come larh, so borinng karthik revising Geog wif hafizah.
Den i was doing nth. yawn.
Chemistry, a bore too.
& miss tian blew up larh, screammed at me for wearing a ring.
De cls was shocked, i was stunned too.
I guess smth else's troubling her too.
But mayb i shld stop wearing bahh..b4 it gets confiscated.
Den lunchtime basketball i was totally playing crap.
I flunked every chance created. sry..
Den NDP parade, got other CCAs watching.
& samantha pay! Wave at me ..
What u expect me to do in a parade? wave back arhh? xD
hahas.
Den nth much lorhh. Go hme, had a scrumptious dinner, alvin & aunt camee.
& mayb i shld do some hw bahh.buhbye.

Song Of The Day: 范逸臣-不说出的温柔


你是否忘记了
那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中
舍不得为什么
你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦

那天空云很多
看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

(是我你好吗
没什么事,只是想知道.你好不好
这是我最后一次打给你了
希望你好好照顾自己)
(recited)

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
我以为你都会懂等着
你我才发现难过

很难说有没有
想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过那天空
云很多看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
才等着你的手
拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔
让你离开我我
以为你都会懂

想哭的冲动
开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪
为何还有点痛
该说的时候
早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口
剩下沉默

不说出的温柔
让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我
我会好好过

I suppose dis song's somehow sadd bahh.
But it rlly caught my attention when i listened arnd 1 or 2 yrs ago.
& till nw, its still my fave song. perhaps nt the only 1 bahh.

It has been days since my latest post.
So here goes:

Friday:
Im nt gona elaborate on de lessons part, cuz i dun rlly recall lehh.
But then PC period was fun, 1stly miss lin came in.
She'ld be leaving us lehh. Den wana take foto wif us.
She's good for a trainee lurh, except mayb abit blur & careless bahh.
But still, we'll miss herr..taikkare bahh.
Then Shengzhe asked: Miss lin u live in pon's block 3rd floor which flat arh?
& she was stunned. " HE STALKED ME ARHH". hahaha.
Then discussed bout deh polymer superstar cheerleading lurh.
Maybe talked too muchh bahh, den get chosen to lead 1 cheer..
MY NAME IS. hahas.
After sch 1st NDP parade training.
Very bo liao lorhh, arnd 4+ liddat den strt, 2 rnd dismissed lehh.
But gota stay back take sec1s, duno how to say larhh still 0k but some got attitude dehh.
Denn play bball a while den go hme lehh. & den nth muchh lehh.

Saturday:
Morn like usual lorhh, did nth much use com awhile den wash toilet..den 12 go tution.
Den arnd 3 liddat rch hme. Watched MR FIGHTING格斗天王.
Wahahaha i cnt kp my eyes of de TV. Nice hehh.
Although so long deh show lehh.
Then go dwnstairs eat dinner wif family lorh..alvin&aunt both cnt make it.
Den after that go IMM buy shoe. Hse dehh both got big hole lehh.
Walked some shops den settle for 1 at Royal SH lorhh.
Coolios. Red&white xD
Hope it can last longerr bahh.
Then go JEC, watched THE DARK KNIGHT.
& it was such a fantastic show lurh, Its friggin exciting.
& tribute to Heath Ledger, the late actor who acted JOKER to perfection.
Rest in peace.
This character'll serve more then just a memory of him.
0k so, Its rlly rlly RLLY RLLY worth watching.
http://thedarkknight.warnerbros.com
I guess even the trailer cn make uu watch de show without hesitation xD

Sunday:
Boring dayy lurrhh, as expected.
Got so much to mugg & do lurh.
So deh day's highlight was morn Street soccer, went down with cousin alvin.
Today lesser teams came until arnd 10 +, so had lots of chances to play.
Played reserve again, den still youngest in team.
Played 1/1/2 matches, den want shit so sub out lorh.
Went hme at arnd 12 bahh, 3 hrs or so.
But it was the experience dat counts =D
Den go hme want mugg, but so tired fall asleep, until arnd 2 liddat den go do de mindmap for Chem.
Mum went out wif aunt, den 3 lyk usual wkends, watched MR FIGHTING格斗天王 xD
Its gettin dwn to de climax! So friggin cool nw.
Then at 5 liddat strt studying, until arnd 6+ liddat go eat wif mum dad aunt &alvin.
Den with the exception of dad go IMM eat mac icecream, lol waste alot of time.
Den returned hme, arnd 9 mugg until arnd 11.30 liddat.
Den go slp lehh. Had been a tiring day.
& i friggin did not do HW again!
Screw it. -.-

