Dear Diary,

Its all over nw. At least ferr dis moment.
Before HCL O'lvls arrives.

But its no cause ferr any joyous celebrations.
Cuz i just flunked dis EOY's badly.
& i cant blame any1, just myself.
I feel so useless, so disappointing, & I'vebeen emoing.

I've let down my parents, dey've done so much for me.
I've let down my grandma, she's sacrificed so much for me.
I've let down hongxin, he's taught so much to me.
I've let down my teachers (esp miss chua, miss tian & mdm quek), dey've tried to rescue me.
I've let down my frens, who taught & consoled me.

& i've let down myself, for screwing a wonderful life.

I've flunked amath, chem. & supposingly phys too.

But as deyy said, its no point crying over spilled milk.
I've gona stop emoing. Cuz wat's more imprtant is to face reality, & change reality.
Its nvr too late to change.

& im gona try :)

O's nxt yr, so i've got 1 more yr to change,hopefully i can.
Im gona face up to dehh results, no point hiding.

Pon Jing Xiang, wake up.
Dis's no dream world.


PONN.