Like i said, its time to post. Hehe.

Amath re-exam: It was supposed to be of a lower standard. But i somehow panicked again.
I got weird ans, & dere were blanks too.
50% pass, 50%fail. Hope i'll pass bahh.
I dun feel lyk dropping lehh T.T

Today:
Lessons were friggin sleepy lorh, kp talking rot with karthik& co. haha.
Denn were debating bout dehh hyderabad room arrangement -.-
Anw HYDERABAD trip's in 10 days time! xD Quite l00king forward lurhh.
So its me, jacky, karthik & lichung, 2 per room.
It was so friggin hard to come out wif a decision larh, of who share with who-.-
After school.
Was friggin coolios xD hehe.
Cabbed down to ICA with jacky, nicol& pekhwa. Dehh later 2 had to make IC.
So jealous, hafta wait till after nov 25 haha.-.-
Kayy was rather fast lorh, den took MRT to dhoby gauht.
Ate at carl's JR. in plaza sing. Wahh was indded so friggin filling -.-
But nt bad larh, denn we walked walked, & found MIND's CAFE xDD
Went in, plaed Taboo 1st (: Was friggin fun larh, hehe.
& hilarious too, when ppl guessed wrongly hahas.
Denn played Snorta xD Dis was friggin funny larh LOL.
& preety challenging too. Hehe (:
Denn we flipped thru some random games, den moved back to Taboo.
Had so much fun & laughter, had been a long time since i last did so (:
K denn took 502 back home. Denn bus ride was friggin long larhh, haha
Initially was frusturated by dehh Jam, Denn was comfortable when it started moving.
With music of cuz (: Emo.
Denn went home lorh (: Coolios day xD

So tmr, will only attend partial lessons.
Cuz got laser quest competetion (:
It was friggin fun, dat day we went & had a trail.
Its lyk, shooting laser guns in a maze xD For those who're interested,
CDANS, $3.50 per 10 mins, per person.
So, wish dehh commonwealth NPCC unit best of luck! (:
Cya.

I'll post tmrr.
tmrr. tmrr. tmrr.
Blehh xD

Procrastinator! T.T

UPDATES.


Last tuesdayy

Went Raffles&peninsular wif jacky.
Raffles
Ate,& ate, & ate.
Peninsular
Was rather boring. Cuz its just 2 ppl.
But walked superr long, dehh stuff were coolios.
Bought hoody & souvenirs, ferr hyderabad visit.
& Jacky didnt buy anything in dehh end -.-


Mondayy

Promotion dayy, so no school (:
But denn mum ferr nth go take urgent leave, simply lazy -.-
So went jack's place ferr lunch, wif mum, grandma, aunt & cousin Alvin.
Juice,coolios. Oyster,coolios. salad,coolios. &steak,coolios.
Denn zhuoning & nicol came.
Boring boring boring.
& we did nt study ferr phys spa dat much, did crap all dehh wayy -.-


Yesterdayy

Happy bday nicol (:
Promotion results out-whole class promoted.
Phew.
No more tyco work again nx yr.
& was normal lessons.
After school was fun, went IMM with jacky & nicol.
To celebrate nicol's bday.
He say duno wat matur lehh, so treated us eat secret recipe xD
Nt dehh whole cost larh, of course.
Grilled chicken, coolios. Cake,coolios.
Denn went carpark near my hse, flirted with death!
Went top top platform of carpark, cuz ladder door wasn't locked.
Wahh my legs were so friggin wooblish, & it was fascinating up dere.
& super super dangerous too X.X
Denn we played catching, dog & bone on carpark, coolios.
& den navin came, he took dehh platform dare too.
& we raced on carpark, & raced down carpark too.
It was just 1 word.
coolios.


Today

EE seminar, was friggin friggin boring.
Dehh speaker tried, but it was just too boring.
Yawnn.
But dehh videos were coolios.
& denn dere was discussion, had to do a proj i'ld say.
My grp was Navin, Minyi & Hiangngee
We tried, but still nt selected for presentation on stage, lol.
Grats andy, xD
After school wasted 1932847467363654hrs of time. Due to rain -_____-
I love dehh rain, but nt when i wana play -.-
So denn went jacky's hse, with andrew.
& cycled down, ply basketball xD
Was damn fun, we played some crap stuff hahas.
Denn played match wit 3 outside guys.
We lost, cuz we were totally yawning dehh.
We had playd for hrs -__-
Denn went cycle down dat double slope x)
Andrew's 1st try, he said was lyk rollercoaster hahas.
& he t00k quite long to gather courage hor. hehe xD
dat was fun (:


& nw, time ferr studies.
Chem re-exam in 2 days, Amath re-exam nx wed.
Im just gona do my best in both, chem'ld be 0kay.
But Amath, shld i drop?
I'll think bout dat l8r. Im just gona try hard.
Enoff of play.