Today:
Typical sch day again bahh.
Chem didnt rlly pay attention, talked crap wif karthik den got study dat wee bit of chem.
CH was funn lurrhh, go lib, even thought do nth.
I feel lyk a king on de million dollar golden throne lurhh. hahahahaha.
Recess, Taf duno why go field, 8 rnds lehh.
Run bout 6 den act act go play bball lehh.
played crap again -.-
Maths, didnt move to shengzhe's place cuz wanted to study chem.
Got study abit lurh, test karthik & vice cersa.
Common test, initially see lehh mind went blank.
Den slowly slowly started to solve ques by ques, was A lil bit hard lurh i'ld say.
Lunch, den MT.
Watched lyk 1 period of 红楼梦, den given WS to do.
But didnt do larh hahaha.
den maths rmd, lyk usual lorh go 3/2 cuz failed in CT T.T
Did a few ques only larh, miss chua spent some time going thru.
Den play bball arnd 1 hr + den go hme lehh.
& nw im in no mood to do HW again, dats why im here bloggin.
C'mon buck up man! Screw it i rlly nid motivation.
Cuz i havent been completing ANYTHING.

Song Of The Day: 存在(existence)-5566
你说着 我听着 像海浪打着 沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐 连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着你说着 像刀子划的 隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则 所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着 我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的 离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着 我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

你说着 我听着 像海浪打着 沙滩烧着
你的忧伤大于快乐 连彩虹都只剩下一种颜色
我听着 你说着 像刀子划的 隐隐痛着
就因为爱没有规则 所以心痛了死了回不去了

但是我存在着 我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着 我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得

我真的存在着 我一直存在着
和你一起的照片仍在我的手机上贴着
爱会永远永远你说的
离开我的时候却没舍不得

我真的存在着 我一直存在着
不管是疯的气的我受着我紧紧手握着
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都...值得

1 of the songs dat i've been listening for years lehh.
But still deh song dat nvr fails to inspire me.

& i just want euu to know i'll be there. i exist.
If u nid me.

Im going to hyderabad if nth crops up xD

Just made my decision 2 days ago, duno why suddenly think of jacky persuade miie. Den got dat urge to go cuz i rlly wana go overseas.

Hee..Den d buddy'll be coming on 4th aug. Dats damn soon lurh! xD

Yesterday
Jacky's bdae! haha yesterday nvr post so here..happy bday (:
& nw can disclose the gift lehh larh. size 3 basketball hehe. shared wif karthik&samantha.
Mother tongue: Nth much lurh boring boring..
Maths: Jacky called in front to sing bday song hahas. Den sughan's ques" u lyk mary?." haha.
Lessons were as usual though.
Chemistry: Miss yeo came in again! hahas she was funny lyk usual.
Although dis time got reprimand us abit i think.. Den i didntunderstand more den half of de stuff haha.
Physics: LOLLOLLOL. Total chaos larh! today's phy was a laughter for de entire period.
Mdm quek go call rumours out to do & mark lorhh. hahaha. Paiseh lurrhh but was filled with laughter throuughout. Hehe.
Den got pay attention lorh (:
Assembly: No exaggeration i rlly slept for de entire thing lorhh. so boring. Another health talk. Yawn..
After sch go IMM wif jacky,clarence&sughan. was to celebrate jacky's bdae.
End up eat macs -.- Got the olympic cupp hahas.
Den did nth much lorhh. go playgrnd de guard tell us cnt playy. but cnt blame him lurh he explained to us too.
Stupid management hahas.
Den walked walked buy juice den walk hme wif clarence lorh. jacky&sughan walked back to JEC.
Den go hme mum feign illness get MC hahas.
Fried prawns & cooked alot fatty dishes, night alvin&aunt came.
Sumptious but supperr oily!
I DUNWANT GROW ANY FATTER LEH. OH NO.

Today
English allowed to slack around..hahas. Lyk usual talked more den listen hee.
Geography got presentation. Nth much larhh haha. But mr gerald talked bout some presentation notes. Appear to know wat ur presenting even if u duno -.-
At least wasn't so boring (:
Den PE. played chopsticks wif jacky den MR lim thought is scissors "" "" lorhh. get minor punishment hahas.
Then acocmpanied karthik run his napfa 2.4km. Kept motivating him, den joelyn decided to follow us defenitely pumped more inspiration into him haha.
Den ended up failing my 30sec! but Karthik cme on!
A lil bit more! (:
Recess, so tired played crap for basketball.
Den mother tongue, so tired dat fell asleep. Yawn.
Miss phoon woke me up, but was so lethargic fell asleep again.
I guess made her quite pissed :X Sorrryyy but i cnt help it..
& i feel mother tongue is becoming quite a boree as well. haiz.
Den maths miss lim last lesson leh? but lyk normal lorh.
BUT I PAID ATTENTION.
cuz i got de million dollar seat xDD haha act also must act abit.
Beside grace & joelyn ehhh haha.
Karthik's idea larh! haha. understood half the lesson.
Den combined humans, a bore again. yawn.
& jacky make IC dont even nid attend. eee.
Den lunchtime Desmond 2/7 suddenly talk to me.. say wat rebecca 2/3 & some girls say smth bout erhem. dunwan expose haha.
But i was surprised.
Den eng rmd go auditorium. Paid 0 attnetion larh so sian..Den cheat us! 1 hr become 1/1/2 lorh. hahas.
Den after dat small drizzle, payed abit bball go hme lehh.
Alvin&aunt came for dinner again. Congrats cousin alv for gettin into SIM sch soccer team haha.
Kayy nthh much leh cya (:

& to end of dis post
格斗天王! xD

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Jacky's blogg.
http://c0mpiicated-life.blogspot.com/

So today was another typical dayy..
Ever since sec 3 today seems an exact replica of yesterday..sian.
& im missing life 2 yrs ago. Life seems so exciting.

I wasnt even l00king forward to today initially, cuz got 2 tests: Geog & chinese.
I revised for geog, but nt fully. I didnt even finish reading 红楼梦.
& im off to sch, preparing to hopefully scrape pass dehh day.
7.30 went photo-taking, photographer mdm sri hahas.
& d foto seems nt bad lurh..l00k a bit lyk show xD
Then choir ppl go SuZhou, so moved up to hafizah & pearlyn's place.
& lyk karthik said, all hell broke loose fer wanxin & minyi hahas.
Mrs yeo came in for chem, & she was damn funny. haha.
CH lyk usual lorhh teach teach teach..
den Maths got back commontest.
Failed badly again..haiz. Hope life wif shengzhe during maths wld help me improve bahh.
Den geog common test, was managable i should say. Hope'm nt careless bahh.
Chinses commontest was much harder. & i wrote crap for 20 marks haha.
After sch 1 hr off cuz chinese cancelled. Did lots of CRAP wif jacky haha.
Maths rmd, i should say was rather useful?
Den went IMM with ks, bout smth for jacky's bday. 2 more days den disclose luhh hee.
Den walk walk eat eat, ks wana find new bag but i suppose didnt find? hmm.
& walked hme & bathed & ate & chat & post.
& im nt sure to do hw or nt.

Fuck! i ate so much todayy!
I dunwana get bloated! T.T


Song Of The Day: I Hate This Song- Secondhand Serenade

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you're tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I'm not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

Chorus:
Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesturday's not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I'm feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don't need
The sadness they have seen
But you're way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can't find
The moment you said goodbye

Chorus
This is becoming a problem I'm hurting it's unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to lose

Chorus

I just happen to love this song. no special meanings (:

Randoms.