I'm too lazy to post :P
But yet i wana post, Im in dehh mood..
To think..
To think of u.


背影 , specially for you.




林宥嘉 -背影


三公分陽光 三公分空氣
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情 剩下只有腳印



一直向前走 走不完距離
一直向後退不出回憶
很高興有心事 幫我困住自己


妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣
變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光 蒸發成雲
再下成雨我才能夠靠近


感謝我不可以 住進妳的眼睛
所以才能 擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾 用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗


感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影
所以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 不用妳回頭看
不用珍惜


我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣
變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事 蒸發成雲
再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳


感謝我不可以 住進妳的眼睛
所以才能 擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾 用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗


感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影
以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 不用妳回頭看
不用珍惜


感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影
所以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 如果妳回頭看
不用在意.





曾经因为你的背影，而哭过
尔却因为你的背影，而笑过。
只希望你能知道 我有多渴望
永远记住你的背影。





&&&,Yoga林宥嘉(:









His songs speak a thousand words.
Of how i feel towards you.




PONN.

Today get backk results lehh.
I went to school prepared forr the worst, after having emo-ed ferr dehh past days.

So dehh results were somehow expected? Dere were certain setbacks, but dere were some i expected worse still. But i managed to handle bahh.
Cuz i understood, no matter how depressed or relieved i can get, nth's gona change.
But dehh future's still to be changed.
So for nw, let bygones be bygones.
Im nt gona give up.
So i hope u dont too, 0kay?

Amath was totally flunked, nt even 1/4 of dehh marks dere.
Geog,chem& eng(nt incluing oral) was luckless, all fail by 1. I'll treat dat as pass hahas xD
Emath & HCL was B4, CH was spot on 50%
Phys nt yet returned, but dat i think, is flunked as well.

So, i didnt do well, but i hope it proves, if i rlly study hard
Im capable of at least 3/3 standard.
& i recieved dis msg from miss tian, although short, but i rlly got touched.
Cuz it shows nobody has given up on me,
& i shouldnt too.

"
Pon, you're in the 2nd best class in the level for a reason. You need to display your potential & stop being so distracted. Last minute work never benefits.
"

Thank you miss tian.
& miss chua, & mr gerald, & all my teachers.
& my parents for understanding, & all my frens who gave encouragements
& my grandma, ferr taking care of me (:

& to Hongxin, I'll hafta undergo dehh re-exam ferr Amath to decide to drop Amath or nt.
I'll work hard, & i'll do my best.
But whether i'll be able to notch up 60%, im seriously unsure.
But i wont haf any regrets dis time, promise.
Ty.

So for weeks to go, it wont be any holidayy.
Cuz i'ld haff:
1) Amath re-exam
2)Physics o lvl SPA (1)
3)Normal chinese o'lvl exams.

"once bitten, twice shy"
Im nt gona let my guard downn ferr dis 3 upcoming tasks.
Wish me luck(:

Reality is harsh.
But a real man, will know to face it.
& change his fate.
Nt by running away. Cuz life isnt a dream.
But by facing up to reality.
Dis few days haf been quite emotional forr me.
& i realised, indeed:

烂苹果，去除了烂的部分，还是好苹果。

Tmr, results'll be out lehh
No matter how much i flopped, no matter how it'll turn out to be.
I'm nt gona give up
I'll face up to it, bravely,& turn over a new leaf.
Im gona erase all sucidal & emotional thoughts, & concentrate fully on dehh future.
Let bygones be bygones.

我还是个好苹果。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sa1w1X47eyI
小孩不笨。

给自己多一个机会，因为我们都是，有用的人!

Dear Diary,

Its all over nw. At least ferr dis moment.
Before HCL O'lvls arrives.

But its no cause ferr any joyous celebrations.
Cuz i just flunked dis EOY's badly.
& i cant blame any1, just myself.
I feel so useless, so disappointing, & I'vebeen emoing.

I've let down my parents, dey've done so much for me.
I've let down my grandma, she's sacrificed so much for me.
I've let down hongxin, he's taught so much to me.
I've let down my teachers (esp miss chua, miss tian & mdm quek), dey've tried to rescue me.
I've let down my frens, who taught & consoled me.

& i've let down myself, for screwing a wonderful life.

I've flunked amath, chem. & supposingly phys too.

But as deyy said, its no point crying over spilled milk.
I've gona stop emoing. Cuz wat's more imprtant is to face reality, & change reality.
Its nvr too late to change.

& im gona try :)

O's nxt yr, so i've got 1 more yr to change,hopefully i can.
Im gona face up to dehh results, no point hiding.

Pon Jing Xiang, wake up.
Dis's no dream world.


PONN.