Friday
Sch ends at 11.00, principal's excuse was to give OC ppl a rest.
but i suppose is de teachers wana slack bah..
& it wasn't a happy ending for me.
Cuz 2 got NPCC service day..eeH -.-
At 2, went NP room, den see the sec1s 1st time wear full U wana loff lehh.
Belt too long, shirt too big..haha
Then took sec1s until arnd 3 service day strt.
Placed in grp 2, mostly i duno deh ppl. Den l8r Zhiwei swapped into our grp.
Went frm 8th to 15th flr, give flyer larh, create awareness blah blah.
1 aunty thought we real police den face gone white leh. hahas.
Until 4 plus end, go back NP room & teach sec 1 stuff bout full U.
Arnd 6 go play bball, until arnd 7 go hme.
Den did nth lehh lorh.

Saturday
Washed shoes, wash toilet, den slacked until 12 go tution.
Nvr rlly pay much attention lurh, teacher teaching den i doing ws lehh.
Teach finish lehh den faster go read 红楼梦.
Monday got test lehh. eee :X
After tution, go hme den go alvin's hse lehh, right opp my blog.
Played Wii until arnd 7, go imm wif mum & alvin.
Eat dinner, blah blah den go hme lehh.
Again, & again did nth until 12 go slp when shld haf revised.
A decision dat'll come back to haunt me.

Sunday
Woke up early, ate den go dwn street soccer court wif alvin.
Met up wif de usual ppl in our 'team', 8 ppl den played until arnd 9+ den got other teams come.
Lyk usual lehh, 2 goals eliminate. We only lost twice i think.
Didnt rlly play lurh, cuz youngest nt much experience.
Plus morn forgot eat alot for breakfast, den too full lehh.
Made only 1 contribution, pressure some guy force him to own goal. heee.
& nw i seriously gota strt HW lehh.
Finish still got 红楼梦 hafta mugg, geog even worse.
So much larh.
& dats'y "A decision dat'll come back to haunt me" yesterday night.
If i had started yesterday my life'ld had been better lehh.
& i cnt afford to screw any more CTs lehh, i promised i'ld change.
I'll just try & revise all i can today. No more procrastinations.
Buhbye.



I found out it seems so easy to miss u..

Yesterday
Typical sch day, but left right after recess for NPCC.
Cuz going CCK stadium to do duty for 49th national sports meet.
Fall in at arnd 12+, den headed off in same bus with NCC.
Upon rching was tempted to play soccer lurh, the field l00ks so fun to be on. Well-trimmed.
Anw de whole event was nth much larh, say duty but only got half hr duty stoned for abt 4 hrs watching run fter run, event after event. zzz.
Dat felt lyk days.
But watching relays were exciting at times. Made me feel lyk running although i'ld be DEAD BOTTOM.
haha. Javelin & high-jump was coolios too.
Den after the entire event went hme in cab with miss koh, nicol & wilson.
Since it was convenient so miss koh t00k us 3, total bill nearly $25 bucks. crazy.
& miss koh rejected our offers to pay, made me feel quite paiseh.
But shes good lurh.
& shes gettin married yr end, hope she invites NPCC hahas.
Den ate cup noodles & went hme. It was a day quite wasted.



Today

Nth much lehh. Still another borring day at sch.
But lessons werent rlly lessons. Geog & hist did pratically nth.
Esp hist. Form grps to form grps. CRAP!
Den after school nth so played bball, until 4+ went hme.
Another day wasted.
& just received my hp bill. 28bucks additional cuz i accidentally dwnloaded some stuff i think.
I was shocked.
& nw my mum is busy calling M1, putting all d blame on them.
I explained it was my fault but they feel M1 is responsible too since dey payed.
& i just cnt stand parents. -.-.

& here im posting about past events.
Occasions when im too lazy to post.

Cuz i shant procrastinate any further.
Cuz i know if im gona change i cnt procrastinate anymore.
Cuz i'd promised u too. hee.

Be yourself day
A day i'd been l00king forward wks b4. hahas.
To the extent that i started preparing days ago -.--
& ended up regretting cuz i could've used the time to study.
Anw went sch as usual on dat day, just that vest,tshirt jeans & sneakers replaced uniform & shoes.
Met up wif jacky,clarence & yx den went sch toilet dye hair ash for fun.
& ended up realising it was a waste of money & time.
But was quite nice lurh...heee
Den usual sch day blah blah blah. & assembly de costume competetion was rather entertaining.
A'syafi shld haf won , dat was my opinion hahas.
& miss chua said someone spent more than $1500 on the costumes.
Siao..
Den after sch went Imm wif ks,jacky,yx,clarence,nicol & wx dat bunch of gals.
Did crap, den played bball near my hse..
& went hme arnd 5.
It wasn't exactly that coolios day i'd expected.





CWSS official opening.
Morning was supposed to go for revolver shooting finals.
But i duno wth happened. Mr sim made such a hilarious decision to withdraw us out at the critical moment, wreaking any chances of a 1st prize.
All cuz he thought lessons were more important. All cuz OC was in the AFTERNOON.
Zzz. wasted opportunity.
After lessons went hme with ks & yx, went to bath blah blah blah den returned back sch for OC.
Spent 1 or 2 hrs outside clsrm with the entire contigent doing nth. hahas.
Den came the scarve,gloves.
& this was the 1st time i've worn scarves & gloves to march. hahas.
HOT HOT HOT.
Den at 4 the time finally can. it was abt time to march out.
& mr faizal was blabing out inspiration aftar inspirations. He wanted us to do well.
& I was nervous. cuz all de hard work, all the sweat and all the rehearsals will come dwn to this parade. 1 opportunity.
4.15, the entire contigent was in the parade square leh..Vips by Vips came in & settled down, there was mrs Yip,there was miss chean.
4.30, arrival of 1st guest of honour, miss sum. She arrived so early dat it gave the entire contigent false hopes it'ld be over soon.
Seconds ticked..minutes ticked..Still no sign of GOH 2 Dr yaacob ibrahim.
I was tired, i was numbed, i wanted to fall out. But i knew i had to hold on,i didnt want all my effort to go to waste.
& i got inspiration frm u.
Arnd half an hr passed, i was falling alsleep..& behind me 2 NCC guys & huishan of GG had fall out.
I bit my teeth. i hung on.
& a miracle happened when divesh's voice sounded. i knew he was here. & he wasn't wat i thought he l00ked lyk.
He looked so fatherly dat i started cursing myself for cursing him.
Den arnd 5 mins later, marched off.
I knew everything was over.
1 word: satisfied.
& mr faizal praised us, teachers praised us. Even hanis who often pump us praised us.
Said our drills were near perfect. I've nvr felt so satisfied with whatever i did.=)
Den when dismissed when ayer rajah played bball with a huge bunch of ppl lyk shanyi,zhiwei, ks ,yude,zihui,yx dey all.
Had a ball of a time, mayb cuz de mood was already dere bah.
hahas. went hme at 9. It's over ;D

& i shall post bout today tmr. This post's getting to long. hahas.
I'ld be contented leh. =D

Ohwell i survived another day in school today.
BOOORRIINGGGG.

Chemistry.
Came in 20 mins late( NPCC )& didnt pay much attention. BOOORRRING.
Combined Humans.
BORRRRRRRING.
Maths.
1st lesson sitting with ShengZhe. Dun feel weird cuz we've been frens for quite long leh.
& hes quite helpful too. Hahas at least i dun hafta listen to CRAP. LOL.
Common test.
Screwed. Just screwed.
Its nt dat i nvr studied, but I always collapse at the final moment.
Its time to buck up.
Chinese.
2 mock listening compres. & at auditorium. Coolios.
Maths rmd.
This shld be the best lesson for the day. Go thru NSW ws, but i was nvr paying attention.
Ate sweets, watch MP4 wif jacky & talked here & dere at d back. hahas scold me.
I ought to change.

& tmr O levels listening compre lehh. Hope i'll be lucky.

Quiz!

1.Would you date someone taller then you? I'll ans dat when i fall for some1 liddat heeee.
2. When was the last time something bothered you? When i cnt solve maths CT ques.
3. What would you do if your ex showed up at your door? Smile," why miss me arh?"
4. What are you watching?The computer screen -.-
5. What do you think of this person you took this from? Chai Bin Bin. Same pattern as her sister. hahas.
6. Where was your default picture taken? Err school.
7. Who was your last text from? Wanxin & shaun ;D
8. What's the most interesting thing that you did today? Basketballing bahh.
9. What's your favorite number? 6 & 7. Dey sound cool duno why heeee.
10. Are you single? Yupp. Its good & bad :D:(
11. What is your current mood? High. Hee.
12. Last people you hung out with? Hmm Jacky & clarence? Is going hme counted? hahas.
13. What sports do you enjoy playing? Sports Rule! Cycle,basketball, soccer & gym activities.
14. Whose a non family member you trust the most? Hmm Close frens bahh.
15. What's your definition of life? A process which stresses human beings out but's supposed to be enjoyed.
16. What was the highlight of your week? Official opening? This week nth much lehh.
17. Would you date someone who was a bad kisser? If i'ld be happy wif her why nt?
18. Who would be the first to know if you became a parent? Err my wife HEEE.
24. What's the last thing someone said to you?Shaun ang: U have any candid pics for cls yrbk?
25. Whose phone call do you always expect? Most expected shld be Alvin cousin bah. For soccer hahas.
26. Do you like cuddling? Err Esp my bolster xD
27. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? Hating just adds another prob to ur life. Learn to forgivve ;D
28. Anyone whose seen you at your worst and still said your beautiful? Yeah frens bahh. Definetely nt my parents.
29. Would you ever cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend? No i'ld haf 1 only when im sure of my feelings and her's.
30. Would you ever date a friends ex? Err if i haf feelings larh. its EX anyways.
31. Can you name 5 people in your mind now? Hmm Shaun,Wanxin,Alvin,Jacky & Joelyn.
32. What is the last thing you thought about? Thinking of who's on my mind lar DUH.
33. Anything special abt your birthday? Hmm cool dinner xD
35. How do you feel about yourself right now? Slacker xP
36. Do you miss anyone? Yeah.
37. What do you miss most about the past? Hmm Taiwan trip & 2/1 chalet.
38.What do you wanna do so badly now? Soccceeerrr xD But i havent done my HW T.T

& dun ask me where'q ques 19-23 & ques 34.
It was copied straight frm binbin's blog. hahas.

I've been procrastinating. I'll post bout OC tmr hahas.
Ciao.

Im dead bored ;X
That i bothered to do this.


Pick 8 friends at the top of your head now:
1.KangSheng
2.Karthik
3.Samantha
4.Nicol
5.Jacky
6.WanXin
7.MinYi
8.YuXuan

One random thing around you now that represents 1 (KangSheng)
2B Pencil. He looks just like 1 heee.

Choose a song from your playlist to be the theme song for 2 (Karthik)
ASS LIKE THAT. LOL.

If 3 (samantha) had been a mythical creature, which one would it be?
Err..Phoenix? Dat's the only 1 i know aparat frm dragon hahas.

Pick a colour that represents 4 (Nicol)
White shld be his fave.

A typeface that matches 5 (Jacky)
Jokerman. Hahas.

One fashion brand that would not go along well with 6 (WanXin)
Err. Topman? l0l.

For 7 (MinYi): Would you get a wallet, necklace or bag?
Hmm wallet shld be the cheapest. HEHE.

Choose a dish that goes well with 8 (YuXuan).
Err Steak with garlic bread hahas.



[10] firsts.
First Best Friend:
Err Dorothy or weiqiang bah.

First Screen Name:
Ponssanio. lols.

First Pet:
2 Terrapins. Then dey became big & hafta let go T.T

First Piercing:
Hope it'ld be this yr.

First crush:
Dorothy? kindergarden lehh lols.

First CD:
The power of love.

First Car:
Hopefully 17.

First Love:
Love'ld be the 1 person & dat wld be ur lifelong partner. My definetion

First Place Called Home: Jurong west blk 823

[9] Lasts.
Last Beverage:
Plain water.

Last Car Ride:
Thursday 6.45am under nicol's blk.

Last Movie Seen:
CD: Rambo III , Cinema: Indiana Jones IV.

Last Phone Call:
Karthik, to lend for Border's membership card.

Last Song You Listened To:
Secondhand Serenade-Vulnearable :)

Last Bubble Bath:
I dun remember leh.

Last Time You Cried:
Half hr ago i was yawning.

Last Thing You Ate:
Apple -.-

Last Bad Thing You Did:
Made miss chua disappointed.

[8] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:
Err no i prefer girls hehe.

Have You Ever Been Arrested:
No. I went police station only for NPCC stuff.

Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:
No but i'ld love to do so before i expire xP

Have You Ever Been On A Limo:
Is bus counted? heee

Have You Ever Cheated:
Err yeah common test.

Have You Ever Been In Love:
No.

Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident:
No too.

Have You Ever Broken A Bone:
No if fracture doesnt counts.

[7] Things You Are Wearing
1) Red Tee
2) Red Shorts
3) Purple undergarments. heee.
4) out
5) out
6) out
7) out

[6] Things You've Done Today.
1) Wash shoes
2) Tution
3) Watch TV
4) Cut hair
5) Play soccer
6) Listen to songs

[5] Favourite Things.
1) MP3
2) Television
3) Deodorant
4) Nalgene bottles
5) Computer

[4] People You Tell Almost Anything To.
1)KangSheng
2)Karthik
3)Samantha
4)Grace

[3] Choices.
1. Black Or White: In general,Black
2. Hot Or Cold: Hot girls, cold weather.
3. Chocolate Or Vanilla: Depends.

[2] Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1)Speak everything i need to say.
2)Listen to music.

[ 1 ] Thing You Regret.
Quitting guitar.



Tmr's post:
-Opening ceremony
-Another quiz
So stay tune xD

Just as long as it contents you..

Im feeling so useless.
I feel lyk a helpless bastard. i feel im disappointing too many ppl.
ppl who haf put so much hope on me, ppl who tries so hard to change me.
ppl who care. & ppl who forgave me so many times.
This morning lectured by Miss Chua, she said im nt paying attention to my work, im doing crap.
& she said im too playful.
Initially i treated it as nags, i thought miss chua was nagging.
But then i thought thru. Miss Chua didnt scold me, she tried to change me. she wanted me to change cuz she care.
She has been so good, she has been a 2nd mother to me, yet i nvr realised & even thought she was interrupting too much.
Now to think of it im the motherfucker who has failed so many times, but nvr picked myself up.
Miss chua was the angel, but yet i treated her lyk a nobody.
Im such a loser.

Just now took a look at shanyi.
He's my junior, but it seems im the helpless junior.
He'ld be a role model, he could cope so well with his work, never complained bout cca, made a girl so happy with him & use his time so wisely.
& i feel lyk a loser.
I never did well in any tests or exams since sec sch, I enjoy cca but used it as an excuse nt to do my work, i always disappoint you, you who had put so much faith in me.
But all these were just excuses. i know im just lyk any normal guy, if i could change.
& i never did. I lied to so many ppl who nvr gave up on me. My parents, miss chua, my frens & the her i know i feel.
My parents, they've gone to the extent of nagging instead of scolding wanting me to work hard.
Miss chua, i've said i've always disappointed her.
The frens who spent time encouraging me, fighting with me. But i never repaid.
& you. I duno what to say. I dun even dare to tell u wat i feel. But thanks for everything i guess its enough leh.

But i guess its nt too late. I know i can, if i rlly wana change. I've gotta stop leading a bloke's life. I hafta repay all the help dat was given to me. I'm gona lead a new life. If i can. & i know i can. i can..
This might be the only opportunity i've got. If i dont change myself nobody can help me lehh.

Today's sex talk rlly made me think thru.
Wats true love exactly? Isit all about sex, isit all about lust, & is there any feelings at all?
& wat are people defining love as nowadays? " I love your money not you.", or premaritial sex?
But i guess its still their right bah..In wat position'm i to comment anyway.
As i define true love is, "Not for the sex, not for the money"
U'ld just wish she's happy, u'ld respect her decision, u'ld not swear even if u fail. Cuz u treasure at least the memories. If u were a couple, u'ld be doing stuff like going beaches, cycling, watch movies or whatever couples do. simple stuff lyk dat which wld make u ever happy.
Dats wat i feel about love. Of cuz sex's a factor, but dat shld come after true love collides.
Blah...

Today karthik didnt come school. I thought he had pon but he had some reasons.
0 well. But it wasn't exactly a boring day.
Hahas i wasnt rlly pay attention all day long.
I was doing smth else xD hehe.
& david i'ma forgive u i was kidding jus nw hahas.
Den went for the sex talk..nth much larh rather boring. & navin u stole the million dollar seat! :X
lols jk.
Den no OC & played bball till around 4 den go hme.
& slacked till nw. & im SCREWED.
Homework're piling up. Shit.

Song Of The Day: Hoobastank-The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why I need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you I've found out a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

& u really changed me. Im nt lying.

Milkman xD
Today lessons were above average. Coolios esp GEOG.
Hehheh ;P
Den after sch O's chinese oral.
It seems so popular a topic but i nvr guessed. hahas.
It was.. 0kae? o.o
Den did nth for cca cuz no full U.
& heard tmr no OC. Heh.
Den lyk usual played bball, 1stly with Hsih Hwa & another sec 4, together with frens lyk ks. Den played with sec 2s lyk usual.
& tonight, no life T.T
I'll be stuck with homwork.

Song Of The Day: Plain White T's- A Lonely September.

I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
But I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
When we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did


I just nid for u to be happy. Dats enough leh.

Why. Why'm i feeling this way?
I rlly wana tell u, but i just cant bring it out. Cuz i noe its pointless, Cuz i noe I'm a fucking liar. Im a loser. I cant hide anything.
I rather be hurt by kping silent, den to hurt u.
Pls forgive me, pls dun feel guilty.
Just know, you've been a great fren, & its enough leh.
Its rlly enough.

I guess only ' say it isn't so' can describe how im feeling bah.
http://www.imeem.com/jackvn/music/_40Pjqit/gareth_gates_say_it_isnt_so/
It might change everything, but even short memories mayb more than i expected leh.

" Ten to five at least we've tried, we're still alive but hope just died"...

Today was another typical day of school.
But a very chaotic day at sch hahas.
Some shld noe why. hahas.
Euu made my lessons interesting xD
Then another typical day of OC training as well.
But had to stay back late to train sec 1s.
They seriously nid more drilling.
Den played bball & went hme wif kangsheng.
He came my hse for dinner, den played on9 games out of boreness.
Guess what, we achieved a 9 figure score.
Haha. Dat was lame.
Now im waiting for some1 to cme on9, but u never came. T.T
Heeee.

Song Of The Day: Secondhand Serenade: Your Call.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Maybe its all i wanted to say.

This few days rather busy with oc & hw dat im nt able to blog.
This'll be the 1st in a few days.

Yesterday
BE YOURSELF DAY xD
Wore home clothes to school, den met clarence jacky yx in sch.
Dyed fringe & back ash. hahas.
Den had normal school..blah blah blah.
But lessons were fun. Cuz i was doing other things.
Heee.
Den oc cancelled, went Imm with quite a large grp.
Namely d three above, nicol, yude & 2/2 girls.
Did nth much act, den went play bball.
Went on till 5.
Dats bout it.

Today
Lessons were fun as well, due to some non-academic reasons.
Heee.
Oc was freakin slack. nth to elaborate.
Den played bball till 6+
Dats about it too.


Song Of The Day: Secondhand Serenade:Broken
http://www.imeem.com/people/KVcCKX/video/-V4e5i6M/secondhand_serenade_broken_music_video/

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?
And timeIs all I ask for
TimeI just need one more day
And time
You’ve been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay
In the moonlight
Your face it glows

I wana be ur guardian angel. But will it matter?